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The O’Connells of Livingston, Montana, are not your typical family. Follow them on their journey to the dark and dangerous side of love in a series of romantic thrillers you won’t want to miss. Raised by a single mother after their father’s mysterious disappearance eighteen years ago, the six grown siblings live in a small town with all kinds of hidden secrets, lies, and deception. Much like the contemporary family romance series focusing on the Friessens, this romantic suspense series follows the lives of the O’Connell family as each of the siblings searches for love.

Who wants another sneak peek of THE FALLEN O'CONNELL?  The next installment in The O'Connells series will be released next week, but you can read Chapter 2 now!

Thirty-five years ago, Raymond O’Connell didn’t exist, at least not until the moment Iris walked into his life. His very existence had been a secret, a carefully cultivated lie, except for the fact that he loved Iris and the six children he’d never planned on having. He’d become careless, living a life that belonged to someone else. 



Becoming Raymond O’Connell had made him forget who he really was, and when he fell in love with a fantasy he knew he couldn’t have, he put his family in danger. Ultimately, he found himself covering up a murder to protect the woman

he loved, and that act forced him to walk away and return to the shadows of a secret life that he couldn’t find his way out of.



When he returns to Livingston with a son in tow, what he doesn’t expect is to be dragged from the shadows to protect a family that suddenly has a target on their backs. Soon, Raymond finds himself becoming part of a bigger, deadlier plot—one that could leave someone in his family, someone he’s sworn to stay away from, dead.



The choice he’ll have to make to protect the O’Connells could come at a heartbreaking cost. Can Raymond choose between the son he has now and the family he walked away from?

Raymond's story is now available for pre-sale at these eRetailers:

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Chapter 2

The wind had picked up, and Iris took in the established trees in the neighborhood, swaying in the wind. The leaves had fallen, and the late September chill in the air had her shivering in her silky teal dress as she stepped inside Ryan and Jenny’s house.

She heard her kids talking over soft music in the background, voices coming from the kitchen and living room. The justice of the peace was talking with Ryan and Marcus, and Luke stood off to the side. All her sons were in suits, looking dashing, handsome.

She didn’t think she’d have been able to explain to anyone why it seemed they’d never get back to the normal they’d once had. But they were trying for her.

“Grandma!” Alison said. “Mom’s upstairs, getting dressed, and Charlotte and Eva are up with her, but Karen and Suzanne are in the kitchen, freaking out, because the caterer apparently canceled all of a sudden.”

For a minute, Iris didn’t know what to say to Alison, who had run over to her, wearing a sleeveless, low-cut deep purple dress that hugged her teenage curves and stopped mid-thigh. It was sexy, revealing, something Karen would’ve worn, she remembered.

“But the caterer was supposed to be here already…” she started.

Ryan and Jenny’s wedding was today, with just family, because it seemed the friends they’d once had were still dissecting their characters, convinced of their guilt, and had long since convicted them in the court of public opinion.

So here they were, small and quaint. She let out a sigh as she reached for her granddaughter’s wrists, lifting them, taking a closer look at her makeup and forcing a smile. Alison, too, was on edge, but Iris knew that with teenagers, it could be any of a hundred problems or none of them.

“So, first, you look gorgeous, as always,” she said. “I take it there’s a Plan B in the works? Karen is on the phone, handling the situation?”

Alison pulled away and started walking into the kitchen without answering her, and she didn’t know what that meant. When Luke glanced over, she realized something was up there, too.

She followed Alison into Ryan’s kitchen, the heels of her black wedge sandals clicking on the floor. Harold was there, unloading wine and hard liquor bottles on the kitchen island. His blond hair was in the same short cop cut as always, and he wore a white dress shirt and tie. He offered a tight smile, one she tried to return. She wondered how long the tension would linger between them, considering what he’d done, arresting her. It was a memory she’d never be able to shake.

“Mom, we’ve got a problem,” Suzanne said. Her hair was hanging long and loose over a gorgeous dress of white and black. “Jolene Harris, from the bistro, who was catering the wedding, just canceled. Actually, she didn’t even have the decency to pick up the phone and call. She intended to just leave us hanging, is all we can figure. Luckily, Karen called because she wanted to remind her to pick up the cake from the bakery. That was when she broke the news, said she was sorry to do this, but she wouldn’t be catering. When Karen pressed her, you know what that bitch said?” Suzanne glanced at Alison. “Ah, sorry…”

Alison only shrugged, looking impressed at her aunt’s dramatics.

Iris could feel her chest tightening. Across the kitchen, Jack acknowledged her by jutting his chin, then said something to Karen, his hand around her back, rubbing. She was talking on her cell phone in that way she did when she was trying to solve something. It was just the lawyer in her, and Iris was so damn proud. Her daughter looked especially gorgeous in a sexy pink low-cut dress.

Jack started around Karen, his hand sliding over her shoulder as she said something to him, and he nodded and pressed a kiss to the side of her head. Yeah, he loved her. It was there in just a look before he started over to Iris.

“Jack, Suzanne just filled me in on the problem,” Iris said. “So Jolene canceled? How can she do that? I paid her already for the catering…”

Behind her, she could hear Owen and Tessa’s voices as they stepped inside. She glanced back to see her son looking dashing in a light suit, and Tessa wore a gorgeous light blue flouncy dress, her blond hair pulled up.

Iris forced herself to turn back to Jack. She never would’ve admitted before how much she trusted him—in a way she’d never trusted anyone, other than her children, for years now.

“She was planning to screw up Ryan and Jenny’s wedding and leave you hanging, is what it sounds like,” Jack said matter of factly. “But not to worry. My wife is about ready to drive over and take her down a notch, and I’m sure she’s planning a number of ways to drive her out of business. Seems the public opinion in Livingston is that this family is still guilty for something, even though, logically, they know it’s not true. Nonetheless, this is the situation.” He held up his keys, resting his hand on her shoulder, then stepped past her. He was supportive, a good man. “Seems I’m now being recruited to go and get food. Owen! You’re joining me for a trip to the supermarket. I’ll explain on the way.”

Iris didn’t miss Owen’s amused and puzzled expression, but then, he’d just walked in and wasn’t up to speed like she was.

Karen hung up her cell phone. “Hey, Mom, you’re here. Okay, cancel the grocery store trip, Jack. I just got off the phone with Tyrell Green, and he’s on his way over. You know he owns that diner at the edge of town. I defended his son, Lawrence. He’s bringing his wife with him and said they’ll cook up a feast for us, a barbecue or something. I told him whatever he comes up with is fine.” Karen pressed her hand to her chest and pulled in a breath as she strode over. “Mom, you look really nice, in case I didn’t say it.”

Jack leaned back against the island, now appearing amused, though Iris was nothing but. She remembered the Greens, how no one had wanted to defend their son. It had been a sad situation, the case her daughter had taken on. She glanced around at them, seeing that the kitchen island was already set up like a bar, courtesy of Harold.

“So it seems Jolene is screwing me,” she said. “I was just saying to Jack that I paid her in full to cater this. There was no discount. I’ve known her for years…”

Karen waved her hand in the air. “I’ll make sure she pays back every dime and then some. Don’t worry. But she’s no friend, Mom. Just so you know, I intend to get her blacklisted. If she wants to play these kinds of games, she’s going to pay the price for messing with the O’Connells. I’m done with this crap that people think they can get away with. Even if any of the rumors about us were true, what she did is inexcusable.”

Her daughter was pure fire. Iris wondered what Raymond would think if he were there. Yeah, best not to go down that road. She hadn’t thought of the man in a long time, and then he’d just had to walk into her life that night, dropping by unannounced. Now not a night passed that she didn’t see his image before she closed her eyes.

