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Romance and suspense collide in this haunting romantic thriller. When special forces operator Luke Oโ€™Connell meets a woman he never expected to see again, he uncovers the dangerous secret she is hiding and realizes the lengths someone will go to stop him from uncovering the truth.

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Chapter 1

โ€œWhy are we here, again?โ€

Luke pulled his arms over his chest and took in his brother Marcus, who was still wearing his sheriffโ€™s uniform, having just pulled in in his cruiser. The dust settled in the parking lot of the concrete building surrounded by wire fencing. He heard barking from the back.

โ€œTrying to make something right,โ€ he said.

Marcus pulled off his shades and joined Luke beside his old pickup. Heโ€™d called Marcus and told him to get his ass down there because he needed his help, and now his brother was staring at him as if heโ€™d lost his mind. He gestured toward the building. โ€œThis is an animal shelter. I donโ€™t understandโ€”making what right? Again, why am I here?โ€

Luke gestured to the front glass doors, but Marcus just stood there as if he had no intention of moving. โ€œI need your help. That I have a sheriff for a brother means theyโ€™ll waive the adoption period, so I can walk out of this shelter with a dog today instead of waiting.โ€

He thought his brother was going to laugh for a moment. Then Marcus shook his head. โ€œWhat the hell do you want with a dog? Youโ€™re never here. You canโ€™t have a dog, because someone else will end up looking after it. And if you tell my kids, theyโ€™ll want one. No, seriously. Get in your truck. Letโ€™s get out of here.โ€

He finally reached out and slapped Marcus on the shoulder. โ€œItโ€™s not for me, itโ€™s for Chloe, so stop worrying. Youโ€™ll have no responsibility here.โ€

His brother fell in beside him as he started walking to the door, but again he was shaking his head. โ€œYouโ€™re getting Chloe a dog? Seriously, there are better presents, ones that donโ€™t lift a leg on your furniture.โ€

He only angled his head to Marcus as they walked into the shelter.

The lady behind the front desk tossed them an easy smile. โ€œWhat can I do for you?โ€ she said as she stood up. Her cheeks were round and her hair dark and short.

Marcus said nothing, only gestured to Luke with his thumb.

โ€œCan I see the dogs you have up for adoption?โ€ Luke said.

โ€œSure thing! We have quite a few. Theyโ€™re all out back. Just head through those doors there and follow the noise. Are you looking for any particular breed of dog?โ€ She dragged her gaze from Luke to Marcus, who just lifted his hands, though at least he hadnโ€™t walked out. Luke knew his brother was still furious over how the Wyoming sheriff had made him look like a fool.

โ€œNope, just want to see what you have,โ€ Luke said, then tapped the counter and started walking to the back.

He pushed open the door and took in the line of kennels outside. There were so many of them, a little beagle who was sitting, staring up, shaking, and one that looked like a big Malamute back in the shade.

โ€œI thought you were going to take her to dinner?โ€ Marcus said as Luke walked, continuing to look at the dogs.

โ€œI am. I plan on it,โ€ he said. He would show up with a dog and then ask her out that night.

โ€œSo why the dog? Seems overkill to me.โ€ Marcus walked behind him as he looked in each kennel. He could hear in his voice that he thought this was a bad idea.

โ€œShe had hers taken away in Wyoming over the Randall thing. She had a mutt, some little terrier. I had to Google it to figure out what it was. She loved that dog, and watching her talk about it, I just figured I could try to fix some of what was done to herโ€”what I did, and you too.โ€

His brotherโ€™s smile was gone. He just stared at the cages and dogs before dragging those blue eyes over to Luke. There it was, the guilt. โ€œLook, I feel horrible over what happened when Sheriff Kolter showed up with that warrant. That was the first time Iโ€™ve ever had to deal with that kind of underhandedness. Iโ€™m still kicking myself, because I know what a legitimate interstate warrant looks like, and I wish I could go back and have a second look now. You can be damn sure thatโ€™ll never happen again. If thereโ€™s ever a next time, Iโ€™ll be picking up the phone and questioning the legality of every dotted i and crossed t.โ€

