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Happy weekend, everyone!  It’s Preview Friday, and I’ve got your first peek at my upcoming release THE COLD CASE!  And for those of you who’ve been asking, I’ll have more of Terrence’s short story for you in the coming weeks, too–I’m so glad you enjoyed the first chapter of this unpublished short and truly appreciate your thoughts and feedback.  Have a fabulous Friday & be well– Lorhainne


The Cold Case

The Cold Case

What happens when you stumble across a case that should never have been closed?

Detective Mark Friessen uncovers a disturbing mystery: A little girl was taken, but when evidence disappeared, the case was closed.

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Chapter 1

The feeling of being unprotected was one he knew well, a feeling no one should have to live with. Mark wondered when his instincts had become so deeply embedded, the warning that sent the hair on the back of his neck standing up whenever anything was off.

It was a feeling that just wouldn’t fade.

Mark could never be vulnerable, and though he would never be willing to admit to his weaknesses, he didn’t take kindly to the familiar sense of unease. After his fellow officers suddenly turned on him, everything he did had gone under a microscope, with problems coming at him in a way he couldn’t have explained reasonably.

That had been a painful lesson that he was the only person he could count on.

Maybe it was why his lone-wolf mentality had become so deeply entrenched.

He took in Gail’s empty desk, aware that it had been a few days since he’d seen her, and listened to the chief on the phone in his office.

“What are you doing?” Carmen said, suddenly standing in front of his desk in her light brown deputy uniform, her dark hair pulled back as it always was.

She never smiled.

“I’m on phone duty,” he replied, just staring at the phone on his desk, which hadn’t rung in a while. He glanced back over to the chief in his office, who was leaning back in his chair. Whomever he was talking to, Mark didn’t have a clue.

“So you’re planning on just sitting there?” Carmen said, holding a stack of files. She could be quite direct.

“I’m doing as I’m told. Chief said watch the phones, so here I am.” He gestured toward the chief’s office, not missing the twist of her lips and something else in her eyes before she nodded.

Okay, maybe there was some humor buried deep there—at his expense.

“I’m sure he didn’t mean for you to just sit there and stare into space. So come on, give me a hand. There is such a thing as multitasking. Pick up the portable phone and carry it with you. See how easy that is?” She didn’t wait for him to follow.

Mark couldn’t shake the feeling that the chief had been keeping an especially close eye on him as of late, putting him on what was beginning to feel like a very short leash.

“So what are you doing, anyway?” he asked, grabbing the portable phone and following her through the open door into the back, then down the stairs, old and creaky, to the basement, which was a place he didn’t go often. The shelves there appeared dusty.

“Cleaning out files,” she said. “We have to make room for cases. Some of these go back years.”

Boxes were stacked high on the shelves, labeled with black ink handwriting on the front. Carmen had a box out on the floor now and was shoving the files she had held inside.

“What is all this?” He gestured toward her.

Carmen didn’t look up from where she squatted. “All the case files. The current closed ones are in the first row. Gail is usually down here, moving the closed files. Those four sets over there are all the cases that were never solved.”

He took in the shelves she gestured to, seeing the sheer number of boxes, and wondered whether he’d heard right. Why didn’t he know this? “Are you saying more than half the files down here are unsolved?”

She stood up and slid the box back on the shelf. “I’d say a little more, but that’s why you’re helping me. Seems some of the cases are mixed up, some cold and unsolved in with the closed and solved. The chief also wants to make room by pulling out everything more than ten years old.” The way Carmen talked was so matter of fact at times.

“Excuse me? Pulled out and put where?”

She lifted her gaze to him. Even though Carmen was hard to read, something about the way she’d said it had him pausing.

“Someplace to make room, as the chief said. Once a case is that old, the probability of it ever being solved reverts to just about zero. You know the stats. With us being an island with limited resources, all these old case files are just collecting dust.” She tapped the box.

It had him looking at each one, and he felt that off feeling again. Something had happened to someone in each of those files, and he had the sense that justice hadn’t been served. “Are you talking about destroying the files? You realize you can’t do that.”

Carmen pulled a box out and shoved it at his chest, forcing him to take it. “You really do love to stir things up,” she said, and he wasn’t sure she was teasing.

He set the box down on a side table. “Carmen, laws are in place for exactly this reason…”

“Who said anything about destroying files? The chief just said they’re to be moved out. We need the room. So go through the box, make sure everything is filed correctly and closed, and then mark the file with your initials to say you checked it. The year is marked on the box. Anything older than ten years is to be stacked by the stairs. The chief is having them picked up.”

She didn’t look his way. He realized Carmen seemed to understand the underbelly of this island better than anyone, how the law seemed to be implemented. She was rifling through a box, and he couldn’t help but wonder what she was looking for.

“Picked up by who?” he said. “Or should I not ask? There are supposed to be procedures in place for safekeeping—you know, evidence you don’t want tampered with. You can’t exactly have this getting out to the public.”

She hesitated but didn’t look up. Mark was suddenly more aware of the files he’d closed and tossed on a cabinet by Gail’s desk. That was the first thing she had told him about how to handle a case file. She had always put the files away, and he’d never considered for a moment where they went after that.

Carmen didn’t appear to be listening.

“You know,” Mark said, “it’s not lost on me that you won’t elaborate on this. So tell me, are the files being moved to storage someplace? Where? For an island this size, there’re a lot of unsolved cases going back years.”

Carmen was now squatted down at the end of a row of shelves, and he could hear her rustling. Again, she didn’t answer.

“Hey, what are you doing?” he said.

She appeared around the corner, holding another box, and he had to remind himself that she had never felt the need to fill any kind of uncomfortable silence. He thought she did it purposely.

“You really do talk too much sometimes,” she said. “Here’s a thought: Sometimes you may not want answers to the questions you ask. Just have a look through this one, too.” She dumped another box beside him.

He took in the unlabeled front. Why did it seem Carmen knew something he didn’t? He found himself looking over to her. He wasn’t sure whether she hadn’t heard his question or just didn’t want to answer, but the latter seemed more and more likely.

He opened the box, hearing footsteps squeaking above his head on the floor upstairs in the old building. After taking in the thick files, he pulled one out that was thin, with not much to it, labeled Martin. There were only two pages inside, and he flipped them over and took in the file again. It had been closed, apparently an easy case.

“Carmen, this one is dated four years ago, and there’re only a couple pages in here. It’s a missing toddler, a kid…”

He was reading the report, by a Detective Singer, open and shut. His stomach knotted with a sick feeling at the knowledge that a little kid had been killed, but where were the crime scene photos? It seemed a lot of details were missing. His brow furrowed as he closed up the file and rummaged through the others.

He pulled out another thick one, listening to the silence. When he glanced up, Carmen was standing by the stairs, and he wasn’t sure what to make of the way she was watching him. He gestured toward the thin file. “Were you here four years ago? You know about this case? Then there’s this Detective Singer.”

Carmen walked over to him and took in the file, looking over his arm.

“There has to be something missing, another file,” he said, lifting each one out. He didn’t know why this bothered him, sloppy filing, sloppy work.

“I doubt it,” was all she said, flipping through the two sheets. When she closed the file, her expression was matter of fact again.

Mark pulled out yet another file from the box, seeing a different case on each one.

“Paperwork wasn’t really the detective’s forte,” Carmen said. “He always seemed to keep everything up here.” She tapped her head, and it took him a second to realize she was serious.

“Really? You’re messing with me. That file has no crime scene photos. Where’s the body, a confession, a few notes?” He took the file from Carmen, who seemed more than happy to let him have it. One page was labeled Interview, and a note at the top said Open and shut. “Come on. You have to give me something, here. Who was this Detective Singer, anyway?”

She shot him a heavy stare, and he wasn’t sure what was behind it.

“Who is this? There’s a note in here about a Crazy Carla.” He took in the name underlined in red. “So are these the kinds of files we’re packing up and moving out of here? This is sloppy. How many more are like this?” He found himself reaching for another file, seeing Detective Singer’s name in there. Again, the paperwork was lacking, but all Carmen did was shrug. “I know you worked with him. Come on, Carmen, seriously, what is this?”

“Look, Detective Singer was here before me—long before me, if you get my drift. I was just lucky he didn’t train me. The chief did. So go through the files there and have a look. Make sure nothing’s missing.”

He couldn’t pull his gaze from her, even when the chief called from upstairs, “Mark!”

Carmen pulled in a breath and pressed her lips together, glancing back to the stairs.

“Downstairs,” Mark called. He heard footsteps, and the chief appeared in the doorway, looking down.

“Have to make a run out,” the chief said. “What are you doing down there?”

He realized Carmen had stepped away. He made himself take a step over to the stairs and looked up, still holding the file. “Giving Carmen a hand with all these old files,” he said. He didn’t know why he didn’t bother elaborating.

The chief only nodded. “Fine, shouldn’t take long. Just stack them and leave them. Gail’s on her way in, and then you can get out there and make rounds,” he said. Then he just stood there for a second, and Mark wondered what was on his mind. The chief just inclined his head and walked away.