“You okay, Mom?” Karen said, then smiled. “Don’t let Jolene stress you out. I promise I’ll take her down for you and get some much-needed retribution.”

Iris had to force herself to shake off Raymond. If her kids only knew what she’d been thinking… She cleared her throat. “So how’s Jenny? I wonder if I should head up and talk to her.”

Karen lifted her gaze toward the stairs. “I hope she has no idea that some folks are still messing with us and trying to ruin her day.”

“Right, so let’s make sure it stays that way,” Iris said. “This is Ryan and Jenny’s day, and I, for one, would prefer if no more problems came up.”

She didn’t know why, but everyone had hesitated as if she’d said the one thing she shouldn’t have said. Then there was a timely knock at the front door, and she found herself holding her breath for a second.

Alison’s face suddenly lit up, and she hurried out of the kitchen.

“I’ll go up and check on Jenny, see if she needs anything,” Iris said. “I take it you all have everything covered here.” She gestured toward them and shrugged off her light black coat, which Owen reached for.

Her kids hesitated for only a second more, their expressions amused. Karen shook her head, and Jack was chuckling softly.

Suzanne sighed, walking over to Harold and resting her arm over his shoulder. “Yes, Mom, we’ve got this,” she said—but then she pulled away from Harold, and her brow knit as she stared past Iris to the front door. “I didn’t know Alison’s friend was coming. Didn’t someone say he’d left town?”

It took her a second to understand what her daughter was saying. Then she glanced back at the door, seeing Alison and a boy she’d never seen before. He was tall, lanky, cute—and holding Alison’s hand. Her granddaughter was dragging him right her way with a big smile pasted to her lips, and for a minute, she could hear nothing but the loud and long thump of her heart in her ears.

“Grandma, this is Brady,” Alison said, beaming. “Brady, this is my grandma.”

Iris could hear her kids talking behind her. The young man had familiar features, and as he held out his hand, all Iris could do was stare at her granddaughter, who was still holding his other hand. She saw how much Alison liked him, and in that moment, she realized that Raymond O’Connell, or whoever he really was, had just lied to her again.


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Thirty-five years ago, Raymond O’Connell didn’t exist, at least not until the moment Iris walked into his life. His very existence had been a secret, a carefully cultivated lie, except for the fact that he loved Iris and the six children he’d never planned on having. He’d become careless, living a life that belonged to someone else. 



Becoming Raymond O’Connell had made him forget who he really was, and when he fell in love with a fantasy he knew he couldn’t have, he put his family in danger. Ultimately, he found himself covering up a murder to protect the woman

he loved, and that act forced him to walk away and return to the shadows of a secret life that he couldn’t find his way out of.



When he returns to Livingston with a son in tow, what he doesn’t expect is to be dragged from the shadows to protect a family that suddenly has a target on their backs. Soon, Raymond finds himself becoming part of a bigger, deadlier plot—one that could leave someone in his family, someone he’s sworn to stay away from, dead.



The choice he’ll have to make to protect the O’Connells could come at a heartbreaking cost. Can Raymond choose between the son he has now and the family he walked away from?

Raymond's story is now available for pre-sale at these eRetailers:

****

Chapter 1

Raymond stared at the old shag carpet, listening to the thump of footsteps and then the water running upstairs. How had his son suddenly found his voice of damned independence for the first time in his life?

Brady was refusing to leave a home that was never supposed to have been permanent. Where had this stubborn streak come from, this sudden determination that he wouldn’t have his life upended anymore? Yes, those had been his exact words, and now Raymond was at a loss for how to get his teenage son out the door and onto a plane. This was a dilemma he’d never thought he’d have.

Raymond had lived and breathed looking over his shoulder, but he couldn’t explain why he found himself staring at the locked front door now, knowing the deadbolt would keep out no one who really wanted to get into the dated old house. Worse yet was the secret that lay behind why they couldn’t stay in Livingston, why they had come and were now leaving. The reason, which he never planned to share with his son, was that he’d had to see in person the family he’d deserted.

Now here he was, waiting in his kitchen, knowing he was going to have to sit his son down for a talk he didn’t want to have. He listened to the footsteps upstairs and glanced at his watch. It was early for Brady to be up on a Saturday morning, even though it was close to noon.

When he heard him on the stairs, his phone dinged with another email message: an inquiry from the Barbados cottage he’d booked and paid for, the one they were supposed to have arrived at the week before.

Brady gave him only a passing glance as he stepped off the last stair, barefoot, his dark hair sticking up. His eyes were his mother’s, but his face and the way he walked… Raymond realized his son looked like Marcus, or maybe Luke.

He was staring at Brady’s back as he reached into the fridge for a jug of milk and then into the cupboard for a bowl, and he could see how deeply ready his son was, by the expression on his face, to go another round with him. Brady set the bowl down, reached for a box of corn flakes, and dumped in the cereal, then milk. Because Raymond was standing in front of the drawer that held the spoons, he wondered whether his son would keep up the silent treatment or ask him to move.

There was the standoff.

Raymond pulled in a breath and tossed a large spoon on the counter. “Saves you having to ask, since I can see you’re still doing your best to give me the silent treatment.”

His son didn’t flinch but snatched the spoon, then walked down over to the old table and pulled out a chair, still barefoot, in a pair of sweats and an old T-shirt.

“So, about Barbados,” Raymond said, “I think we need to have another conversation, because we can’t stay here.”

“I’m not leaving,” Brady said. “I told you that, so don’t think you can strongarm me, because you can’t. I told you already that I like it here. You’re the vagabond who has never been able to stay in one spot long, needing to see the world, but not me. I want roots and friends, and I’m finishing school here.” He shoved another spoonful of cereal in his mouth and didn’t look over to him.

Raymond had to fight the urge to yell, to demand that he get his ass upstairs and pack, because he was his father and he decided when they left and when they stayed. But he’d already done that, and it had backfired. Hence, they were still there.

What had his son said but “You can’t make me”? And so far, he’d been right. Maybe he needed to try the reasoning approach.

“Okay, I see you’re still angry…”

“You’re kidding, right?” Brady tossed down his spoon and looked up to him. “You texted Alison that we were leaving, on my phone, as if it was from me. She’s my friend! I like her, and you had no right. You crossed so many lines, Dad.”

Okay, maybe he had crossed a line, but his son had never pulled something like this before, basically refusing to listen to him. Worse, Brady had no idea the danger he was putting them in.

“Fine, I get it,” Raymond said. “You made your point, but you don’t understand. We have to leave. This was a mistake, coming here—”

“You keep saying that.” Brady cut him off, not something he had done until now. “But when I ask you why, you treat me like I’m just a little kid who’s supposed to listen and fall in line without questioning anything you decide. You say it’s not my concern or that, my all-time favorite, you’re my father and you know best. Well, I hate to tell you this, Dad, but you don’t know what’s best for me. If you did, you wouldn’t be trying to rip me away yet again from a place I like and a girl I’m partial to. You seem to forget I’m eighteen…”

“Not yet, you’re not.”

Brady slapped both his hands to the tabletop, the sound ricocheting through the half-empty house. “In three weeks I will be. I’m not a kid anymore who’s going to be shuffled from one city or country to another, to places where I can’t put pictures up or have a room that’s always mine. Then there’s Alison, who I like a lot.”

All Raymond could do was stand in horror, wondering how this had spun so far out of control—out of his control. “Alison is nothing but trouble, Brady. I told you that, and her family is going through some tough times. She’s not someone you can be involved with.”