Luke could hear the regret in his brotherโ€™s voice. He wanted to remind him that even Karen had said someone would have to really look to see the difference. Evidently, Sheriff Kolter had known what he was doing. โ€œWell, thatโ€™s the reason youโ€™re here, because you can help make it up to her. Iโ€™ll make sure you get some credit so youโ€™re not in the doghouse, so to speak. That you went all official on her, turning from friendly Marcus to the sheriff who saw her as a criminal, it has her feeling about you the way Mom still feels about Harold.โ€

His brother flinched. Even though Harold had been doing his job, personal was personal, and Luke could see it in the shadows of his momโ€™s face. She was trying to tell herself she had to forgive him, that heโ€™d done it only so things wouldnโ€™t have been worse for her.

His brother glanced away, then shook his head. โ€œCharlotte went over to see Chloe. Weโ€™re still trying to wrap our heads around her not being Misty. Just saying, it seems we as a family attract this. But Charlotte was adamant that we have to have her over to the house with everyone so the family can show her that nothing has changed. Then thereโ€™s Suzanne. Harold said she wants Chloe to file a formal complaint about that sheriff.โ€

โ€œAnd youโ€™re okay with that?โ€

Marcus dragged his gaze over to him. โ€œIโ€™ll even help her start the paperwork. If we want anything to change in this country, then people like Sheriff Kolter have to go. Itโ€™s all I can think to do to tell her Iโ€™m sorry.โ€

Luke realized Marcus held on to so much frustration and anger, something he suspected he was feeling more and more, having to wade in and deal with the truly ugly parts of humanity, the lying, the cheating, the taking. But not on the level that Luke did, and he hoped his brother never had to.

He made himself look away. โ€œSo I heard Suzanne is still giving you the gears about working for the sheriffโ€™s office.โ€ He took another step, walking past each of the cages, seeing all the dogs no one wanted.

Marcus let out a sigh. โ€œSheโ€™s not joining. She can push all she wants to, but itโ€™s not happening. Told Harold to figure out a way to steer her in another direction. Planning on moving Therese, tooโ€”you know, the lady who took over Charlotteโ€™s job? Well, sheโ€™s good, so I plan to send her for some training and give her the open deputy job that used to be Lonnieโ€™s.โ€ Marcus angled his head as they took in a group of little bulldog puppies, four of them yipping away, climbing over each other with their stocky bodies and huge paws.

โ€œSo is that your way of giving your wife her job back?โ€

Marcus dragged his gaze over to him again, unsmiling. โ€œEven though Therese is really good, the way she got the job was wrong, with the council overstepping because Charlotte had a baby. Charlotte swallowed it and didnโ€™t complain because she knew I was having to deal with all the overreach from the council and mayor. Well, not this time. Even though I love that sheโ€™s home with Cameron and Eva, and being there for me, her job was a part of herself that she loved. So yeah, sheโ€™s getting her job back.โ€ Marcus gestured to the pups. โ€œYou should get her the gray one.โ€

Luke stared at the little bulldog pup, which would grow into a powerhouse. There was something about those eyes, the way it was pawing at the fence where his brother was standing, looking down at it.

โ€œA puppy,โ€ Luke said. โ€œHe looks like a scrapper.โ€

All Marcus did was grunt. โ€œHeโ€™s perfectโ€”for you and her.โ€

Chapter 2

His truck rumbled before he parked and turned off the engine, taking in the bungalow, its curtains drawn and blinds closed. He wondered how long it would be before Chloe felt comfortable again, considering hiding for so long had likely become second nature to her.

The puppy was climbing on the seat, and he lifted the little guyโ€”or, rather, girl.

โ€œWell, too late to take you back, so sheโ€™d better like you.โ€

The puppy licked his face as he closed the door and held the wriggling bundle up the walkway. He pulled open the screen and knocked, then waited one second and then another. There it was, the slight flutter of the curtains, then the footsteps. He listened to the two deadbolts being unlocked, and then the door opened. He took in her wide eyes as she pulled the door open further.

โ€œLuke, what theโ€ฆ?โ€ She gasped as he held the puppy out.