Odd. He had been sure the chief was about to say something. He listened to the footsteps and the door closing. When he turned back, there was Carmen with an odd look on her face.

“You know, sometimes when a case has been mishandled, you can’t say anything if it’s not yours,” she said, pulling her arms across her chest and nodding at the file he was still holding.

He wondered if that was a question. “Sure,” he said. “That’s one of the reasons I work out here. So what are you getting at?”

Her eyes were brown. She didn’t look away. “That feeling you have when something isn’t right… Not all cops have it. You know what I mean?”

He knew. It was that feeling he had, which seemed to always be there.

“Let me ask you this, Carmen. Did you hand me this box with this file because you know something was mishandled?”

She blinked and stepped back, then looked away just as he heard the door upstairs. “You know, why don’t I do rounds for you?” she said. “Sometimes it feels as if the walls are closing in on me here.”

There it was, her unwillingness to answer. Another complex woman who seemed to live and breathe secrets.


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It was about the Homemade Cake

While I was considering what to write about for my blog post this week, my son reminded me of his upcoming birthday. That means a homemade cake, something I’ve done every birthday for my kids, probably because it was the only thing I ever wanted while growing up.

Personally, I’m not a fan of bakery cakes because there’s way, way too much sugar in them, and everyone who knows me understands my dislike for sugar in everything. But every year, all I ever got was a bakery cake loaded with tons of sugary icing. Even thinking about it now makes me cringe. I could never eat it and ended up scraping most of that sugary goo off. Every year, I would ask my mother if she could make it homemade, from scratch—but nope. Maybe that’s why I’ll never, ever purchase a bakery cake.

One thing my son hasn’t let me forget is his seventeenth birthday, when I forgot to put sugar in his cake altogether. Forgetting a vital ingredient like sugar! I’m still trying to figure out how I did that. For one, this was pre-COVID, and my kids were all in school, so I was being pulled in so many directions that I wonder now how I managed to accomplish everything I did in a day, in a week, in a month. It was a rollercoaster, raising three teenagers. My eldest, with autism, was also still in school, so I was navigating that system, and unfortunately for my autistic son, his middle school and high school years were spent in a school district that never fully worked co-operatively with his program, with his consultant.

So many districts are deeply entrenched in an archaic way of doing things that doesn’t involve actually working for the best outcome. Creating a problem in a child with autism or special needs, a problem the parent then has to undo, isn’t what’s best for the child. Now, many will argue that’s not true, and schools are doing the best they can. Unfortunately, substandard doesn’t cut it when a child with special needs gets only one shot at a successful future. Did my autistic son ever have a school district that actually worked for him? Eventually, he did, and that’s why he’s doing as well as he his.

An amazing man set the bar so high, going above and beyond in running the school. He was the head administrator, and his wife was the superintendent for the district, and both understood clearly what my son needed, what I was bringing to the table, and what I was putting out financially to bring in a highly skilled consultant from the US who could teach and provide for them, a win-win for everyone. But unfortunately, they retired, and my son had to move on to a different school run by a different administrator. New people came in who were not of the same mindset, and the next seven years saw him being forced to fit into their mold.

He would never again have another support worker who implemented his program. Instead, they created an environment of secrecy, not allowing us to know what was really going on in the school, in his classes. Suddenly, he was scared of things he never had been before, acting oddly in new ways, such as not going to the bathroom at school or sitting off alone by himself, and he began to slip backwards on things he had known inside and out. I would go in only to find that a teacher had ignored him and sat him in a corner, not part of the class. One visit I’ll never forget was at the end of grade eight, when the head of the district’s special needs department went in and found that the support worker had done all my son’s work for him.

No, nothing was ever done about it. In fact, no one would address the issue or talk about it. Then there was the hugging, the incessant need of teachers and some students (girls) to hug, so much so that I had to send in one of my son’s consultants to ask them to stop. As I look back now, I see the time constraints I felt with my two other kids, as well. My daughter loved school, but the teachers were hit or miss for her. My other son was doing an outdoor school program that he excelled in, thrived in, which gave him a skillset he still has today.

At the time of the sugarless cake incident, I was writing In the Stars. I recall that day, scrambling to finish the chapters I was writing, wrapping my son’s birthday gift, and making a chiffon cake from scratch with my laptop right there. Between mixing and adding the ingredients, I would run down the stairs to my desktop computer so I could get in some marketing time before having to leave to pick up all three kids for a nice birthday dinner. I look back to that day now and all those outside demands, when I was being pulled in way too many directions, and I can see how I could somehow forget to add the sugar.

Believe me that it’s important to find the good in everything, so there’s one thing I really do love about the current state of things in this pandemic. This is that so many of the outside demands on my time have disappeared. It feels like that rollercoaster has stopped and given me a moment to get off. This upcoming birthday, much like the Christmas that has just passed, will be spent without all those crazy demands, and that cake without sugar will be something my son will remind me of whenever I’m doing way too much and allowing myself to be pulled in way too many directions.

The Cold Case

The Cold Case

What happens when you stumble across a case that should never have been closed?

Detective Mark Friessen uncovers a disturbing mystery: A little girl was taken, but when evidence disappeared, the case was closed.

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Chapter 1

It was the cold that got to him, the sound of his wife weeping, the desperation in his children’s faces as they looked to him to fix something he didn’t know how they’d fallen into.

Terrance took in the tent, the tarps around them. He stood near the fire, holding his hands up to warm them, lingering next to people he didn’t know. His wife was still sleeping, he knew, but he spotted his eldest son, John, whose eleventh birthday was tomorrow. He wore a heavy black coat and trudged his way through the snow, heading right for him.

“Your mom and brother still asleep?” Terrance said.

John leaned against him, and Terrance rested his arm around him, knowing they were being watched by someone across the fire. He did his best to avoid the man with the black knit cap, dark eyes, and beard, who he was sure would kill him without a second thought.

“Greg said he was too cold,” John said. “Mom is awake, though, I think. I’m hungry. She said to tell you the bottled water is frozen, and Greg ate the last of the peanut butter and bread.”

Terrance took in his son’s light blue eyes and the dirt on his face, hearing the words he wished he’d never have to hear.

“The shelter is passing out sandwiches at one today,” said a woman standing next to them by the fire. “Get over there early, because they run out fast. There’s not enough. Some take three or four so they can eat for a few days. Food’s passed out three times a week.” She was bundled up in an old red coat, a blanket around her, and a heavy wool hat. Her face was lined and aged, with the same lost look of everyone in the camp. “Saw you and your family come in here last night. Where’re you from?”

He could feel that man on the other side of the fire watching him, listening to everything. Who he was, he didn’t know, but he figured he likely controlled who stayed and who left in this camp.

“Missoula, Bozeman, then Livingston for a few nights,” Terrance said. “Heard Billings had some housing I could get for my family, some work.”

The woman gave what sounded like a laugh. “Not sure who you heard that from, but the shelters have wait lists. It’s first come, first served, if you think it would be better than out here. For housing, the little there is has a very long wait list, too, and again, conditions are not much better than living on the street.” The woman sounded so matter of fact.

Meanwhile, the man, whose name he wished he knew, didn’t pull his gaze from him. It was the kind of look that had him pulling his son closer to him.

“See you have a family, a wife, two boys?” said a young man nearby, staring at him.

Terrance wondered how old he was. All bundled up, he didn’t look more than sixteen, maybe seventeen. He never asked for names anymore, just something that had come with looking over his shoulder and not being able to remember the last time he’d actually slept.

“Hey,” the young man said to John, gesturing, and Terrance realized he wasn’t waiting for an answer from him. “You’re lucky to have two parents. Most here don’t have anyone.”

He could feel how tense his son was. He was thinking about what the woman had said about housing. Even the shelter he’d found just the day before had a sign posted out front, saying it was full.

“Is there a women’s shelter, at least?” Terrance said. Maybe then his wife and boys could sleep someplace warm tonight, have a shower and something hot to eat.

“Again, it’s likely full,” the woman said. “You can try over by the Y, but it’s first come, first served.” She glanced over to the young man across the fire. “Is the soup kitchen running today?”

“Nope,” he replied. “They were shut down by the city yesterday, some code violation. The door was locked, a sign posted. So there are just sandwiches, if we can get them.”

The woman only nodded in response.

“I’m Terrance,” he said to her, then dragged his gaze over to the young man. “This is my son John.”

The man on the other side of the fire walked away. There was just something about him, and Terrance couldn’t pull his gaze away, wondering where he was going. He was the kind of man he didn’t want sneaking up behind him.

“I’m Ian,” the young man said, pulling a blanket tighter around him, sitting on an old wooden crate.

“Everyone calls me Panda,” the woman said. She nodded toward the retreating man. “And that was Sarge who just walked away. He kind of runs things here. Watch out for him.”

Terrance wasn’t sure what to make of that comment, very aware of the sheer number of people staying there. Being on the streets, you could always find out where to go. “Is he dangerous?” he said, and he could feel his son looking up at him.

Ian said nothing at first. “That’s life on the streets. Although some look out for each other, Sarge takes what he wants.”