Brady inclined his head as if working out a kink. Raymond had never seen this kind of passion and readiness to fight in him. “I hear you, Dad, but I like Alison, and last I looked, this is a democracy, not a dictatorship. You don’t get to pick my friends or who I hang out with or who my girlfriend is. And Alison isn’t trouble. She makes me laugh and smile. So no, I’m not leaving.” Brady picked up his spoon again and dug into his cereal.

Raymond picked up his phone, tapping the screen. “Barbados is a great place. We’d have a cottage on the white sandy beach. We’ve talked about going for a long time. Look, it was supposed to be a surprise, and maybe I didn’t handle this right. I shouldn’t have texted Alison for you. I hear you, and I’m sorry, if that will help. I promise you, this time we’ll stay put for longer. You can make some friends, take up diving like we talked about.”

He walked over to his son, who was working a giant mouthful of milk and cereal, and held out his cell phone to show him the image of the cottage and baby-blue ocean, but Brady only looked up to him after glancing briefly at the image as if it meant nothing.

“Not right now,” he said. “I told you that. It looks nice, Dad, but I’m not going. I’m not leaving Alison right now. I’ve been dragged everywhere for years, but no more. I’m finishing school here. I have friends and Alison. I need to get ready.” He shoved in his last mouthful of cereal before grabbing his bowl and taking it to the sink to rinse it out.

“Get ready for what?” Raymond said. They had to leave Livingston, yet his kid was far too determined, far too independent for his liking. Even though he had known this day was coming, this was a side of his son he’d never expected to see.

“I have a date for a wedding,” Brady said.

“A wedding, what wedding? Who’s getting married?”

Brady left the bowl in the sink and started to leave the kitchen, but he stopped in the archway and looked back at his dad before shrugging. “Alison’s parents are, and I’m her date. I need to hurry, because I promised her I’d be there at one, and I still need to shower and dress.”

Then his son was gone, and all Raymond could do was think of what a problem this was. His son was too stubborn, and another of his sons was getting married.

He knew there was no way this Alison and Brady thing could continue, but he also knew that leaving town without Brady ever learning the truth was now completely off the table. He couldn’t stop his son from walking out the door right now and going to this wedding.

“Shit,” he said. This was just another thing he’d somehow lost control of.


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The newest addition to The O’Connells series is here!

The newest addition to The O'Connells series is here!  THE HOMETOWN HERO, Book 6, is now available at all online retailers!

In this shocking O’Connell family novel, a brother’s secret is exposed, opening up old wounds and creating a scandal that could rock the community.

Big brother Owen O’Connell was only sixteen when his father mysteriously disappeared, forcing him to become a father figure to his five younger siblings. If you were to ask them, they’d say Owen is the perfect older brother with the perfect life: He’s single, a plumber, working his own hours in a close-knit community. Owen, though, knows that appearances are often deceiving.

When he is called to a plumbing emergency at the local high school after a grad prank goes wrong, he finds his old rival Tessa Brooks, now a teacher, holding a broken pipe in the middle of the flood, thinking she can fix the problem. However, the two soon make a horrifying discovery: the body of a student tucked away in a closet.

The event brings authorities flocking in, and in the ensuing chaos, Owen realizes that someone knows too much about his family. Having carefully held the family together since his father disappeared, he is determined to keep their secrets right where they are, dead and buried. But sometimes, secrets get revealed in the most scandalous of ways.

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Don’t miss THE NEIGHBOR in audio!

NOW IN AUDIO

Book 1 in The O'Connells series is now available in audiobook!

After the devastating loss of her husband, Jenny Sweetgrass packs up her teenage daughter, Alison, and moves to Livingston, Montana, hoping for a fresh start—that is, until Ryan O’Connell knocks on her door.


Park ranger Ryan is one of the six O’Connell siblings in Livingston, raised by an independent mom who has been a rock to him. He has a career he loves, and up until six weeks ago, he lived a comfortable life. When a new neighbor moves in and disturbs the quiet peace of the area, bringing with her a daughter who’s walking trouble, Ryan is shocked to discover that the woman is a one-night stand he picked up at a bar years ago.


Right now, the gorgeous Jenny isn’t too interested in making friends, but despite her cool façade, as Ryan gets to know her, he can’t fight an idiotic need to try to ease the pain he sees her trying to hide. At the same time, he knows deep down that both mother and daughter have a secret, and if he were smart, he would listen to his brother’s warning and walk away.


When Alison goes missing, everyone in town believes she simply ran off or found her way into trouble, but nothing about her disappearance adds up. She simply set out on an afternoon hike into the park and never came back.


Jenny soon learns she’s not alone when Ryan takes matters into his own hands and sets off with her into the park to find her daughter. What he doesn’t know is that Alison is actually his daughter, too, and when he learns the truth and the real reason she left, the secret could end up dividing the O’Connell family and the community.



"This is a story of family dynamics, teenage angst and rebellion, and secrets that can tear a family apart...held me captivated until I read the very last page." ★★★★★ Rebmay, Amazon Canada Reviewer

You can find THE NEIGHBOR in audibook at Kobo, Google Play and Scribd.  Narrated by Jessica Osbourne and Fernando Gonzales.

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THE THIRD CALL is now in audio!

NEW AUDIO RELEASE

Don't miss THE THIRD CALL, my newest audio release!

When dispatcher Charlotte Roy passes along a call to bad-boy deputy Marcus O’Connell, they learn a six-year-old child is in danger. Can they save the girl from a desperate situation?

"Exciting Read...So much drama and tension in this intriguing and addictive story." ★★★★★ Samanthagirl, Amazon UK Reviewer

THE THIRD CALL is available in audio format at Audible, Amazon, Kobo and Google Play.  Narrated by Eric Umstott and Shannon Cook. 

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THE MISSING FATHER is here plus get your final peek!

The newest addition to The O'Connells romantic suspense series is here!  You can pick up Book 5, THE MISSING FATHER, at all eRetailers today.  Plus get your final peek at Luke's story below!

Eighteen years ago, Luke O’Connell’s father was there one day, gone the next. His mother sat him and his siblings down and told them their father was gone, it was just them now, and they wouldn’t be seeing him again. But Luke never believed his father could just walk away from a family he’d said he loved. Now, from his role within a secretive military organization, he uses the intelligence he can access to follow leads on his father, but each is a dead end.

Luke finds himself endlessly embroiled in deadly missions from secret bases, posing as a civilian for front companies, and tracking national enemies to capture or kill. But now, his questions have brought trouble back with him onto US soil, all the way to his hometown—and ultimately, his quest might put his family in the line of fire.

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Chapter 3

“I told you I’m innocent! What do you want from me? Why are you doing this? Where are you taking me? Seriously, I’m not the bad guy here. I didn’t do anything wrong. Who are you guys?”

Stefan Schmitz, in his late forties, with graying hair, had been in a board meeting when they walked in with security from the Harris Group. Rex had cuffed him in front of the six other men and women around the table. One had demanded to know what was going on, but they’d been in and out in less than six minutes.

Stefan was now on the floor in the back of the van, cuffed, a hood over his head. There was something about the scene, the fact that they seemed to be serving as corporate security way too much as of late, that wasn’t sitting right with Luke.

“Hey, hey! Shut up back there or I’ll tape your mouth shut,” Jess called out from the passenger seat.