He didnโ€™t have to ask to come in. She just stepped back, and he let the door close behind him as he handed the puppy to her. โ€œSheโ€™s yours. I stopped at the pound and picked her up, so if you decide you donโ€™t want her, itโ€™s too late to take her back, so Iโ€™ll be stuck with herโ€”and Marcus has already pointed out that I canโ€™t have a dog because Iโ€™m gone at a momentโ€™s notice and someone else will end up looking after her.โ€

She was laughing, and the puppy was licking her face, tail wagging. Her amber eyes reached out to him without the shadow of hurt he realized had likely always been there. โ€œYou got me a puppy? Why? How? This is crazyโ€ฆโ€

Damn, those dimples of hers eased the tightness in his chest that had been there from the moment heโ€™d walked out of the shelter with the pup, leaving Marcus to deal with the lady and see to it that the waiting period was waived.

โ€œIโ€™ll never forget your face when you talked about BJ, the way he was taken from you. I know she canโ€™t replace your other dog, butโ€ฆโ€ He shrugged.

She put the puppy down and walked over to Luke, one step, two, then rose on her tiptoes and pressed a kiss to his lips. She pulled back slowly, and for a moment he didnโ€™t know what to say, remembering what it was like to have her touch him, kiss him. He watched as the puppy squatted on the floor.

He winced.

โ€œOh, no you donโ€™t!โ€ Chloe ran after the puppy.

Luke took in the hardwood and the old carpet in the living room, remembering what Marcus had said.

Chloe was already holding the dog, and she strode into the kitchen and tossed him a roll of paper towels. โ€œClean it up for me, and Iโ€™ll take her outside. Whatโ€™s her name?โ€ She was scratching the puppy, who was licking her face again. She grimaced. โ€œOh, weโ€™re going to have to work on that.โ€

Luke ripped off several sheets and tossed them on the ground. โ€œItโ€™s up to you to name her,โ€ he said as he squatted down, wiping up the mess. He stood and walked into the kitchen.

โ€œGarbage is under the sink,โ€ she said. โ€œI guess Iโ€™m washing my floor again, arenโ€™t Iโ€ฆLucy? How about Lucy?โ€

She strode to the back door as he tossed the paper towel in the garbage and then washed his hands. The back door closed, and he could hear her encouraging the puppy and clapping. Yeah, heโ€™d scored big time there.

He walked to the door, taking in the sparseness of the house and how dark it seemed, all closed up. Looking out the back, he watched as Chloe checked the gate at the side of the fence. The puppy was running around the yard.

โ€œI guess that needs to be secured better,โ€ Luke called out. โ€œIโ€™ll walk the perimeter and find any holes, seal them up for you so Lucy canโ€™t get out.โ€

โ€œYou know, Luke, Iโ€™m not really angry with you, if thatโ€™s what this is about,โ€ she said.

He didnโ€™t know what to say for a moment. As he took in the redhead, awkwardness lingered. Having been with her on her worst day, he sensed all pretense was gone between them.

โ€œIโ€™m responsible for what happened,โ€ he said. โ€œAs has been pointed out to me, I donโ€™t know how to be happy. Iโ€™ve been fighting for so long, seeing the bad in everyone, that I see shadows where there arenโ€™t any.โ€

Chloe pulled in a breath and glanced away, uncomfortable. โ€œYou said I was hiding something, and you were right. I was. But it was my secret, and you just wouldnโ€™t let up. So yeah, you pushed when you shouldnโ€™t have, and Iโ€™m angry about that, considering you have secrets too, Luke. Should I push with you, or do you have a right to them?โ€

She didnโ€™t pull her gaze. He didnโ€™t know how to explain to her that she was right to a point.

โ€œShould I apologize?โ€ he said. โ€œMaybe I should, for how I went about it, but I canโ€™t apologize for the outcome. You donโ€™t have to hide anymore. You donโ€™t need to have your blinds and curtains closed so no one can see in. You donโ€™t have a sheriff and a county coming after you anymore just because you did the right thing. You donโ€™t have to pretend to be someone elseโ€”and take it from me, that isnโ€™t easy. Youโ€™re right about me, though. I went into the special forces to make a difference, and I never know where Iโ€™m going to be sent with my team. Iโ€™ll be gone at a momentโ€™s notice for months at a time, with no idea when Iโ€™ll be home. Iโ€™m not the family guy my brothers are. I never will be.โ€

He wasnโ€™t sure what to make of her expression.