Panda lifted a dirty and cracked hand from under her blanket and pointed over behind him. “Don’t leave your things unless someone is watching them, or they won’t be there when you get back. Over there is where I am, and Ian too, along with a few of the kids. You’re welcome to move your things over there. We look out for each other.”

He only nodded as he took in the snow, the cold, the makeshift shelters, and willed something to appear to get them out of this hell. “You said kids?”

Ian was staring at Panda as if she’d said something she shouldn’t have. He didn’t pull his gaze from her.

“Ian, how old are you?” Terrance said. “How long have you been living out here?”

This time, Ian did look up to him. “You mean here or on the streets?”

He didn’t miss that Ian hadn’t told him how old he was. “Well, both, I guess. You said there are other kids here. How would you end up on the streets to begin with?”

He knew his own story all too well. He’d never understood how people could end up with nothing, but here he was.

“I wasn’t always out here,” Ian said, “but I have been since last winter. So long now. Used to sleep in friends’ garages, sneak in so their parents wouldn’t know. It worked for a while, until it didn’t, and I found myself here. This camp hasn’t been here that long. They pop up in a few places. We get moved out of one spot and find another. You never know when the cops will come in and clear us out. I’m always looking over my shoulder for when I have to run.”

He just didn’t understand how a kid could be out there. “You don’t have parents, someplace you could go? You’re just a kid.”

“My mother died when I was five, cancer,” Ian said. “I was shuffled around from home to home after that, a few relatives, and then I eventually moved out here to my father, who had remarried. Thought it would be a happy reunion, but it quickly went sideways. I was soon a disappointment, not good enough. I stopped hearing all the names they called me. Food was made for her kids but never for me. If something went wrong, it was my fault. One day I came home to find she had thrown all my clothes out. That was it for me. I left, stayed with friends

until I couldn’t anymore. I eventually fell behind in school, and that was when I did go. I couldn’t keep up. The principal pulled me into his office and pointed out that school likely wasn’t a good fit for someone like me.”

As Ian spoke, Terrance could feel his own shame, considering his boys had left their friends and school back in Missoula. But surviving was surviving. “What about social services, a foster home? Even that has to be better than this.”

Ian only shook his head. “They’d send me back to my dad. I’m not going back to that. As for a foster place, if you talk to Opal, she’ll tell you how bad it is—and that’s if you find a place where you’ll actually get fed. The good ones don’t take kids like us. I’m not ever going into that system.”

He just didn’t understand how a parent couldn’t be looking for his kid. Maybe that was why he was holding his son closer. “I’m sorry, Ian.”

The teenager just looked up at him and then over to John. “It’s fine. You said you’re looking for housing, work. How’d you end up out here?”

He wasn’t sure why he didn’t respond at first. Something about listening to this teenager had him wondering how he’d ever get his family off the streets. “John, go tell your mom we’re going to pack up, get moving,” he finally said, then waited until his son was walking away before he turned back. “I’m thirty-four. Been married for thirteen years. Never in a million years expected I’d be living on the streets. I had a job, working for a contractor. It paid the bills, the rent, but not much else. My wife was laid off from her job as a store clerk when the retailer downsized. Then our rent went up, and then I showed up at my job site one day to find that the contractor was out of business. I heard he closed his company, started another one under a different name. He was up and gone.

“We had no savings. I went to a lawyer to fight for the pay I was owed, but the contractor had done it all before. I was just one of many he owed wages to. I sold off what I could, and we still couldn’t pay the rent, so we were evicted from our place when I couldn’t come up with the money. We had a pickup, so we went to Bozeman, hoping to find something, but I parked someplace I shouldn’t have and my truck was towed. My tools were in it. I couldn’t pay the fine to get it out of impound. The impound fee is likely worth more than my pickup is now. I just want to get a roof over our heads. Not sure how much more we can take.”

He glanced back to see his son leaning in the tent. He didn’t know why he was sharing his story with these strangers. “It’s John’s birthday tomorrow. He’ll be eleven,” he said. He remembered his son’s birthday from the year before, when they’d shared a pizza after he worked a twelve-hour shift.

Ian left, walking around him, but Panda was still there, tracking his every move. “You seem like nice folks,” she said, “down on your luck. You should talk to Misty at the shelter, see if she may be able to point you to a trades job or something.”

He only nodded, looking around at everyone in the camp and feeling their uneasiness. “So does Ian really have no one? Foster care has to be better than this.”

The woman watched him. He wondered how old she was, what her story was. “You know, being homeless for a youth is far different than for an adult,” she said. “For adults, it’s about losing a job and not being able to afford a roof over your head, as you said. Many think homelessness among kids is about rebellion, attitude. People think homeless kids just don’t want to follow the rules. But nothing could be further from the truth. Most kids on the street are here because they have no other options. They’re running from a bad home situation.

“Worse, most adults around them know there’s something wrong. Many are already in the system and have been bounced around from foster home to foster home, ending up locked in a system that’s supposed to protect them but has failed them miserably. They have no ID, so they can’t even apply for services. As hard as it is for an adult, it’s worse for a kid. Then there’s Sarge, men like him. If you have something they want, they’ll take it. Be careful.” That was all she said.

Terrance spotted his wife walking around from the back of the tent, likely where she’d gone to the bathroom. She looked so tired. He found himself really looking at this place, the down and out, and wondered how he could find a way to get a roof over their heads again. “Thank you, Panda, but I think we’ll be clearing out. I’ll ask for Misty at the shelter.”

The woman only nodded and continued sitting on that crate, a blanket pulled around her. The odor that lingered around her, was it her or him? He didn’t know. He took a step to walk away.

“Good luck,” she said, turning her head.

He glanced back only once to find her looking into the fire. “Thank you. You, too,” he said. Then he put one foot in front of the other, heading back to his family. Both his boys were pulling their sleeping bags out, and his wife… He didn’t how much more she could take.

“John said we’re leaving?” she said.

He took in his boys in the tent, rolling up the sleeping bags, stuffing their backpacks. “Yeah. There’s a shelter. I may be able to get a job or something through the woman who runs it. But you and the boys need to get a bed in there tonight, at least.” He wondered whether she’d argue. She had before, but this time she only nodded.

“We need a bathroom to get cleaned up in. The boys are hungry.”

He ran his hand over her rounded cheek, the smudges of dirt there, feeling the cold. “Let’s pack up and get out of here,” he said.

He didn’t know what made him look, but as he turned back to the fire, he spotted the man they called Sarge dragging someone across the camp, hitting him and yelling.

“Hey, hey, knock it off!” someone called out, and a few others went running.

Terrance knew there was no way he could have his kids out there another night. This wasn’t a life for anyone. He didn’t know why, but he felt as if someone could be hurt or killed at any moment, or maybe they just wouldn’t wake up.

As his sons pulled their bags from the tent, he realized his wife was watching everything in the camp. Long gone was the smile she used to have.

“I swear to you, Lizzie, I’ll get us off the streets,” he said. “Today, one way or another, I’ll find us something.”

He just hoped it would be a promise he could keep.

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The Return of the O’Connells

The Return of the O’Connells

Will life ever return to normal?

That’s the question everyone in the O’Connell family has asked since their lives were turned upside down by a murder charge. With their father now back from the dead, the O’Connells are coming to grips with the idea that justice isn’t equal. But despite the pending arrival of a new grandchild, and the fact that the family is settling into a new identity, trouble seems to always be one step away. This time, it could come from within, as a shadowy new enemy has found its way into the close-knit family and could ultimately destroy the bond the siblings share, forcing them to finally cut their losses and walk away from one another.

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The O’Connells Books 10 – 12

The O’Connells Books 10 – 12

The O’Connells of Livingston, Montana, are not your typical family. Follow them on their journey to the dark and dangerous side of love in a series of romantic thrillers you won’t want to miss. Raised by a single mother after their father’s mysterious disappearance eighteen years ago, the six grown siblings live in a small town with all kinds of hidden secrets, lies, and deception. Much like the contemporary family romance series focusing on the Friessens, this romantic suspense series follows the lives of the O’Connell family as each of the siblings searches for love. This boxed set collection in The O’Connells series includes The Fallen O’Connell, The Return of the O’Connells, And Then She Was Gone


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The Cold Case

The Cold Case

What happens when you stumble across a case that should never have been closed?

Detective Mark Friessen uncovers a disturbing mystery: A little girl was taken, but when evidence disappeared, the case was closed.

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Where are we now

Just this week, I heard that the divorce rate has skyrocketed because of the pandemic. Aside from that, domestic violence against women has also been exacerbated. It’s a dangerous position for women, unable to escape the abuse at home. Even if they could leave, where would they be supposed to go? Many think the logical thing is to go to a shelter, to stay with family or a friend. But that’s not viable for many. Right now, finding a safe place like a shelter is a big if, since if there is one in your area, it’s likely already full. Then there are the authorities, whose hands are tied. Some really want to help, but their voices are drowned out by the few who go out of their way to verbally abuse and harass the most vulnerable. How many women have been told there are even less options now than even a few years ago? Added to that, believe it or not, is that we’re still battling archaic stereotypes against women in the courts.