Luke was behind the wheel, and Rex was in back with the guy. He heard something that sounded like duct tape ripping, and he didn’t have to look in the rear-view mirror to know that Rex had taped Stefan’s mouth. All they could hear was muffled yelling now as they made their way to the airport, mission done. The guy would be on the transport back to Washington that night, and they’d be on a commercial flight the next morning.

Then there was Sienna, whom he wanted to sit down with to find out what was really going on.

“Okay, just heard from Shaun, Matthew, and Sienna,” Jess said. “They have everything, and they’re already back at the hotel. Said something about a key, encrypted files. Whatever—it’s above my paygrade and yours. Can’t wait to get back and have a drink. We’re done.”

He pulled into the airport, up to the military plane that had been waiting. Rex had Stefan out of the back, and he was handed over to military personnel. They were now done. This part of the mission was finished.

“Let’s get out of here, get back to the hotel, have a few beers,” Rex said as he climbed back into the van.

Luke slid behind the wheel again and took in the military plane, seeing Stefan now shackled as he was led onto it, and for a minute, he sympathized, because he knew the man would never have his day in court. Whatever he’d done or whoever he’d pissed off, he’d stepped on the wrong toes.

They arrived back at the hotel and parked underground, and Luke split off from Rex and Jess as they stepped into the lobby. He took in the glass, the brass, the sofas and chairs, and the front desk as he walked over to the open bar. The place had the same high-end feel as the rest of the hotel. Shaun, Matthew, and Sienna were already sitting there, still in suits, nursing beers.

Shaun was watching everyone, his back to the wall, whereas Matthew seemed almost too cozy with Sienna.

“Hey, there, you made it. First round’s on me,” Sienna said. She ordered one of the foreign beers for Luke and slid it over to him. “Where’re Jess and Rex?”

He leaned against the bar, taking her in, lifting the bottle and gesturing to the bartender in thanks. “They’ll be right down,” he said.

Jess had to report in, and Rex was likely seeing that their guns were packed down and ready to go, stowed nowhere a maid could see if one walked in.

“So you’re heading back to Livingston after we get back to base?” Matthew asked, and Sienna too was giving him everything as she lifted her gin and soda with a twist of lime. It was the only drink he ever saw her with.

“Yes, after we finish up,” he said. “Seems Owen is in a bit of a pickle. Ryan mentioned something about girl trouble. I kind of want to check in and find out what’s what with Karen and her hubby, Jack, too. Suzanne seems happy enough, but she got royally screwed over by that asshole Toby, as Marcus put it. Then there’s my mom. Didn’t get much of a chance to really check in with her.”

Shaun lifted his Swiss beer and took a swallow. “Well, at least you have family to go back to.”

“Ah, come on, what am I, chopped liver? You know you love spending time with me,” Matthew said, moving to put his arm around Shaun, who stepped back, giving him a look as if he should know better.

“You’re lucky, Luke, having a family like you do,” Sienna said without looking his way.

Luke looked around the bar, seeing corporate types in suits, women in heels, drinking wine and the kinds of expensive drinks that banker types drank. He took in Jess and Rex coming their way and could already hear Shaun ordering their beers.

There was something about Sienna right now. He couldn’t shake the feeling that something was completely off, and it bothered him. For the first time, he feared he could be jammed up for something he wouldn’t see coming. He didn’t want her anywhere near his family or discussing them.

“I am,” he said simply, then took in a tall leggy woman at the end of the bar. Her hair was light brown, her face slender, and her dress black. She was holding a glass of white, sitting alone. He couldn’t help himself. “You know what?” he said, turning to Jess and Rex, who he knew had also spotted the looker. “I’m going to check out six o’clock down there. Wish me luck.”

He picked up his beer and gestured to the bartender. “Bring the woman down there another glass of whatever she’s drinking, and bring me another one of these,” he said, then made his way down the bar.

Her hazel eyes took him in.

“Well, pardon me, ma’am. Are you with someone?” he said.

The bartender slipped her another glass of white wine, and a second beer for him followed.

“I didn’t order this,” she said, and her accent, he thought, was French.

The bartender said, “It’s from the gentleman.”

“Luke O’Connell,” he said as the bartender stepped away. “Yes, a little forward on my part, but I spotted you down here alone. You can either tell me to get lost and toss the drink in my face, or you can say thank you and we can share a drink and conversation.”

She lifted a brow but didn’t smile as she finished off her glass of wine and reached for the other one, sliding it toward herself. She lifted it and took a sip. Something about her seemed flawless. Her dress was classy, with a hint of perfect cleavage, and her fingers were slender and long and ringless.

“Well, thank you,” she said, “but I’m not about to waste a perfectly good glass of wine by tossing it in your face. So, Luke. By the accent, I take it you’re American.” She was confident, and he thought he could listen to the sound of her voice all night.

“Yeah, but I seem to be at a disadvantage here. I’ve already told you my name, but you’ve withheld yours. How about we start with introductions?” He held out his hand as he leaned on the bar. “Luke O’Connell, and your name is?”

She slid around on her stool and took him in, holding out her hand. “Rosemary. Nice to meet you. So what brings you to Geneva, Mr. O’Connell?”

“Luke,” he said, nearly cutting her off. He wasn’t sure what to make of her eyes, the light, the hint of amusement. “Business brings me here.” He held her hand, making an exaggerated motion of looking at her ring finger. “I see no ring, so I take it there’s no angry mister who’s going to show up here and start a bar brawl or shove a fist in my face.”

She said nothing for a second. “No, no one.” She didn’t pull her gaze from him. “And you, Luke, you have a wife hidden at home, a posse of kids, maybe…?”

He just laughed. “No, seems we’re the perfect match here, both single in a bar, having a drink. So tell me, Miss Rosemary, are you visiting this beautiful part of the world or do you live here?”

This time, she slid her hand away as she leaned on the bar top, so close that he got an eyeful of her cleavage. “Like you, Luke, I too am visiting.”


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Small-town lawyer Karen O’Connell believes that all of her clients who have found themselves recklessly embroiled in scandal and trouble have done so foolishly because of love. She has heard far too many times that the heart wants what it wants.



But one night, Karen receives a call from Jack Curtis, her vengeful ex-husband, whom she’s never told anyone in her family about. He’s found himself in a world of trouble, arrested and in jail, charged with murder.



He says he’s innocent, and he needs her help. 



Her first response is to say no, but Karen knows Jack isn’t the kind of guy to ask for help from anyone, especially not from the ex-wife he openly despises and hasn’t seen in years. She knows there must be more to the story—but what she doesn’t know is that the mysterious circumstances surrounding the murder could be the reason their hasty marriage ended so badly.


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Chapter 3

Owen wasn’t waiting outside the police station. In fact, he was in the glassed-in waiting area at the front of the cop shop, and his eyes connected with hers as soon as she stepped out from the back.

Her heels clicked on the floor, and she said nothing as she walked straight for the doors without stopping, pushing them open. She couldn’t get out of there fast enough. Very aware that her brother was right behind her, she strode down the concrete steps to the sidewalk, and she barely made it off the last step before she ran as fast as she could in her heels to the bush. Her stomach pitched, and from out of nowhere, she vomited.

“Oh, man…” Owen said from behind her, his hand on her back as she spit and rested her hands on her knees, again pulling in a breath, shaky, trembling. When she stood up and pressed the back of her hand to her mouth, she couldn’t avoid looking her brother’s way.

“Come on,” was all he said, and he somehow ushered her to his van, which was parked two stalls over.

She didn’t allow her gaze to connect with a passing couple, who she knew had seen everything. Owen pulled open the door, and she climbed in the passenger seat of the older-model van. He stood there a second, taking her in, and she didn’t know if the shock on his face meant he was going to lecture her or start in with all the questions he’d never asked.