โ€œWhat are you doing, Luke? Sounds to me if youโ€™re pointing out all the reasons you canโ€™t be, as you said, happy. Is that what youโ€™re doing?โ€ She angled her head.

โ€œNo, Iโ€™m justโ€ฆโ€ He stopped talking when she lifted a brow. He remembered the deal with his mom, the fact that his family would never stop trying to find a way for him to have his own kind of happiness. โ€œSorry, maybe I am. This is unchartered territory for me. Thereโ€™s something about you, Chloe. Considering weโ€™ve already had a weekend with no strings and Iโ€™ve seen you naked, maybe Iโ€™m going about this all wrong.โ€

She rested her hand on his bare arm and slid it up to the sleeve of his navy shirt. โ€œHow about dinner here?โ€ she said. โ€œYou can help me secure the yard so Lucy canโ€™t get out, and youโ€™ll let me ask you all about the Luke that hides himself from everyone.โ€

Maybe that was what he feared more than anything. He lifted his gaze and let out a rough laugh, knowing he could walk out the door and keep pushing her away, but heโ€™d never be able to stop thinking of her and wondering what if. And that terrified him.

โ€œYou may decide Iโ€™m too much, you know. There are some things I canโ€™t share, not even with my family.โ€

She seemed to consider, then nodded. โ€œFair enough. So how about this? National security is off the table, but anything else is fair game.โ€

He wondered whether she had any idea what she was asking. โ€œYou may not like what you hear. Iโ€™m not a squeaky-clean choir boy.โ€

She only inclined her head as she picked up the puppy, which was pawing at her. โ€œIf I was interested in a choir boy, Luke, I wouldnโ€™t have invited you in.โ€

Her lips quirked, and he spotted the teasing light heโ€™d seen in her eyes during that weekend heโ€™d spent with her. He couldnโ€™t help himself from leaning in and kissing her.

When the puppy pawed at him and licked his face, he pulled back. At Chloeโ€™s soft laughter as he ran his hand over the puppy, he wanted to thank his family for putting her right in his path.

Chapter 3

โ€œElaborate,โ€ Suzanne said, โ€œbecause Iโ€™ve known Chloe as Misty for so long, yet I swear Iโ€™ve never seen her so happy. We know youโ€™ve been staying over, so does this meanโ€ฆ?โ€

Luke was pouring a glass of wine for Chloe, and he could hear her laughter from the living room. Suzanne groaned and rested her hand on her lower back as she strode over to him, wearing an oversized yellow sundress, her hair pulled back.

โ€œYou okay there?โ€ he said.

โ€œYeah, just the baby, the joys of being pregnant. Everything hurts. But donโ€™t change the subject. Weโ€™re talking about you and Chloe.โ€ She angled her head and then smacked his chest when he laughed softly under his breath.

โ€œOw! Geez, Suzanne, dial back the aggression. Or is this how you keep Harold in line?โ€

His sister had always been tomboyish, and he was having trouble picturing her as a momโ€”which she would soon be, considering how their own mother was fussing over her.

โ€œHarold is fine,โ€ Suzanne said. โ€œYouโ€™re the only one I do that to, because you like it.โ€ She shrugged.

โ€œSure, with guys, when I can hit back, but youโ€™re my sister.โ€ He screwed the cap back on the wine.

โ€œI remember well the black eye you gave meโ€ฆโ€

โ€œYou were twelve, and I wasnโ€™t much older,โ€ he said. โ€œBesides, isnโ€™t this about you having your nose in my business, spying on me, really?โ€

Suzanne made a rude noise. โ€œI wasnโ€™t spying. I was doing my due diligence, driving past Owen and Tessaโ€™s, and I just happen to have seen your truck parked there every morning. Combined with the fact that Mom says you havenโ€™t been home, I guess that means I can put you and Chloe down as officially together. You two will continue showing up for family night, and Mom will finally get you out of the house, and we wonโ€™t have to find someone else for you, because we rather like Chloe. Youโ€™re perfect for each other.โ€

What was he supposed to say to that? Whenever he was with Chloe, he didnโ€™t want to leave. He couldnโ€™t not touch her, not kiss her, and he thought he could listen to her voice all night. Now it was him checking the windows and pulling the curtains closed again, because he was the one still seeing ghosts. There were just too many bad things out there.