Can you imagine having to face a decision like that, to leave home during a pandemic, when you’re trying to keep your kids safe? Are they safest on the streets, in a shelter, or at home with the abuser? You’d think the answer would be simple, but the pandemic has created many obstacles. Being in a vulnerable position often means you clash with restrictions the average person with a roof over her head doesn’t have to think about. Seriously, take a closer look right now at the ever-changing restrictions everywhere. If you were to suddenly find yourself in a vulnerable, dangerous situation, what would you be supposed to do?

You would think the authorities would have some plan for this, but you may be surprised to find that not only is there no support or plan in your area, but the powers that be are doing less and less for the most vulnerable. If you look at the homeless situation, the tent cities that are a growing problem, you’ll see there’s no housing for these people. If you’re currently in some type of restrictive lockdown or are under social distancing regulations in your area, then you aren’t allowed to associate with anyone outside your home, your bubble, without risking fines, tickets, or a neighbor reporting you because you’re not following the rules. Amid all that, mothers in trouble are left with fewer and fewer options. You may have a home to go to, but those in trouble may suddenly find themselves pushing shopping carts holding the only belongings they have left, having to contend with a reality you and I don’t.

When I was told you can’t even get an appointment with a divorce lawyer right now, it didn’t surprise me. No less surprising is the news that homeless encampments are clashing with local authorities. Something similar happened in The Return of the O’Connells, when the police were directed by city council to clear out the homeless encampment and the people living there:

“Emergency meeting was called late last night. Apparently, some residents in the area complained about the campers not packing up and leaving in the morning. There’ve been a number of complaints of crime, drugs, garbage being scattered, a couple sheds being broken into, and public urination—because there are no bathrooms, so where the hell else are they supposed to go? A few of the residents have complained that they don’t want their parks used as toilets, and we’ve been ordered by the council to enforce the new bylaw. They can’t camp or stay here at all. Everyone who doesn’t pack up and leave, we’re to arrest them. Oh, and they added that the developer needs to have his equipment in here to start digging, because they’re putting in a new condo development, only I don’t think the residents in the area know that part.”

Marcus stopped walking as he reached into his pocket, pulled out his gloves, and pulled them on, taking in what he thought were maybe twenty tents. All he could do as he took in the sight was think of his Eva and her mother, Reine, because they’d been there, living just like this. It still lingered in the back of his mind, how dire it had been for them.

“I really fucking hate this job sometimes,” he said. “So the neighbors complained, but we’re really doing this for the developer. So where are we supposed to move them to?”

Harold was walking beside him. It was too damn cold for them to be out here, anyway, he thought, as he took in the houses across the street. Seeing smoke from some of the chimneys, he couldn’t help thinking of the warm, comfortable beds everyone in those houses had.

“I already called the homeless warming shelter here, but they’re out of beds, and people have to be out during the day,” Harold said. “I’ve put a call in to two of the churches, as well, to see if they can do something. Council gave no solutions about what to do with them, just told us to kick them out.”

You may also remember the young family among the homeless living in the park:

“Hey, there,” Marcus said. “You folks have a place to go?”

The man tossed a glance over his shoulder, then said to a boy, maybe ten or twelve, “John, finish rolling the tent.” Then he turned to Marcus. “No, Sheriff. We were in Bozeman before but were told to move on, so we found this place. I have my wife and two boys. We’re on foot now. My pickup was impounded in Missoula along with the tools I stored in the back. I used to work in construction until I was laid off, and I couldn’t afford to pay the fine. Was hoping to find some work, but the shelters are full, and now we have to move again. No idea where. Any ideas where I can get something for my kids, my wife? They’re cold.”

The reality is that without a solution or a place for vulnerable people to go, the authorities are just moving the problem to another area. Once you hit the streets, there is no safety net. In many areas, funding for services has likely been directed someplace else. I received a few emails asking what happened to the family living in that encampment, the husband and wife and their two children, who were forced out with no place to go, along with everyone else. The happy ending would be that they found a place to live, a roof over their heads, a warm house with a warm bed, food on the table, and a job to go to so they could pay the bills and rent.

You’d think that would be a simple feat, but not without a community plan from the powers that be. Some type of housing solution should be a primary focus in a country as wealthy as ours, and it would be easy enough to create. The hard part is getting anyone to agree to put the issue front and center, even though the housing crisis is only getting worse. Think about this: When it’s cold outside and we’re in our homes, warm and cozy, we can turn on the heat, we can light the fireplace, but there are many on the streets who are trying to stay warm through the night.

It’s not a happy situation, and unfortunately, instead of actually fixing a problem they created to begin with, the local government guys leave finding a solution to any groups of caring people who have the financial means to come up with one. For the fictional Terrence and his family from The Return of the O’Connells, there will be a FREE short story this Friday about what happened after they were cleared out of the Livingston encampment.


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Did you get your copy of the newest installment in the Billy Jo McCabe series?  Book 2, HIDING IN PLAIN SIGHT, is now available everywhere.  If you haven’t yet had a chance to grab your copy, get a look at Chapter 4 here.  PLUS, enter to win the new waterproof Kindle Paperwhite! See below for details.  Happy weekend & be well– Lorhainne

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Chapter 4

Carly Jackson was really digging into each step as she headed right toward Billy Jo, wearing flats, dark capris, and a striped blouse. Despite all the kids in the background, Mark knew when a woman was angry. The energy seemed to explode between them. Everything about her gave him a feeling the confrontation wasn’t going to be peaceful.

“Why are you here?” Carly said, hurling the angry accusation at Billy Jo. “Are you following me?”

The little spitfire beside him went to close the gap, but his feet were already moving to get between them before it went sideways.

“I have questions I need answered,” Billy Jo said. “You have kids, I see, girls. I will get my answers, one way or the other.”

“You are following me,” Carly said. “Look, you can’t be here. I have a good life. I’m a teacher.”

“Hey, enough, already,” Mark said. “What’s going on here?” He moved between the women and put his hand up to block Billy Jo, who he knew wouldn’t back down. De-escalation was the only thing he could think of as he felt both their eyes on him.

“This is personal,” was all Billy Jo said to him. As she pulled her gaze from Carly, the look she gave him said she couldn’t be reasoned with.

“Okay, you’re not doing this here,” he said. “Both of you, take a look around. There are kids here. This is a school. Who are you, anyway?” He looked right at Carly, dark hair, blue eyes. Something about her seemed familiar.

She pulled her arms across her chest, nodded, and glanced up at him. “Carly Jackson. I’m a teacher here, and this woman is harassing me. She showed up this morning on my doorstep—”

“And you didn’t answer me,” Billy Jo said. “You tell me to go away, yet you owe me.”

He didn’t know which woman to look at, to address. When his cell phone started ringing, he pulled it from his pocket and saw the chief’s name. Of course, someone had seen the scene and had likely already called him. “Shit,” he said under his breath, then hit decline, though he wouldn’t get away with that for long.

“Billy Jo, what are you doing?” he said. “What does she owe you?” He was really hoping this was about a formal DCFS complaint.

“I said it’s personal,” she replied. She lifted her eyes to him again, and he saw she wasn’t giving him anything, so he dragged his gaze back over to Carly Jackson. The two appeared ready to go head to head in a cat fight he didn’t want on his hands.

“I asked you a question,” he said matter of factly. “What is this about? Ms. Jackson, what do you owe her? What did you do?”

Carly said nothing for a moment, pulling her gaze from Billy Jo. She was a short woman, the same height and build as her, and she had to look up at him. “She’s right that this is personal, but she has the wrong person,” she said. She turned back to Billy Jo. “I’m not your mother.”

“Wait, what?” Mark said, doing a doubletake, looking from one woman to the other. He knew he needed to end this now. He turned to Billy Jo, who seemed to be looking past Carly. “Mother? You said you were adopted, in foster care?”

“Carly, what’s going on here?” said a short man approaching them. He was balding and round in the middle, wearing beige dress pants and a white shirt. “Are you all right?”

Mark pulled his jacket back to show his badge to the man as he stopped right behind Carly.

“Tony, it’s fine, sorry,” Carly said. “It’s just a personal matter, no problem. Listen, I’ll be right in.”

Mark said nothing, only nodded to the man, who he figured had to be the school principal or something.

“I called the chief already,” Tony said, as if he didn’t believe her. “It looked like you were upset. I didn’t know the police were already here.” Then he just gestured toward her and said, “Recess is almost over. Do you mind taking this somewhere else?”

Carly only nodded and then offered a smile to him. “Absolutely, I’ll be right in,” she said.

Tony simply nodded and walked away.

Mark’s phone rang. As he pulled it from his pocket and saw the chief’s name, he knew he couldn’t decline it again. “Yeah, look,” he answered. “I’m talking to Billy Jo right now—”

“Why did I just get a call from the principal?” the chief said. “He said there appeared to be an altercation between one of his teachers, Carly Jackson, and someone harassing her. Is it Ms. McCabe? We just discussed this less than an hour ago.”

Mark could feel the bite in his words. “I’m shutting it down now,” he said. “It’s handled.”