Instead, he said, “You okay?”

She pulled her hand down over her mouth again, feeling the ache in her stomach and wanting water to rinse her mouth and maybe settle the queasiness, which she knew was just nerves. “I’m fine.”

He swore under his breath and then closed her door and walked around. She reached for the seatbelt and fastened it, glad now that her brother had insisted on driving. He was right: She wasn’t in any condition to drive.

He took his time putting his seatbelt on, putting the key in the ignition, and then starting it. “So I’ve been sitting out here, trying to wrap my head around the fact that you’re married…”

“Was married, past tense.” She wouldn’t let him finish. “If you can call it that. Not sure it even counts, considering a job interview lasts longer.” She didn’t look his way, but she didn’t need to. She could feel him watching her. Thankfully, he put the van in gear and backed up.

“Wow, seriously? Whether you were or still are married is just semantics, Karen. That’s not the kind of thing you keep secret, and that’s him in jail, the guy you were married to…” Owen’s voice dripped with sarcasm as he pressed the gas.

Karen gripped the strap of the seatbelt over her shoulder. “Jack is his name. Yes, the very same. He’s in jail and wants me to help him after everything.” She knew it wasn’t laughter, the rude sound her brother made. At the same time, she was still reeling over what she’d agreed to do. “I don’t know if I can do this, Owen.” She turned her head, pressing her cheek into the seatback.

Her brother was on edge, of course, but he had nothing on her.

“Please don’t tell anyone in the family,” she said. “Not Mom, Ryan, Marcus, Suzanne, Luke…I don’t want anyone to know. I’m not exactly proud of what happened, and then there was how I reacted.”

“I think maybe you need to start at the beginning and tell me what the fuck you did. When, where, how…? I just don’t get it. Like, what the hell? I don’t understand, Karen, but I’m thinking some pretty bad things. Who is this guy?”

She shut her eyes for another second, hoping it would steady her, but it didn’t. “It was one of those things, you know. I don’t even know how it started, but it just did. It was during law school, at the beginning, and there he was. He was so big. He knew what he wanted. He was smart, brilliant. He had passed the bar and been offered a position at the DA’s office. I don’t know. We spent every minute together. It started as hot courtroom sex. He was on the other side, and I was interning under the public defender. The first time, it was, like, a closet at the courthouse, his car in the parking lot, a…”

“Whoa, stop, for Christ’s sake! I don’t want to hear about your sex life. No details,” Owen said, cutting her off.

It was too late, though. Every one of those memories flooded her, the memories she hadn’t allowed herself to think of in so long. As she relived those moments, the passion and the way he had touched her, kissed her, fucked her, it both saddened and angered her. It had been hot and dangerous, and he’d been like a drug to her. She had craved him, dreamed of him, loved him. How she hated him now.

“I never thought it was possible to love someone so much that I obsessed over him. You know, I can say it now. It’s taken me how long…?” She took in the darkened highway, glad that she could sit and consider without the light of day making everything about what had happened that much worse.

“I don’t know how long, Karen, because you didn’t tell us—didn’t tell me. Why not? Seriously.”

She turned her head to her brother again, hearing how pissed he was and how personally he was taking this. “Because it was over as quick as it started. One minute we hadn’t even dated. It was just sex, great sex. Then we were on a road trip in Georgia, a backroad place, and he suggested getting married. Next thing, we were standing in front of a justice of the peace, and he was slipping this ring on my finger, you know the fake metal and glass kind? He picked one up at the corner store.

“Then two days later, he was walking out of his apartment with a suitcase and telling me to fuck off. What the hell was I to think? I thought he was crazy, messing with me. But it was the way he looked at me, with such hate. I mean, I loved him.” She pressed her hand to her chest.

Owen rested his left arm on the door and rubbed his hand over his face, his other on the wheel.

“He got a restraining order against me, considering I didn’t handle it too well,” she continued.

Owen darted his gaze to her, shocked and speechless. “What the fuck? Oh my God, you’re serious,” he said. He was shaking his head.

All Karen could do was sit there, trying to explain something she couldn’t, because no part of the situation would make sense to her. “He told me it was over, but I just wouldn’t let it go. I called him over and over, filled his voicemail to the point his mailbox was full, over and over and over again. I didn’t stop. I kept phoning, feeling absolutely gutted. I mean, who does that, marries you and then walks out on you and refuses to talk to you? Well, you know me. I wasn’t taking that. I don’t even remember the content of my messages, but next thing, I was served a restraining order, because I apparently threatened him in one or more of the hundreds of voicemail messages. Worst of all was that it was Sheriff Bert who paid me a visit and gave me a sit-down, a dose of reality. He said Jack didn’t want to be contacted, that I’d made my point, and that I’d gone too far. It was humiliating.”

“And Marcus doesn’t know?”

She breathed in past the ache, feeling that moment from so long ago, sitting there in a chair with Bert giving her a look that let her know she’d really fucked up. She wished she could go back and undo what had happened. “He had just started, you know. He was still a green deputy. Bert promised he wouldn’t say anything. At the same time, he made me promise to stop calling Jack, or I could find myself behind bars, and the law degree I’d given everything for would be gone. Jack had changed his number, so it was an easy promise to make. I couldn’t call him anymore, because I didn’t know where he was or how to get a hold of him. So I swallowed it, and…”

Her brother was pulling his hand over his face again, shaking his head. Yeah, evidently, he was having some trouble getting his head around this. “So Marcus has been with the sheriff’s office going on eight years.”

“Just over.”

Her brother nodded. “You were just a kid then. You’re saying it was that long ago?”

She shrugged, because the problem was that although it was so long ago, it still felt as if it were yesterday.

“Wow, that sounds totally fucked up, Karen.”

Yes, and her brother had no idea how much. “I know,” she said, “especially considering I have to go back and see him.”

Her brother slammed on the brakes and swerved to the side of the highway, and she jerked forward, grateful that it was dark in the cab between them. “You just finished telling me that this guy fucked you over big time and has a restraining order on you, and you’re going back to—”

“Just one time, Owen, just to get him out if I can, and that’s it. I told Jack that’s all I was willing to do. Then he has to find himself another lawyer.”

Owen put the van back in gear and pulled back on the highway, shaking his head again. “You know, Karen, sometimes you can be your own worst enemy.”

She turned her head, looking out into the darkness, feeling the sting of his words. She felt a tear slip out and then roughly wiped it away. “You think I don’t know that? But what kind of lawyer would I be if I couldn’t put personal feelings aside?”

“Well, you just keep telling yourself that, Karen. I guess I just don’t understand why you married him, why he walked out, why you have a restraining order against you. He didn’t want to see or talk to you, yet here he is, calling you, and you go running. The whole thing sounds so totally fucked up.”

Of course it did. She just settled into the seat. “How am I supposed to explain something I can’t even understand myself? God dammit, now I sound like one of my clients.”

She realized in that second that if she’d heard the same story from another woman, she’d have told her to get her head right—but how could she? She didn’t even understand what she’d done to make him basically cut her off and out of his life. Her rational mind jumped in and told her that reasonable people stayed and talked.

“You get anything to eat tonight?” Owen said. So he was done talking about it.

“You’re doing it again, Owen, trying to father me—but I’m a big girl, and…”

“And you just had the rug yanked from under you. You were puking your guts out over a guy who, by the sounds of it, has totally and completely fucked you around. I don’t understand any of it. You should eat, and you need to tell everyone. No more secrets, Karen. I mean, do you know the details of what he did? Maybe he’s guilty and you shouldn’t be helping him. Talk to Marcus, get him to look into it, and stop going through all this alone.”