But that was one secret he knew Chloe understood, and he figured she wouldnโ€™t share it. His family had some idea, but if they had only known what haunted him in his head, he wondered whether they still would have put Chloe in his path.

โ€œItโ€™s what you wanted, isnโ€™t it?โ€ he said. โ€œSo give yourself a pat on the back and take the win, but youโ€™re not getting a blow by blow, because I donโ€™t kiss and tell.โ€

โ€œChloe said you rebuilt the entire back fence in her yard.โ€

He lifted a brow, as his sister didnโ€™t appear to have heard him. โ€œLucy needed a safe place that she couldnโ€™t get out of. Considering I gave Chloe the puppy, it was my responsibility to make sure she had a secure yard.โ€

He could hear the laughter in Marcusโ€™s own yard out back, knowing the puppy was a source of entertainment for the kids and half the family. Heโ€™d already heard the kids pleading with Marcus too many times that they needed their own puppy.

โ€œYouโ€™re being domesticated, Luke.โ€

He lifted the glass of wine and reached for his own beer. That was word for word what his mom had said, along with instructions not to blow it.

He heard Chloe, Charlotte, and Jenny talking as they stepped into the kitchen. Luke handed Chloe her glass of wine and couldnโ€™t resist leaning in and kissing her. Everyone was suddenly quiet, and when he pulled back, he could see them all watching.

โ€œOkay, showโ€™s over,โ€ he said. โ€œWhoโ€™s barbecuing tonight, anyway, since Owenโ€™s not here?โ€

Then he heard a car door and voices.

โ€œItโ€™s Owen and Tessa. Theyโ€™re back!โ€ Jenny said. She was already walking to the front door along with Suzanne and Charlotte.

Chloe suddenly appeared nervous, as she hadnโ€™t moved.

โ€œWhatโ€™s wrong?โ€ he said.

She flicked her amber eyes up to him. Her peach halter sundress looked stunning on her, and he realized something about being with her centered him. โ€œYou know that Owen and Tessa still know me as Misty. They donโ€™t know about anything that happenedโ€ฆโ€

โ€œOh, I see. Youโ€™re worried about what theyโ€™re going to think.โ€

She only shrugged, a motion heโ€™d seen too many times over the past week. There were so many things she hadnโ€™t been able to shake, and he wondered how long it would take for her not to immediately worry about people thinking the worst of her.

โ€œDid anyone here tell you to get out, or did everyone stand behind you?โ€ he said.

She frowned and furrowed her brow. โ€œSo you think Iโ€™m silly for worrying.โ€

He settled his beer on the island, then took her wine from her hand to rest beside it. Out front, his family was laughing. He rested both his hands on her bare arms, running them down and pulling her closer to him.

โ€œNo, not me, not ever me, but if I have to keep telling you, I think everyone here has already shown you theyโ€™re in your corner. What happened to you in Cody will never happen again.โ€

He could tell by the flicker of worry in those amber eyes that she was likely trying to convince herself of what he was saying.

โ€œYou know what Iโ€™ve wondered, Luke?โ€ She settled into his arms, pressing all that softness against him as she looked up to him.

โ€œWhatโ€™s that?โ€

โ€œBessie, the old woman next door. I know you told me she moved to Jackson Hole, where her son is, but you never told me how you found out or how sheโ€™s doing. I donโ€™t know. Even after everything that happened, she crosses my mind every now and then.โ€

Luke pulled in a breath, thinking of the call from Jess the day after theyโ€™d gotten back. The old woman had been taken out of her house by the sheriffโ€™s deputies while the bulldozers pulled in, and her son had driven all night to pick her up. Sheโ€™d been given a court-ordered settlement for her property, only eighty cents on the dollar, and the TX Group had wasted no time in laying down the cement.

โ€œIโ€™m sure sheโ€™ll be fine with her family,โ€ Luke said, โ€œjust like you are here with us. A new start, a new beginning. Just think: Sometimes bad things have to happen to get you to something good.โ€

By the way her brows knit, she didnโ€™t agree. She went to pull back when he heard the squeak of the door and the voices of his family.