“See that it is, and see that Ms. McCabe doesn’t bother Jim’s wife again. Do I make myself clear?”

“Crystal,” Mark said, then heard the click as the chief hung up on him. He turned back to the two women, whose voices were low, and gestured between them.

“Look,” Billy Jo said. “You keep denying that you’re Carly Thornton, and you covered your tracks well. It took a lot of digging to find you, but I did. I have questions, a right to know what you did to me…”

“I did nothing to you. And by the looks of it, it appears you have a great life. I have a life here, too, a husband, kids, a career. I do not want this on my doorstep.”

“Billy Jo, you can’t do this here. You have to go,” Mark cut in.

She only lifted her blue eyes to him. They were filled with stubbornness. She just wasn’t about to be reasoned with. But she finally nodded and said, “You’re right. Outside a school isn’t appropriate, with everyone watching—unless you want me to start telling everyone that you, my mother, were a meth addict who abandoned me…”

“Stop!” Carly hissed. “What do you want?”

This was going from bad to worse.

“I want answers to my questions, no lies, and then you can go back to your perfect life.”

He knew he needed to get Billy Jo out of there, but he couldn’t believe Carly Jackson could possibly be who Billy Jo thought she was. The way she was staring at her, he could feel the secrets and lies that lingered between them. Carly was considering something, but just then, a white Range Rover pulled into the parking lot, headed right their way.

Carly stiffened and lifted her hand. “Okay, you have to go now. That’s my husband,” she said.

He heard the vehicle idling. Then the car door opened to reveal Jim, the man he’d received marching orders from less than an hour earlier.

“I already told you I’m not this woman,” Carly said. “Now, I’m sorry, but you’re going to have to leave. I won’t be threatened or harassed.” She lifted her gaze up to Mark, then walked around Billy Jo, over to Jim. “What are you doing here?” she said as he slid his arm around her.

Jim took in Mark and then dragged his gaze to Billy Jo, and Mark could see the simmer there, the edge of a man who wouldn’t be pushed. “What is she doing here?” he said. “What do

you want? Detective, we had a discussion, and I was clear that I want this woman to stop harassing my wife.”

“Jim, it’s fine,” Carly said. “It’s just a misunderstanding, is all. Look, you didn’t have to come running down here.”

Jim only nodded to his wife. Mark suspected this could turn ugly quick. But at the same time, he knew when someone was hiding something.

“Of course I did,” Jim said. “Tony called from the school, and I told him to call the chief. I saw how upset you were this morning. Detective, I want this woman charged. You said this would be handled. Who are you, anyway, and what do you want with my wife?”

Jim wasn’t going to walk away. Answers needed to be given, but he heard a bell, and the kids were starting to go back into the school. This wasn’t the place to be having this kind of discussion. He should say something. Billy Jo was considering the situation, and he could see what looked like fear in Carly’s expression.

Billy Jo shrugged. “Carly Thornton is your wife?” she said.

Mark wanted to swear, but he also wanted to know more.

Jim shrugged. “Her maiden name is Thornton. What is this about?”

Carly stared long and hard at Billy Jo before saying, “I knew her mother. I wasn’t sure at first. She just has some questions. Isn’t that right, Billy Jo?”

The way Jim was watching her, her hand on his chest, Mark could see he was having trouble with this.

“We were just about to make arrangements to meet and talk,” Carly said before looking right at Billy Jo. “Isn’t that right?”

He wondered whether Billy Jo would agree, by how tight her mouth seemed, but then she nodded. “That’s right,” she said, gesturing toward her. “We were just checking our calendars. After school today, we’ll meet, catch up, talk…”

“You can’t today,” Jim said. “Remember, we have the charity event at the golf club.”

Carly made a face and touched her forehead. “Right, sorry. I forgot about that. It will have to be another time.”

“Well, how about dinner tomorrow at our house?” Jim said. “She can come over and—”

“Dinner tomorrow at your house sounds great,” Billy Jo cut in.

Mark found himself staring between them, wondering how Carly would manage to talk her way out of that.

All she did was nod. “Sure. Listen, you need to go. I have to get back in,” she said.

Carly kissed her husband, who walked away and climbed back into his Range Rover, and Mark didn’t have a clue what to ask, what to say. She turned back to Billy Jo, then lifted her gaze to him, uncomfortable, cornered.

“Look, my husband may have invited you for dinner, but I don’t want you to come,” she said. “You want answers? Fine. I’ll meet you after school at the coffee house. I’ll answer your questions. Then I don’t want you to bother me again. Detective, I’d appreciate your discretion about this.” She gestured to him.

He could see how rattled she was. “I’m just trying to keep the peace,” he said.

She nodded and walked away, hurrying back toward the school. The Range Rover gave a quick honk of a goodbye.

Mark stared down at Billy Jo, wondering about the little bomb that had been deployed. “Well, that was interesting. How about you start at the beginning and fill me in on everything?”

She narrowed her eyes as if telling him where to go. Then she shrugged. “This is personal, Detective. Are you about to charge me or something? As you heard, this was nothing but a friendly discussion, a personal matter. Her husband over-reacted and called your chief, so from my end, it appears as if you’re wasting your time here. You heard her. She’s meeting me after school…”

“She’s your mother, who doesn’t want to be found,” he cut in, stepping closer.

There it was, that pull at her lips that seemed like a smile but wasn’t. “Well, that’s the thing. It’s too late. I’ve found her. She can’t un-ring this bell. So, if that’s all, have a great day.” She actually took a step to her car, dismissive, not to be convinced of anything.

“No, that’s not all, Billy Jo. You don’t want to give me a straight answer. She was a meth addict who abandoned you? I guess I’d be pretty pissed, too.”

“Detective, as you said, you have a mother and father who love you. You’ve never known the kinds of things I have, being tossed away like garbage.” She had a sharp tongue, direct.

“Point taken, but here’s your warning: You meet with her, no shenanigans, and then you leave her be. Although you may feel you have the right to answers, she also has the right to live in peace and not be harassed. So make sure this is as far as it goes. The Jacksons are friends of the chief. If Carly has the kind of past you’re alluding to, I guarantee you her husband doesn’t know. So be sure this is just about getting answers and not about exacting some sort of revenge, destroying her life.”

She pulled at her door and then let out a breath as she looked up to him. “Again, Detective, have a great day. This is my business.”

She slid into her car, pulled the door closed, and started it. Then she shoved on her sunglasses, waiting for him to move his Jeep, which was parked right in front of her. All he could see was a woman who wasn’t concerned with fitting into this community, making peace and keeping this secret. No, he was absolutely, one hundred percent positive that this was only the beginning of something that could turn into a shitstorm.


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The Cold Case

What happens when you stumble across a case that should never have been closed?

Detective Mark Friessen uncovers a disturbing mystery: A little girl was taken, but when evidence disappeared, the case was closed.

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The Girl Next Door

The Girl Next Door

Romance and suspense collide in this haunting romantic thriller. When special forces operator Luke O’Connell meets a woman he never expected to see again, he uncovers the dangerous secret she is hiding and realizes the lengths someone will go to stop him from uncovering the truth.

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Where focus goes, energy goes!

People fear what they don’t understand and hate what they can’t conquer.

This past year has been a make or break year for relationships, a year like no other. Remember the saying “Where focus goes, energy goes”? And, boy, does our energy ever go to the doom and gloom if the world is focusing on that.

Keeping the news off certainly helps, because when you listen to it, you’d think things couldn’t get much worse. I can tell you honestly that I know of no one who has contracted this virus. Where we are, the numbers are low. Yet there’s a huge outcry against lockdowns, against stopping travel, against being prevented from visiting friends, going out to restaurants, and basically being able to do what you want. Then there are those who point out the injustice in a segment of society basically buying their way to the front of the line or using their positions of power to do the kinds of things everyone else is being ordered not to do.

Of course, now we are seeing society rail against the kinds of double-talk and privilege that have always existed, previously unacknowledged by those in positions of power. Right now, there is a spotlight on inequality. It will make you crazy if you think about it, especially when finding the alternative to doom and gloom is now more essential than ever.

Yesterday was the first time in a long time that I actually had four whole hours with no one in the house but the cat. He, of course, did what cats do: sleep. I can tell you that I took a moment to just sit in silence. I’m not kidding! I really, really enjoyed the silence in the house. I realized it had been a long time since I’d had a quiet house and some time just for myself, without having to pack up my laptop and retreat outside to find a quiet spot to write where no one could bug me.

It’s release day for my newest book, Hiding in Plain Sight. Focusing on the doom and gloom, the heavy baggage of a troubling childhood, is something Billy Jo has always struggled with alone. Remember Billy Jo McCabe, whom you were first introduced to in Don’t Catch Me, from the McCabe Brothers series? There, she was a troubled teen in the foster care system, a system that had completely neglected to protect her. Now, as an adult, she’s searching for her birth mother while working a job in the same system that failed her.