She just took in the brother who had been there for all of them. At the same time, it seemed no one ever thought to check in on him and see how he was.

“Not yet,” she replied. She knew she was being stubborn. “And how about we stop talking about me and talk about you? Before Jack called, you showed up at my office, and I can’t help wondering if there’s something going on with you. You sound off, or you did.”

He made another rude sound and shook his head, but he didn’t pull his gaze from the road as he drove. “We’re talking about you, Karen, your problem. Don’t start spinning this and shining anything my way, because we aren’t done by a longshot. You’re in over your head. I don’t know this guy, none of us do, but either you tell Marcus or I will.”

There it was, the tough love. Owen had stepped in too many times after their dad had left, after her world had fallen apart. But now, there was just something about having her back to the wall that didn’t sit right with Karen.


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Small-town lawyer Karen O’Connell believes that all of her clients who have found themselves recklessly embroiled in scandal and trouble have done so foolishly because of love. She has heard far too many times that the heart wants what it wants.



But one night, Karen receives a call from Jack Curtis, her vengeful ex-husband, whom she’s never told anyone in her family about. He’s found himself in a world of trouble, arrested and in jail, charged with murder.



He says he’s innocent, and he needs her help. 



Her first response is to say no, but Karen knows Jack isn’t the kind of guy to ask for help from anyone, especially not from the ex-wife he openly despises and hasn’t seen in years. She knows there must be more to the story—but what she doesn’t know is that the mysterious circumstances surrounding the murder could be the reason their hasty marriage ended so badly.


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Chapter 2

She took in the concrete walls, the gray, the kind of place where she spent way too much time with people who’d found themselves on the wrong side of the law. This time, she struggled between being overwhelmed and numb as she listened to the echoes outside, wondering too many things.

Could the deputy who’d led her back to the interrogation room she was standing in now smell the liquor on her? She should have gone home to her one-bedroom condo. She shouldn’t be here now, and she didn’t know what she was more freaked out over, the fact that she’d dropped her little bomb about Jack Curtis to her brother when she’d sworn to take it to her grave or the fact that she was now waiting for the man she loved and hated all because he’d called her. Like, who did that? Evidently, she still hadn’t learned.

She heard the door. The sound of the county jail was one she didn’t think she’d ever get used to. Instead of sitting and waiting for her client, she stood frozen, unable to feel the dampness under her arms, the ache in her toes from the pumps she’d shoved her swollen feet back into.

Jack was a man she hadn’t seen in…how many years? Six, seven—no, eight.

There he was, being led in by a cop her brother no doubt knew. He was cuffed, in a white dress shirt and dark pants, ultra-conservative, tall, dark, and handsome. He was burned in her memory, but he wasn’t as she remembered. God damn him, he looked even better.

She just gestured to the cop with her chin as he took off the cuffs and then left the room. She still hadn’t said anything. For the first time in her life, she swore, she was at a loss for words. At the same time, the only thing that kept her standing there instead of striding over to Jack and slapping him was the fact that her fingers were digging into her bare arms, which the short cap sleeves of her dress didn’t hide.

“I wasn’t sure you’d come,” he said. Yup, that was the same deep voice that had been able to talk her into anything, including having a ring on her finger before he could yank the rug out from under her.

“I shouldn’t be here, considering the difficulties you caused me,” she said. “Pretty sure, from the restraining order and the sheriff’s last talk with me, where he reminded me to grow the fuck up, move on, and never come near you again, that this here is a bad idea for me. But you know that already, so I can’t help wondering why you called me. You killed someone?”

At least she’d managed to add a pissed-off edge to her voice even though it was killing her to stand there so calmly.

He glanced to the door, and she took in his heavy five o’clock shadow. When he rubbed both his wrists, she took in the way his sleeves were rolled up and didn’t miss the cut and elegance of his suit pants—no, a tux. It looked as if it had been made for him, by the expense of the cloth. Yeah, that was custom tailored. His fingers were bare, but then, the cops would have taken everything when they booked him.

“So they said, but it’s not true. You look good.” His blue eyes were frigid, icy, far different than hers. He lifted his chin. “I see you’re a redhead now.”

She wasn’t sure if he was mocking her, and she found herself reaching up to her hair. She’d settled on the color a few years back. It was pulled up and back, and she had to fight to keep her self-doubts, which had kicked the shit out of her confidence, from resurfacing.

“Look, Jack, you didn’t call me here to talk about the shade of my hair, and I can’t help wondering why you did call me. This makes no sense to me, because you shouldn’t be that desperate for a lawyer. The phonebook is flooded with them. Take your pick. I can’t seriously be your only option. I’m very well aware of how you feel about me. Out of all the lawyers to call, why me?”

Yes, she was dedicated, a pit bull, and she fought for her clients, but she was well aware that there were better lawyers out there. The way he was watching her had her remembering everything, the good, the horrible. He had been there one day, gone the next, walking out the door with a suitcase and his final words: It’s over.

“Why not you?” Jack said. “You’re a lawyer and you’re good, and I need one.”

She also knew bullshit. The tension was so thick that her stomach churned, and for a moment thought she might be sick. She was furious that she couldn’t feel anything for him. “Right, so you call me? You know what I remember, Jack, is the day you left me. I stood there, eating my heart, as you packed a suitcase and walked out the door, and as you did, remember what you said to me?” She had to force the lump in her throat away as she swallowed. She couldn’t finish reliving that moment. It had gutted her, the way he looked at her, the way he spoke to her.

The table was between them, and there was something about the way he stood there, so strong and tall. She wasn’t sure what to make of his expression. Evidently, she’d never been able to read him, and obviously, he wasn’t going to answer.

“You told me not to contact you, that it was over,” she said. “You told me this should never have happened, that it was a mistake—that I was a mistake. That’s what I remember.”

He’d stared at her as if he’d hated her. She’d never forget that one look. It haunted her still, and so did the papers she’d been served, which were tucked in the bottom drawer underneath the velvet box that still held his ring, which she couldn’t believe she’d kept.

“What do you want me to say, Karen, that I’m sorry? That’s not why I called you. I think you know you’d be the last person I’d call if there were another option for me.”

There it was, exactly why she didn’t understand why he was calling her now. She just shook her head, looking at a man who’d crushed her and broken her heart into a million pieces, so much so that she hadn’t thought she’d ever be whole again.

“I don’t want to rehash the past,” Jack said, “because that’s not going to get me out of this fucked-up situation. Don’t think it’s lost on me how convenient it was that all of this went down now, and I’m stuck in jail until I can go before a judge on Monday morning. Just get me out of here. I don’t want to rehash something that’s done and over.”

The dismissal in his tone was another reminder of how he seemed able to shut his feelings off with a flick of a switch. All it did was bring that long-buried hurt back, the hurt she thought she’d somehow made sense of. Apparently not. She let her arms fall to her sides, feeling that overwhelming sense of unreasonable anger.

“You know what?” she said. “You were right about something in what you said to me: This relationship of ours has run its course. Now this, here, you calling me to come and…what, get you out of jail and off a murder charge I don’t even know anything about? No. Find yourself another lawyer. Although I empathize, I won’t help you. I will not allow you to break my heart and fuck me around again. Remember the restraining order you managed to get against me? Well, it still exists, and here I am, breaking it. I still have it in my drawer at the office, kind of a reminder of how stupid I was. All you did was make a call, say I threatened you. Yeah, maybe I did in one of those hundreds of messages. Yet here you are, calling me. You killed someone? I don’t get this.” She took a step and then another, taking in the door and wanting nothing more than to get the fuck out of there.