โ€œSo youโ€™re saying everything I went through was a good thing?โ€ Chloe said.

He was treading in dangerous territory. He ran his hands over her arms again. โ€œWell, if you hadnโ€™t, you wouldnโ€™t have been in Greece, we wouldnโ€™t have met, and you wouldnโ€™t be standing in my arms right now.โ€

There were those dimples he loved.

โ€œWell, Mr. Oโ€™Connell, that was a good save,โ€ she said.

He couldnโ€™t resist leaning in and kissing her.

Chapter 4

The puppy had fallen asleep about the same time Cameron had, Luke thought.

As he sat outside in Marcusโ€™s backyard, the sun had already set, and he could hear the soft voices of his family drifting from the house. His dad had pulled out a patio chair and sat down beside Owen, who had taken a minute to get his head around what had happened while he was gone on his honeymoon.

Marcus handed Luke another beer and sat in one of the other chairs between Harold and Ryan. As Jack reclined in the padded lounger with Karen leaning against him, Luke could just make out the state trooper standing off by the side.

โ€œSo are we going to talk about the elephant in the room?โ€ Owen said. โ€œYouโ€™ve had all this time to wrap your heads around what happened and ask questions, yet here I am, trying to understand how I didnโ€™t know Chloe was hiding something. I mean, now, as I look back, the signs are there. First there was the way she reacted when Tessa encouraged her to take that admin job at the high school, which had better pay and was practically being handed to her. And maybe I did wonder about how closed-up her house was, with the double locks, the blinds, the curtains, even when Tessa went over. I called out to her a few times when I saw her at the store, and she didnโ€™t turn around. Now I can see, even though it wasโ€”โ€

โ€œExplained away?โ€ Luke jumped in before Owen could continue down the road of trying to see every clue heโ€™d missed.

โ€œYeah, I guess thatโ€™s it. I just canโ€™t believe it.โ€

Luke could feel his dad watching him and knew he understood more about everything that had happened, just as he did.

โ€œWhat about the fire and the family who were killed?โ€ Owen said. โ€œI know you said Dirk Randall got off and wonโ€™t be charged, but does that mean the case isโ€ฆ?โ€

โ€œHe canโ€™t be charged, Owen, because he was acquitted,โ€ Karen said, jumping in. โ€œBut I guess, like you, I thought it never made sense, why he did it or what happened in that house. I mean, donโ€™t you all want to know? Because I do. A man like Dirk Randall with a company the size of TX behind him, what was he doing, walking into a house and burning it down? That makes no sense. Heโ€™d have people to do that for him. Am I not right?โ€ Her head was resting against Jackโ€™s chest, and it wasnโ€™t lost on Luke the way Jack had been fussing over her. The man really loved his sister, and heโ€™d been rather quiet that night.

โ€œI did some digging,โ€ Marcus started as he leaned forward, his forearms on his knees, a beer dangling from his hand. โ€œSal Miller wasnโ€™t as squeaky clean as people thought. I guess because he died in that fire with his kids and his wife, no one was looking at him, but I did find a sealed juvie record on him. He started a fire when he was thirteen, burned down a barn in the place he grew up outside Dixon. The old man inside died. Then, in his early twenties, Sal became a volunteer firefighter in Plympton, where he met his wife before they moved to Cody. The thing is that when I started looking at the dates and records, it seems Sal Miller lived in four different counties in a six-year period, and each of those counties had unsolved arsons.โ€

Everyone was staring at Marcus. Heโ€™d had no idea his brother had been looking.

โ€œYouโ€™re saying Sal Miller burned down his own house and killed himself and his family?โ€ Harold said, looking at Marcus as if heโ€™d lost his mind. โ€œIs that what youโ€™ve been doing for the last week, all this research?โ€

Marcus only pulled his hand over the back of his neck, exhaled, and sat up. โ€œFrom the beginning, from the moment this all went sideways, it was on me. The minute Sheriff Kolter called me, I drove him right to Chloe to cuff her and let him take her across state lines. I was angry sheโ€™d lied, but I didnโ€™t know there was an entire backstory with a lot of players. I didnโ€™t take the time to vet that warrant or, worse, to think for a moment that she could be innocent.