While accessing confidential information from her personal file, Billy Jo reads all the dirty details that have been written about her, all the inaccuracies and labels, the distorted truths about what a social misfit and problem she was. Can you imagine reading something inaccurate about yourself? What was documented about Billy Jo didn’t tell the entire story. Pulling a knife on someone could have you labeled dangerous, but what if pulling a knife was the only way for you to protect yourself as an unprotected teenager placed in an unsafe home? Labeled a liar, a runner with anger issues, Billy Jo knew no one would ever believe any accusations she made.

Billy Jo McCabe has certainly been expected to overcome a lot. But how much is still haunting her? Never able to make peace, she finds that her focus is always on the past, on trying to right a wrong, to find out why she was tossed away like garbage. Yet her feelings of never being good enough or deserving enough now drive her to fix a very broken system. In many ways, she is still trying to save the little girl she was, the girl no one would hear.

If anything, Billy Jo is a reminder that you can’t change yesterday, but you can certainly change today and tomorrow. Even though bad things happen, what you do with those events can make all the difference to you or to someone else. If you’re focusing on the past, you’re going to keep reliving it. But if you look forward and keep your focus forward, that’s where your energy goes. Either you can become a product of your environment, or you can take the negative and make it a positive.


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The next installment in the Billy Jo McCabe series will be released this weekend, but you can get another sneak peek of HIDING IN PLAIN SIGHT today–see below to read Chapter 3!   Plus I’ve got more free audio codes to give away.  Happy Friday!  Best & be well– Lorhainne

Hiding in Plain Sight

Hiding in Plain Sight

A long-buried secret that was never meant to be uncovered could suddenly put a target on both Detective Mark Friessen and Billy Jo McCabe.

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Chapter 3

Billy Jo had just sent off an email to her boss with a finished report on her meeting with a prospective foster parent. Now, she took in the BMW she was parked beside in the half-full elementary school lot. The sprinklers were spraying water back and forth over the lawn, the kids were all inside, and Billy Jo knew Carly Thornton was there.

Detective Friessen had called her and left a message. What about, she had no clue, and right now, he was the last person she wanted to speak to. Dealing with his arrogance took a great deal of patience, digging deep to a part of herself that she didn’t have the energy to find at the moment. Whatever his issue right now, the only thing she wanted was to corner this woman, who had made her feel as if she were somehow responsible for what had happened to her as a baby, an innocent baby.

She’d never been able to let go of that feeling of being unwanted.

She gave her head a shake and took in the pristine BMW again. Carly Thornton had been a mystery to her for so long, someone she was determined to find, and she was now more convinced than ever that she had stood on the right doorstep that morning, looking into the face of the right person.

She knew when someone was lying or hiding something—because in her business, someone always was. She tapped the steering wheel, considering. She’d sat for an hour, typing her report on her laptop while she waited for Carly to walk out of the school. She had two little girls, and Billy Jo couldn’t help thinking that meant she had siblings, two sisters. What could that mean?

Her cell phone rang again. She reached for it and saw the detective’s name, then sighed and pressed the green answer button. “What do you want?”

“Where are you right now?”

She stared at the school from her parked car, hearing a bell. The doors opened and kids spilled out to the schoolyard, but Carly still hadn’t come out. How long would she have to wait?

“What can I do for you, Detective?” she replied. She wasn’t about to answer him or explain anything about what she was doing. This was all her business, no one else’s.

“Well, an issue has come up, and I need to speak with you.”

“You know, I’m kind of in the middle of something, so if this can wait…”

“It can’t wait.” He cut her off quite sharply. “Tell me whatever you’re in the middle of has nothing to do with Carly Jackson.”

The way he said it made her pull her gaze from the school. He had her full attention now.

“Excuse me?” she started, suddenly at a loss for words.

“You paid a visit this morning to the Jacksons.”

So Carly Thornton was now Carly Jackson.

“How would you know that?” she said. Her heart was hammering, and her palms were sweating. As she held the phone, she had to remind herself to breathe. She looked out the windshield, seeing kids and staff.

“So that was you,” Mark said. “The way he described you, I thought for sure it was. Now I know. Listen, we need to talk. Where are you?”

There was something about the demand in his voice. She could tell he wasn’t taking no for an answer.

“Because right now,” he continued, “I’m outside your place, knocking on your door, and all I see is a three-legged cat staring back at me. You haven’t gone in to work yet, I know that, so again, where are you?”

“I’m at the elementary school, in the parking lot, waiting for someone.”

“I’m on my way. Don’t go anywhere,” he said, then hung up.

She rested the phone back in her bag on the passenger seat, seeing teachers out on the grounds, a few looking her way. Then she spotted Carly walking out of the school with another woman, talking, dressed casually, the same as that morning. Did she work there?

Billy Jo slid her laptop back in its bag on the floor of the passenger side and stepped out. She couldn’t explain the ache that had come out of nowhere, seeing how good Carly looked. This was the person she’d had in the back of her mind forever.

She closed the door and took a step, but a black Jeep drove in and swung around in front of her vehicle. Mark. He stopped behind her and stepped out, dressed as he always was in faded blue jeans, a jean jacket, and cowboy boots. His deep red hair was short and appeared freshly cut, and he didn’t pull off his sunglasses as he gave his door a shove closed and walked over to her. He looked past her and then right at her, angling his head.

“What, exactly, are you doing?” he said, stopping right in front of her. There was just something about him that made her suspect they would always be butting heads.

“You know, Mark, I don’t go around questioning what you’re doing, how you’re handling an investigation, or how you act as a cop. That would be overstepping, inappropriate…”

“So you’re investigating an issue. Is that what this is? Are you investigating the Jacksons, or what is this?”

She said nothing.

He let out a rough laugh. “Okay, so you don’t want to answer. Seriously, Billy Jo, what the hell is going on here? Are you or are you not officially investigating the Jacksons? Are you following up on a complaint regarding their girls? Because I have to tell you that the chief is on my ass about this.”

There was something about the way he said it. She could feel the rug about to be yanked out from beneath her feet.

“This is more personal,” she said.

He angled his head again, then lifted his sunglasses and rested them on top of his red hair, really looking at her. “So this isn’t official? Don’t blow me off. I can see you don’t want to answer, but you evidently stepped into something when you showed up on the Jacksons’ doorstep.”

She pulled her tongue over her teeth, because showing her cards was something she never did. “Let me guess: Carly filed a complaint against me.”

He pulled back and knit his brow. “No, not Carly. It was her husband, Jim Jackson—who, by the way, is friends with the chief. He showed up this morning, making noise about a woman showing up on their doorstep and harassing his wife. As soon as he described her, I knew it was you, but I was hoping it wasn’t, and I’m pretty sure the chief was, as well.”

So Carly had a husband, Jim, and kids, and a nice house, and she was friends with the chief. She’d really stepped into it, but now she was more determined than ever, because she’d bet her bottom dollar Carly was lying about everything to her new family and friends, too.

“Okay, so it was me,” Billy Jo said. “What, are you here to warn me off? Because I have to tell you, it’s not going to work.” She pulled her arms across her chest and took in the surprise in his expression.

He stepped back, brushed his hands over his jean jacket, and rested them on his hips. “Billy Jo, this isn’t a game. You can’t go showing up on the Jacksons’ doorstep and harassing them. What’s going on with them? If this isn’t something from the DCFS, then it’s personal, so what is it?” He gestured toward her.

She worked her mouth, but there was no way she was telling anyone the reason she was really there. She shook her head.

“Unbelievable. Damn it, why are you so difficult?” he snapped. She had suspected he would be quite volatile when pushed, but she’d never received this from him before. “Look, Billy Jo, I don’t know what your issue is with this woman, but you can’t harass the Jacksons. There are people you just can’t do this with.”

“You mean because they’re friends of the chief,” she said. “Let me guess: You were ordered to make sure I never show up on their doorstep, never talk to Carly…”

“They don’t want to be bothered. They want to be left alone, and that is very much their right.” He was so direct, cutting her off, and she didn’t miss the warning in his expression. “And if you’re confused on the law, if you continue bothering them, Jim Jackson wants you issued a trespass ticket. This is a warning, but if you show up again, he’ll likely be demanding your arrest. The chief is going to side with his friend, not you, so whatever this is, stop it now.”

He lifted his gaze, looking past her, and narrowed his eyes. She found herself turning to see what he was looking at, and there was Carly, staring at her with a look of pure alarm.

“Who is that?” Mark asked.

Billy Jo lifted her hand to Carly, who was now digging into each step, walking their way. “That would be Carly Jackson. So tell me, Mark, is this where you arrest me? Because I heard you. I got your warning. You know, what really gets me is how police resources seem to be inappropriately allocated here.”

As she took a step over to Carly, she felt Mark’s hand on her arm, pulling her back. She stared at it and lifted her gaze to him, and all he did was shake his head.

“No, Billy Jo, you listen to me. You’re not talking to her. I’m going to ask you one more time to get in your car, drive out of here, and not come back again.”

“Or what, Mark, you’ll arrest me?”

He looked at her, really looked at her. “Don’t push me, Billy Jo, because this isn’t the kind of thing you can mess around with, not with me.”