“Karen, you don’t get it. You have every right to hate me, and I know I hurt you—but no, I didn’t kill anyone!” he yelled.

She turned, feeling his anger. At the same time, she just didn’t understand. Why her? Why had he walked away? Why had he done what he’d done? That was the one thing he’d never shared with her.

He pulled in a breath and ran his hand through his thick dark hair, the soft waves. How could she forget wanting to run her fingers through his hair? “That was the only thing I could do at the time to see that you stayed away from me,” he said. “I think you know me well enough to know that I don’t do something without a reason, and I certainly wouldn’t be calling you for help, but the thing is that you’re the only one who can help me and who I can trust.” The passion in his voice was so direct. Yeah, passion and heat had never been their problem.

“You’re wrong,” she said. “I don’t really know you. How can I be the only one who can help you? That makes absolutely no sense, Jack. What is this, this game? Is this just something else to fuck with me, to fuck with my head? It’s been a long time, and I’ve got a good thing going for myself. Why are you here, trying to mess with that?” She was leaning forward, breathing in and out. She hadn’t realized she’d been yelling back at him.

He shut his eyes and exhaled. “Please, Karen, I’m not trying to mess with you. I wouldn’t do that…” He inhaled roughly and glanced to the side. “This may sound absolutely crazy, but when I was arrested and heard the charges, the who, why, and where, all I could think of was calling you—even though I knew the best thing for you would be for me not to call. Please, Karen.”

He lifted his gaze, and all she could think was that the look in his eyes was raw and real. Maybe he was messing with her, but at the same time, she knew what she was going to say the minute she opened her mouth, and she tried to will it away.

“I hate you, Jack.”

He nodded as if he understood. “And you have every right.”

“Fine. I’ll see what I can do to get you out. No promises. Then you find yourself another lawyer.” She put her hand on the door and pounded with her fist. “Let me out,” she snapped, and the door opened.

“Karen…” he called out as she started out the door and the deputy stepped inside. “Thank you.”

She took in the motion as he was cuffed. She didn’t know a damn thing about what had happened. Instead of saying anything back, she just nodded and kept walking, knowing her brother was standing and waiting outside, and she’d just done the one thing she’d promised herself she wouldn’t do: help a man who had destroyed her and broken her heart.


Catch up with The O'Connells! 

If you haven't read Ryan and Marcus' stories, be sure to catch up with the O'Connells before THE SECRET HUSBAND is released this week!  Books 1 and 2 in my newest series are sold at your favorite digital stores here:    

THE NEIGHBOR (The O'Connells, Book 1)
THE THIRD CALL (The O'Connells, Book 2)


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It’s the Monday Blog on Tuesday!


My apologies that this week's Monday Blog is arriving on Tuesday!  But here it is along with some Friessen family deals that I hope you'll enjoy.  Take care and be well-- Lorhainne

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Uncertain times indeed.
 
You’ve probably noticed that many have gone relatively silent during what can only be described as a time of craziness. Just imagine the looks someone would have gotten months ago if they’d said that an illness would basically shut the world down! Of course, authors have long written about this kind of scenario in fantasy post-apocalyptic fiction.
 
Added to this is the fact that everyone is home now, under one roof, and the crazy, busy, out-of-control speed of life has suddenly come to an absolute standstill. If you aren’t an essential service worker, you’re likely stuck at home, maybe going stir crazy. As we made our way to the store yesterday for essential groceries, even after governments assured everyone there wouldn’t be a food shortage, we were met with empty freezers of frozen vegetables, empty shelves of canned goods. At least stores seem to be enforcing limits to counter the toilet paper shortage—though I still shake my head as to why that happened in the first place.
 
The hoarders are out there, and they’re showing up earlier and earlier. All this does is bring uncertainty and panic to everyone else. You can feel the stress. At the same time, everyone is in the same boat, not knowing what’s around the corner. Schools have closed and will not reopen after spring break. How will this affect my daughter’s education? No one knows yet. Her job in the service industry ended before it could start at spring break. She expected to earn enough money to buy her first car this summer and put money away for college, but that hope has disappeared. Son number two seems to be the most secure, with a job in a grocery store, but only if the ferries keep running. As to his plan for trades school in the fall, again, who knows?
 
Whoever said whatever doesn’t kill you makes you stronger? Well, here it is, this uncertainty that will test everyone. My autistic son likely has the biggest challenge of all. Sometimes reminders are needed that those with special needs don’t process and manage stresses and uncertainties as well as others do. What is happening right now is far too abstract for them to really understand. Who isn’t watching the news? We keep up on the latest results, the latest closures, the latest enforcements, the latest panic… But this virus is so abstract, and those who are autistic, with special needs, don’t understand the implications. It’s scary, and panic can hit them. They worry everyone is going to die. My son doesn’t understand why movie theatres are closed, why his sister can’t go to school, why no one can go out. This is true of kids in general, too, but with a special needs child or young adult, it can be that much worse.
 
Yes, we all need to reassure our kids and ourselves, but let this be a reminder that those with special needs will pick up on the stress, the anxiety, and your uncertainty. And the news channels? It’s probably a good idea not to leave them running. Use your earphones and the internet to quickly check on the necessary updates so your kids, and those with special needs, don’t need to experience the dire news playing out on TV. Consider also that any ongoing therapy and outside intervention to help special needs children and young adults function at this time has pretty much ceased. It’s just you now. The thing is, as parents, we know this is just a blip, and we simply have to change up how we do things. For my autistic son, everything he once did outside in terms of socialization, he now does with just us, and it’s not the end of the world. We have a roof over our heads, and everyone is healthy.
 
Find a reason to laugh. I am, as my other son right now is out back, clearing a spot to plant a garden, digging out the rocks and shrubs from a spot that had become an au naturel bushland.
 
These are the times when you do what you can with what you have. Remember that as quick as this shutdown happened, it can and will unhappen.


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Did you miss The O'Connells? 

Catch up with The O'Connells before THE SECRET HUSBAND is released next week!  Ryan's story, THE NEIGHBOR, and Marcus' story, THE THIRD CALL, are available at your favorite retailers below.    

THE NEIGHBOR (The O'Connells, Book 1)
THE THIRD CALL (The O'Connells, Book 2)
Pre-order THE SECRET HUSBAND (The O'Connells, Book 3)



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Why do so many people have such a difficult time getting past trauma?

Why do so many people have such a difficult time getting past trauma?
 
Those of you who read The Third Call will know that a lot of characters in the book are haunted by their pasts, such as Reine and Eva Colbert, and especially Tommy Marshall. As one reviewer put it, “This book is one of those that interweaves several hot button topics and evokes feelings of anger, sympathy and even shock. It’s a book about a scared little girl, and her calls for help are the catalyst to a situation that quickly spirals out of control and ends in tragedy.” Thank you, Rebecca, for a fantastic and very relevant review.
 
Many of us will have seen someone going through a difficult time and making some really bad choices. How many choices did Tommy and Reine make just to survive because they didn’t see any other way? The Third Call really tackled some difficult subjects and situations where people were barely hanging on. Those are the kinds of situations that could happen to any one of us. No one is immune, but from the outside looking in, our first reaction is often to think that these people should just get over it already. When you’re living in it, though, sometimes you don’t see any other way out.
 