โ€œThat case, as I look at it, had so many holes. There are only three ways to solve a crime: You catch someone in the act, you have a witness, or you find evidence. Unfortunately, in Chloeโ€™s case, as in many, the first thing the defense did was poke holes, destroy the witnessโ€™s credibility. So that left no witness. And what was the evidence? An accelerant and a head injury to the wife. No one bothered to look into the fact that Deanna Miller had consulted a divorce lawyer, and she was going after half of everything Sal owned. The sheriff conveniently left out that she had also been seeking a restraining order against Sal. This was not a happy couple.

โ€œLuke, when you told me about the incidents with Sal looking in Chloeโ€™s bedroom window, taking photos, I have to tell you, I wouldnโ€™t have given him a pass just because he owned the house. No, there was a lot of evidence against Sal.โ€

โ€œYou think Sal burned down his own house? That he killed his wife?โ€ Owen said as if on the verge of laughing because of how ridiculous it sounded.

โ€œI think the kids got trapped, and he couldnโ€™t get them out. He had screwed up, so he died with his kids. I do think he killed his wife. It may sound crazy, but think about it. But, at the same time, what was Dirk really doing there, and what did he see? Smoke was spotted shortly after, then a fire. Was he there about buying out Sal, and his timing was just off? Maybe. Or maybe Sal was planning on pointing the finger at him too, and it backfired. I did find that the TX Group made several offers to buy out Sal Miller and the houses he owned on that block. Dirk was turned down six times.โ€

โ€œYou didnโ€™t hear this from me,โ€ Jack started, and Karen only turned her head, resting it against his chest. โ€œDirk Randall is currently being investigated by the securities commission for fraud. As for the sheriff, a video is going to be leaked this week documenting a bad shooting on the highway, a man who was trying to put down a bull. Sheriff Kolter is on video shooting the man in the backโ€ฆโ€

โ€œBessieโ€™s husband,โ€ Luke said.

Jack looked over to him. He wondered how heโ€™d found out, but then, this was Jack.

โ€œSo she gets her justice, does she?โ€ Luke said. โ€œBut not her property back.โ€

Jack said nothing else.

By the way Karen settled against her husband, she knew more. โ€œNope, that big goliath, the TX Group, gets its development,โ€ she said.

โ€œItโ€™s not my state, Karen,โ€ Jack said, having likely heard an earful from her already.

โ€œSo how is it that the securities commission is investigating Dirk Randall?โ€ Ryan asked.

Luke realized Jack had been making more than a few phone calls.

โ€œI suspect they had a tip to point them in the right direction. Heโ€™ll have to announce his resignation from the TX Group and will walk away disgraced but not impoverished.โ€

Raymond stood up and looked down at all of them. โ€œSo it seems you made some justice happen,โ€ he said. โ€œMarcus, let yourself off the hook. Youโ€™re a good sheriff. Jack, you pulled some strings so Dirk loses the TX Group, but youโ€™re right that the development canโ€™t stop. Sheriff Kolter will likely face some charges, but no one will really know what went on in that house before it burned down. There will always be more goliaths out there, but one thing I know well is having to hide, and Chloe wonโ€™t have to do that now. You make me damn proud every

day, every one of you, because each of you in your own way is making a little corner of this world better. Thatโ€™s what I see. Itโ€™s what I know.โ€

Luke didnโ€™t know what to say. Heโ€™d never considered that.

His dad was staring down at Karen, who was still resting against her husband. Jack had wrapped his arms around her and pressed a kiss to her head, and by the way Raymond smiled at the two of them, Luke realized there was something else.

โ€œYou know,โ€ his dad said, โ€œwe could all use a little more good news. You told your mom and me earlierโ€ฆโ€

Karen looked up at them all. โ€œJack and I are having a baby.โ€

Jack gave a proud papaโ€™s smile as he kissed Karenโ€™s cheek again, and Luke looked over to his feisty, fiery sister as everyone shouted their congratulations. He stood and strode over, then bent down and kissed her on the cheek before tapping Jack on the shoulder.