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Everyone has a different perspective, yet it’s surprising how divisive rhetoric can twist our perspectives so much that we perceive a threat to ourselves, to our families, to our way of life. It may not seem logical, but if you find yourself on the receiving end of someone’s misperception of you, you may wonder how such a thing can happen.

While I was writing my latest book, Hiding in Plain Sight, one issue in particular kept coming to mind. It was an incident from my last trip to Alberta, before the lockdowns, before we were told not to travel, which was a while ago. Because of where I’m from, British Columbia, someone came up to me and accused me of all the misery Albertans were facing, saying that because BC had blocked a pipeline from running through our province, we were stealing all their jobs.

My first response was a profound “Huh?”

But it didn’t end there. This person went on, and once I got past the shock, I realized he was serious. He added how Alberta had propped up Canada, so Canada and BC needed to be there for Alberta now. As he argued that British Columbians are responsible for the woes of Albertans, I picked up quickly on the anxiety and fear, but I had to ask, what had fueled those feelings?

I grew up in Alberta, in an oil family. My father worked for an oil company until he became sick with cancer and was fired as a result, which really did happen back then. After burning through our savings, we were left in poverty. I remember my parents being upset and blaming the East, saying they were stealing our oil. Now, what do you think hearing that as a kid does to your perception of the world, of people? It wasn’t until I was older that I could question that. “Wait, hang on a second,” I thought. “We, as in us, our family, don’t have any oil, so no one has stolen anything from us, and the person who owns the company that owns the oil is still a billionaire.”

What could I do but laugh? If you know me, you know I don’t conform, but how do you respond to someone coming at you like that? To avoid confrontation, some will agree to anything and won’t stand up for what they believe in, but if I conformed and followed blindly without questioning, my son wouldn’t have the help he needs. I learned long ago to stand on my own two feet. You have to advocate and fight for what you believe in and do your own research. Once I finished laughing, I reminded the person confronting me that the hate that was fueling him came from the premier of the province, who knew how to stoke the flames of anger. In fact, I remember well when she publicly took a shot at BC, saying, “Maybe on Salt Spring Island you can build an economy on condos and coffee shops, but not in Edmonton and not anywhere in Alberta. Here in Alberta, we ride horses—not unicorns.”

I’d had a good chuckle over that one. I reminded the man that the premier hadn’t stopped there, either. In fact, she had banned the import of wine from BC, going after the vineyards and wineries to put them out of business and hurt their pocketbooks. All the people affected by that policy were innocent, by the way. What was that supposed to accomplish? The last time I was in Alberta, the restaurants still offered no BC wine. Californian and Australian, yes, but no wine from BC. That kind of rhetoric promotes hate and division, and it only adds to the anxiety of those who are out of work and looking for someone to blame.

Me being me, I finally said, “Look, you need to do your own homework and stop listening to these leaders, who are really good at using smoke and mirrors.” I suggested he ask some real hard questions about what the truth really is—because everyone is looking for a big industry to come in and save them, produce a ton of jobs, and provide them with decent incomes, but what no one ever asks is what the downside will be. When big corporations come in, they’re often provided big tax breaks, and the jobs provided are often temporary, paying low wages or even minimum wage. The high-paying jobs people expect are in fact few and far between, and these companies often bring in skilled labor from elsewhere, another country, another state, another province. What follows is that demand increases, housing prices and taxes are driven up, and those people who desperately needed a job are now living paycheck to paycheck to keep roofs over their heads. Even pensioners are struggling to make it, being displaced because they can’t afford to live anywhere.

Where does fear come from? Uncertainty. None of us has a crystal ball to show what’s around the corner, but if anything, we can remind ourselves that all of this lashing out and anger we see from those around us comes from fear. Ask yourself this: Have you ever made a good decision out of fear? Or do you see, looking back, that every bad decision came from a place of fear? As far as the man who was very, very angry with me, I had to tell myself that his anger came from his fear, and that just happens sometimes.

When people are scared, they need someone who provides hope, not someone who throws out hateful words and points the finger of blame at someone else.


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Chapter 2

“So I see you do know how to make coffee,” Carmen Zarco said, dressed in the brown deputy uniform she always wore. Her dark hair was pulled back in a ponytail, and she was holding an empty mug. Her dark eyes were unsmiling, but then, Mark didn’t think she ever smiled.

“Of course I know how to make coffee,” he replied as he reached for the carafe, which was still filling, and held it up to pour her a mug and then himself.

Carmen set her mug down, reached for a packet of sugar and powdered creamer, and stirred them both in using one of the clean spoons Gail kept organized at the coffee station. She said nothing else.

Carmen wasn’t known for talking. Maybe that was why she and Mark got along so well, but then, what did he know about a woman who held her cards close to her chest? Not much.

“So what’s on the island agenda for today?” he said. “Seems pretty quiet.” He never really knew what Carmen was up to when she did her rounds, driving through Roche Harbor, talking to people. She didn’t share much.

She flicked her gaze up to him after dropping her spoon in the sink, then lifted the steaming coffee, blew on it, and took a swallow. She made a face as if it were too hot. “You trying to jinx it? Just the same old. I’ll head out for rounds in a minute after I finish all the paperwork, but it seems the summer craziness is finally slowing down, with the return to school. There’s still the usual fall tourists, with parties and noise complaints, public intoxication, camping in the park, general indecency…

“Oh, and my favorite last night was the million-dollar yacht now half underwater in the public dock because the owner figured drinking and driving laws didn’t apply to boats or him. Thankfully, that falls on the coast guard and not on me. Let them deal with the asshole and his fancy lawyer, who’s trying to spin some technical bullshit about how the dock doesn’t meet current federal guidelines, which require a specific allowance from shore.” She gestured to his face. “My response exactly. Seriously, these rich assholes show up here and figure they can do anything they want. Then their shithead lawyers spin it so nothing is their fault. Trying to pin it on a dock, really? And what pisses me off is that he’ll get away with it.”

“Hmm, glad I wasn’t there,” Mark said. He knew Carmen hated calls like that. Usually, the chief handled anything that required hand-holding and schmoozing.

He heard the door and turned to see a tall, dark-haired man, casually dressed. The man looked over to Gail, the chief’s wife, who was just packing up her bag on her pristinely neat desk.

“Hey, Jim, great to see you,” Gail said. “What brings you down here?”

Apparently, they knew each other. Mark turned back to Carmen, who was staring over at the man, watching him the same way she watched everyone, as if he were suspicious and up to something. Yeah, trust issues ran deep here.

“You talk to the chief this morning?” Mark said. If Gail was leaving, that generally meant the chief was on his way in.

“Nope, but I’m sure we will soon,” Carmen said. “Guess I’d better get that report filed before he demands it.”

As she walked over to her desk, not far from his in the bullpen, also neat and tidy, the station door opened to reveal Chief Tolly Shepard, a big man in a ballcap and sunglasses. His mustache appeared freshly trimmed, and he wore khakis and a golf shirt.

“Well, this is a surprise, Jim,” the chief said. “Didn’t know you were coming down. You working an angle for another golf game, trying to whoop my ass again?” He shook the man’s hand and patted his arm. So they were golf buddies.

“Yeah, well, I’ll win every time,” Jim said. “There was no angle there. The one and only time you won was an off day. Just remember that! But I’m here on another matter, just something I need you to check into. An issue showed up on my doorstep this morning, and I’m hoping you can steer it away or make sure it doesn’t happen again.”

Mark wondered what the issue was.

The chief gestured Jim into his office. “You bet,” he said. “Come on and fill me in, and I’ll do what I can.”

He watched as they strode into his office, still talking in a friendly back and forth, and closed the door. The chief knew a lot of people on the island and was friends with many. He did the schmoozing thing well.

An incident…maybe a theft? The chief’s friends didn’t call 911. They simply dropped in or called the chief, and the chief would handle it. That, or it would suddenly become Mark’s top priority, to be handled the way the chief expected.

“Okay, kids, I’m off,” Gail said. “Don’t go making a mess of anything. Mark, I expect you to turn off the coffee pot when you’re done. I’m not coming in to clean up after you anymore. Wash your own mugs out. Tidy up. Remember, I’m not your maid or your mother.”

Carmen only gave a wave to Gail, then kept on typing as the older woman walked out. Mark had noticed the passing of husband and wife, the silence, the way Gail and the chief never worked together.

He heard the chief’s door open. “Hey, Mark, come in here a second,” he called out.

There it was. Whatever the problem, it was now being handed over to him. He looked over to his boss, who was unsmiling, before putting his coffee mug on his desk and striding over.

“Jim, this is my detective, Mark Friessen,” the chief said. “Mark, this is a good friend of mine, Jim Jackson. He says a woman showed up at his door this morning, and he’s a little concerned. Apparently, she upset his wife. Can you describe her again? Short, brown hair, freckles…”

Mark found himself wondering what this was. He dragged his gaze from the chief to Jim, who was about his height, solidly built, and gestured toward them both. “And what did the woman do, exactly?”

There was a second of silence, during which he realized he wasn’t supposed to have asked that.

“She upset his wife,” the chief said.