Deputy Marcus O’Connell is one of my all-time favorite characters. One thing about him that I like, as his sister Karen points out, is that he does his best to treat everyone with the same respect and dignity he would want to be treated with in the same circumstances. We may find it hard to have empathy, but remember that having empathy doesn’t necessarily mean giving someone a pass. It means understanding how someone can spiral into a situation they can’t see any way out of.
 
How does someone get to that place? Just remember that this is the nature of trauma and life: The more intense your emotional reaction to a situation, the more it affects you. Everyone does it. We pay attention to the cause. Reine lost her husband and was drowning in debt, and she could barely survive and ended up on the streets, having everything taken from her. Stress, grief, and everything had piled up on top of her. Then there was Tommy. What he had done was so heinous, but when we take the time to understand why he did what he did, we see a snapshot of an emotional situation. Maybe his story made you empathize with his situation and understand that not everything is so black and white.
 
When you live through a traumatic event, your brain takes a snapshot of the experience, which is called a memory. A long-term memory is created from highly emotional experiences. Most people believe that you can’t control your emotional reactions. When you have an emotional reaction to someone or something, and you allow that emotional reaction to continue for days, it becomes a mood. If you keep that same emotional reaction going for weeks or months, it becomes a temperament, and then people see only that side of you. They may ask why you’re so bitter, and at first you might explain what happened, but when your emotional reaction continues for years on end, it becomes a personality trait, just part of who you are.
 
When you recall the event, your stress hormones surge. They say, “Hey! Pay attention to what happened, because you want to be prepared if it ever happens again.” So you relive it and re-experience it every day. The problem is that 70% of people end up living their lives in stress, anticipating the worst-case scenario because of what happened to them. Maybe you lost everything, or you were the victim of something, or you were taken advantage of, or your rights were violated, or you had no voice and no way to fight back. What happens is you begin to expect the worst-case scenario to happen every day. When you recall that horrible experience, you begin to emotionally embrace it, and you condition your body into fear. When you do it enough times, your body has a panic attack. How are your reasoning skills then? You condition yourself subconsciously.
 
You may ask people, why are you this way? Why are you such an asshole? Why are you living on the streets? Why are you so angry? They might tell you that it all comes down to a traumatic experience that happened 20 years ago. You heard Reine and Tommy’s stories. The emotions of those experiences allowed you to feel something. In your own life, you may be using similar problems to reaffirm your limitations or explain to yourself why you are the way you are. Every time you recall an event, you produce the same chemistry in your body. The body has no idea if the experience you are recalling is happening now or in the past.
 
When you make the choice to change, it may seem easy enough until you take a step to actually change. Then you are going to feel uncomfortable. When you decide to step into the change, and you suddenly try to stop feeling what you usually do, you might revert to the blame game, to pointing fingers. Your body will tell you that you’ve been doing this for ten or twenty years, and you think you’re suddenly going to stop feeling shameful, or making excuses, or feeling as if the world is out to get you? When you try to stop complaining or blaming or making excuses for yourself, it becomes too much of an unknown for your body, which has been conditioned for these reactions. That’s when you hear that little voice in your head that says, Start tomorrow, not today. Just go back to bed. Maybe you tell yourself you need to clean your house or yard first, or you have some big project, or you need to do something for the kids. Or maybe your head just reminds you that this is your lot in life, and you’re just like your siblings, or your mother, or your family. You tell yourself this type of change can never work, and you need to be realistic, because this doesn’t feel right.
 
You might usually start your day with a coffee, reliving something awful that someone did or said to you. Or maybe you think about how something blew up in your face, or maybe you just conjure up the worst-case scenario as the outcome of a situation that hasn’t happened yet. The body is stronger than the mind, and the unknown is a scary place for most people. Taking a step into the unknown is something many do not want to do, yet the best way to create your future is just to create it. You may relive those horrible outcomes and situations, but what would happen if you did the opposite? What if you rehearsed in your mind what a happy outcome or situation would be instead? It doesn’t have to be grand or huge—just something small, a smile, a laugh.
 
Basically, you tell yourself what you would like an event or your day to actually look like. This is called priming. When you do this, can you imagine that you would suddenly start acting like a happy person? Wouldn’t you rather be defined by a vision of your future, not a past event or trauma? Some people will use their bosses to reaffirm their addiction to judgement, use their enemies to reaffirm their addiction to hatred, use their friends to reaffirm their addiction to suffering. But change means becoming aware of where you are putting your attention. Are you putting your energy into that emotional traumatic past? Maybe at six p.m., you’re used to getting really upset because that’s when you’re stuck in traffic. Or maybe at nine p.m., you’re used to feeling anger and outrage because you usually watch the news—and as journalists put it, if it bleeds, it leads. Or maybe at seven a.m., you’re used to drinking coffee and judging everyone and being angry and rushed, checking your emails and seeing all the fires you have to put out.
 
Most people spend their lives in lack, not having what they truly want, and this can create a downward spiral. Change is the difference between living like a victim and controlling and creating your reality. You are not your past or your trauma. Ask yourself this: Does your thinking create your environment, or does your environment create your thinking?


Did you miss my newest release? 

My latest novel, THE THIRD CALL, was released this past weekend--I really loved writing this story and hope it'll touch something in you as it has in me.  Audio and paperback versions will be available soon, but in the meantime, you can pick up the eBook from all retailers everywhere.  Enjoy this newest addition to The O'Connells series! 

Deputy Marcus O’Connell is blindsided one night after a series of calls comes in from an unknown number, and the caller on the other end is a child. All he knows is she’s six years old, her name is Eva, and there’s someone in her house who wants to hurt her...



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There are times when books have an impact on me and get me thinking or stay with me for a while after but hand on my heart I can honestly say I cried so hard at this story.


Caroline Logue

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Gut wrenching & Riveting. This book masterfully interweaves several hot button topics  and evokes feelings of anger, sympathy and even shock. A scared little girl and her calls for help are the catalyst to a situation that quickly spirals out of control and ends in tragedy.


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The writing is so engrossing that I couldn't help but empathize with the helplessness, the injustice they suffered and the tragic turn their lives took. 


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THE THIRD CALL (The O'Connells, Book 2) is now sold at your favorite digital stores.  Grab your copy today at:

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BOOK 3 in The O'Connells series, THE SECRET HUSBAND, will be available March 31st!

Small-town lawyer Karen O’Connell believes that all of her clients who have found themselves recklessly embroiled in scandal and trouble have done so foolishly because of love. She has heard far too many times that the heart wants what it wants.

But one night, Karen receives a call from Jack Curtis, her vengeful ex-husband, whom she’s never told anyone in her family about. He’s found himself in a world of trouble, arrested and in jail, charged with murder.

He says he’s innocent, and he needs her help. 

Her first response is to say no, but Karen knows Jack isn’t the kind of guy to ask for help from anyone, especially not from the ex-wife he openly despises and hasn’t seen in years. She knows there must be more to the story—but what she doesn’t know is that the mysterious circumstances surrounding the murder could be the reason their hasty marriage ended so badly.


GET YOUR AUDIO ON! 

ANYTHING FOR YOU, Cat and Xander's short story, is my newest audiobook release.  Have a listen today on Audible or Apple Audiobooks!

Click here to see my current titles available in audiobook!

And did you know... if you already own one of my eBooks on Kindle, you can pick up the audiobook at a reduced price with Whispersync?  Whispersync allows you to both read and listen, and you can even switch back and forth between reading the book on Kindle and listening to the book on Audible without losing your place.

Don't forget to check out my eBookstore where there are more ways to save and be rewarded--from refer a friend, to share on social media for a 25% discount, to my new affiliate program! More of my books will be added soon, so be sure to check back often. 

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