Mark hadn’t known that was a crime, and he wondered whether his expression and the rough laugh he let out would earn him any points. “Sorry, I’m missing something,” he said. “I need a little more than that your wife is upset. Did the woman issue a threat of bodily harm, or did your wife feel as if she were being threatened in any way? Was there damage to your property or something?”

Jim suddenly seemed awkward, on edge, at the realization that Mark wasn’t falling in line with his way of thinking. He could see the chief was expecting him to handle this, which was not something he appreciated.

“Seriously, Chief, unless I’m missing something here, someone showing up on your doorstep and upsetting your wife isn’t exactly a crime…”

“But someone pretending to be lost only to work some scam or agenda is a problem,” Jim said. “The visitor was unwanted. A friendly warning needs to be issued to her to stay away and not show up on our doorstep again, as she was trespassing. I have rights regarding who’s on my property. Give her a warning and bar her from setting foot there again. I don’t want my wife feeling cornered. She said the woman was a nuisance, working some angle on the locals, but I think it was more than that. I’ve never seen my wife so upset, so rattled. She tried to dismiss it when I asked her, just said not to worry about it, but I would like you to find her and warn her off. Make it official or not, but I don’t want her showing up on my doorstep again. If she does, she won’t be able to corner my wife next time.”

From the way the chief nodded, Mark could feel his next order coming. “Mark, you find this lady and have a talk with her about not bothering the Jacksons again. If she doesn’t take the friendly warning, then issue her a trespassing ticket.”

He realized the chief was serious, but he was still lost. Working what angle? Specifics were required. “Okay, fine, but who is she? You have a name, something…?”

Jim just shook his head. “No name. She appeared to be in her mid-twenties, with shoulder-length brown hair, dressed neat and tidy, so not some homeless transient. She drove away in a gray Corolla, and I did get a partial plate.”

The man really had been watching. As Mark stared at him, though, he already knew who it was. He slid his gaze over to the chief and said, “Can I have a word with you for a second?” before opening the door and stepping out of the office.

The chief hesitated, then let out one of those sighs that meant he wasn’t happy about something. “Don’t you worry, Jim. I’ll see to it that this is taken care of and she doesn’t show up again. I’ll be right back,” he said. Then he followed Mark over to the coffee station, just enough out of the way.

“That sounds like Billy Jo McCabe,” Mark said. “You know, the social worker here? You want me to track her down and issue her a warning? If she showed up on their doorstep, maybe there’s an issue we don’t know about, some complaint. Do they have kids?”

The chief stared long and hard at him, one of the things he could do well. “They have two girls, but they’re fine parents, Jim and Carly. If Ms. McCabe is sniffing around, it’s because of some bogus claim, so I want you to shut it down. Then you have a chat with her, find out what she was doing, and warn her off. Jim and Carly are good people. She’s got no business nosing around there. See to it she understands that.”

Then the chief walked away, back into this office, and Mark watched through the glass as he said something to Jim, shook his hand, and laughed.

Mark realized Carmen was looking his way. Her expression, though never amused, seemed more guarded than usual, maybe even a little pissed. But she shook her head and said nothing. He wished she’d just say whatever dark thoughts she’d been thinking, as she clearly knew something he didn’t.

He started over to his desk, lifted his coffee, and reached for his cell phone to thumb through his contacts until he found Billy Jo and called her. He listened to the ring, hating this part of the job. It went right to voicemail.

“You’ve reached Billy Jo McCabe. I can’t take your call. Leave your name and number, and I’ll call you back.”

He shook his head and took in Carmen, who was watching him while pretending to work. “Hey, Billy Jo,” he said. “It’s Detective Friessen. A bit of an issue has just come to my attention, and I need to speak with you about it, so call me back.” Then he disconnected and pocketed his phone.

Carmen was holding a file, likely her finished report, as she stood up.

“So how often does this happen?” he said. He knew he didn’t have to elaborate, because her expression said she understood.

“You mean doing something for the chief’s friends that you wouldn’t do for someone else?” she said, cutting right to it without really answering him. She raised a brow and didn’t look over to the chief in his office. Just then, the door opened and Jim and the chief walked out.

“Again, don’t worry, Jim. My detective will handle it,” the chief said. “I look forward to seeing you and Carly tonight at that shindig.”

Jim stopped in front of Mark. “You’ll handle this today, Detective,” he said, not a question. Apparently, the man thought he could give him his marching orders.

“I know how to do my job. Good day, Mr. Jackson,” was all Mark said.

Jim glanced back to the chief. “Tolly, you’ll follow this up?” he said. There it was, cutting him off at the knees, going over his head. He hated this puppet shit.

“Don’t you worry, Jim,” the chief said. “My detective is good at what he does.”

Jim evidently took that as his answer, as he started out of the office and pulled the door closed behind him. Mark realized Carmen was nowhere to be seen now, likely in back. How had she managed to slip out so quietly? The chief gave him a long, lingering look.

“What?” Mark said. “Seriously, Chief, what is this? You have no idea what’s going on. If there’s an official investigation into a child welfare issue, I can’t interfere, and you know that. What is this? A friend of yours walks in and says someone’s bothering him, and I’m to shut it down, make this person go away? Do you think if someone else had walked in, you’d still be all over it? This really isn’t a good use of my time. Abuse of power is kind of what comes to mind.”

“Are you finished?” the chief said. He had a way of handling things that Mark would never understand.

Mark reached for his keys in his pocket and pulled them out, feeling the bite in the chief’s tone. There was a time to push, and then there were times when pushing would have him looking for another job.

“I’ll go find Billy Jo,” Mark said. “If it’s her, I’ll find out what’s what. But you may want to ask yourself, if she showed up there, whether something may be going on with your friends, or maybe just the wife. Everyone has secrets, Chief.”

His boss just pointed to the door and said, “Go handle it,” then walked away.

All Mark could think was that there was a puzzle here. Secrets, lies… What exactly was going on with Jim Jackson and his wife? If it had been Billy Jo at the door, what was the real story?

He’d find out and then decide how to handle it. Just maybe, this would be the final straw, and he’d have to find himself another job someplace else.


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Remember that childhood garden you grew up with?

Issues with food costs and security could never be more prevalent than right now. When the COVID shutdowns were first announced, panic buyers and hoarders emptied the store shelves. Politicians assured us there would be no interruptions to the supply chain, but we did see rising food costs because of demand. Items that had been on sale before no longer were, because when there is demand, prices go up. I’m sure most have heard that a number of retailers and industry giants have had record profits because of COVID and have made so much money because of the demand.

Just before Christmas, I was in the grocery store, stocking up for our Christmas dinner, food and fixings just for me and my kids. There would be no traveling to see family, and family couldn’t come to see us because our governments had asked us to stay home. An order had been put in place to limit our bubble to just our house, which is me and my kids. What outraged many was the sheer number of politicians who felt the rules did not apply to them and traveled anyway. We were a little choked, me and my kids, as we haven’t seen our family in a long time. While we’ve made sacrifices, there are those who haven’t.

So there I was in the grocery store, a big chain owned by an industry giant. Limits were supposed to have been placed on the number of customers in the store, according to the government, and COVID protocols were supposed to be followed, yet the place was so overcrowded that the lineup in the bakery department alone went around the entire store. We all wore masks, but there was no distancing, and people were bumping into each other. It took over an hour for me to get to the front to buy my groceries, and as I counted the prices of everything in my head, I saw they had been grossly inflated, so much so that the final cost was nearly three times what it should have been. My daughter had to remind me to let go of my outrage, as I found it sickening that the huge chain grocery store had exceeded the number of people allowed inside, with no oversight or enforcement, and had jacked their prices up during a high-demand period, because people have to eat.

Remember that childhood garden? I grew up in the city, but my parents had been farm kids, with my grandparents growing their own food and doing their own canning. We grew a huge garden in the backyard every summer, and I remember nearly everyone on our street did, as well. The garden was planted as soon as the snow disappeared and was harvested in the fall, but we had fresh vegetables to eat all summer. I remember walking out there and pulling a carrot from the ground to eat it, or fresh peas. But having a garden is also work. You have to weed it and water it. Maybe because of the fast, busy, go-go lifestyle we’ve shifted into over the past few decades, more and more families have moved away from having a garden. We’ve forgotten how to plant a garden and grow it, and maybe gardening has become a thing of the past. Wasn’t it back in the eighties that farmers started going bankrupt, driven out of business by giant corporations and retailers who control the food prices?

But what if families started going back to planting that garden in the spring? I know when COVID hit, it had been a good many years since I planted a garden. I hadn’t considered it, because going to the store had become so convenient. But I think back to my parents and my grandparents, who had a garden to feed their families. My parents grew up during the depression, but they always had food. They didn’t rely on giant corporations to supply it. After that wakeup at Christmas in the grocery store, I already have seeds sprouting inside the house, because not only am I unwilling to buy into that greed, but seeing it has had me saying to my kids that it’s time we planted a garden every year. For one, it’s healthier. There’s something special about having your own garden, putting in the time, and knowing how food is grown. And as I think back to my childhood, seeing that massive garden, I can also remember how good it tasted.


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