โ€œThatโ€™s great, you two,โ€ he said. โ€œYou know what? I think Iโ€™m going to grab Chloe and that sleeping pup and head out.โ€

As he strode across Marcusโ€™s backyard toward the house, hearing the laughter behind him, he realized his dad was right. In their own ways, they really were trying to make things right.

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Chapter 1

Billy Jo pulled the keys from her bag and shoved them in her mailbox, hearing the chatter around her and doing her best to ignore everyone. She couldnโ€™t help but look over her shoulder again before looking back to the empty mailbox, though.

When she closed it up and turned, she took in the dark-haired woman opening the box behind hers, wearing a deputyโ€™s uniform. She knew who it was, Carmen, a woman sheโ€™d had many reservations about but now understood so much better, as often happened when she took the time to understood what had happened to make a person the way she was and why she did what she did.

She should leave her alone, knowing that was all the woman really wanted, yet Billy Jo found herself waiting for Carmen to close her mailbox. When she turned, her unsmiling dark eyes unnerved her.

โ€œHi, Carmen. Thought that was you,โ€ she said, though she wasnโ€™t known for being chatty.

Carmen said nothing at first. โ€œCan I help you with something?โ€ she finally replied. Right to the point, something she appreciated, but she figured Carmen was just as likely to walk around her and out the door.

Billy Jo nodded to the postal worker behind the counter, who was looking their way, then turned back to Carmen. โ€œI just wanted to ask you about Brice Martin. Heard he was released the other day. I expected some news about his little girl, Gabriele. I know social services in Astoria had her, but I wonder if Brice is coming back here orโ€ฆโ€

She could have asked Mark, but Mark was being Mark again, and she hadnโ€™t seen or heard from him since their coffee at the hotel. She couldnโ€™t shake a feeling that had scared the shit out of her, the feeling that they had suddenly and unexpectedly crossed the line from friendship, shifting into something different. It was nothing she could put her finger on.

โ€œI have no idea,โ€ Carmen said, giving her nothing. She shook her head and started walking to the door, away from her.

Billy Jo took in the postal clerk, who was watching them and likely picking up on what wasnโ€™t being said. She made herself take a step, seeing Carmen already outside, walking away. She was fast, and Billy Jo had to hurry before she crossed the street.

โ€œCarmen, wait!โ€ she called out. She could see the woman wasnโ€™t interested in having personal time with anyone, but she only shook her head when Billy Jo fell in beside her as she started across the street.

โ€œWhat is it? What do you want?โ€

โ€œLook, Carmen, Iโ€™m not being nosy. Iโ€™m justโ€ฆโ€

โ€œYes, you are, so what do you want?โ€

Just then, Mark drove past them in his Jeep and pulled in front of the station. So much for discretion!

โ€œMark told you, didnโ€™t he?โ€ Carmen said, her anger spewing.

It took Billy Jo a second to understand what she was saying.

โ€œMark? No, he told me nothing, and I wasnโ€™t eavesdroppingโ€”but I couldnโ€™t help but overhear. I presume weโ€™re talking about your kid, whoโ€™s now living with your sister? Mark doesnโ€™t talk about anyone, you know. Of all his faults, thatโ€™s not one. Besides, you forget what I do. Seriously, Carmen, if there was a way I could help you extract your pound of flesh for what

happened, what was taken from you, I would. The system screwed up, and you got screwed. If you want help with anything on that front, just ask.โ€

Carmen dragged her gaze over Billy Jo before making a rude noise under her breath and looking away. โ€œI donโ€™t need or want your help.โ€

Point taken!

โ€œFine, I get it,โ€ Billy Jo said. โ€œWhat are you doing for dinner tonight?โ€

In response, Carmen froze just as they had crossed the road. She turned and looked down on Billy Jo, who figured Carmen was inches taller than her. Talk about keeping her cards close to her chest. Billy Jo had thought she held the corner on that.

Mark had climbed out of his Jeep and dragged his sunglasses off, not pulling his gaze from them.

โ€œYou want to have dinner with me?โ€ Carmen said. Why did it sound like an accusation?

โ€œUnless you have plans or are busy?โ€

This was generally where someone filled the silence by saying yes, she did have plans. But Billy Jo wouldโ€™ve been surprised if Carmen did, considering she was more of a loner than anyone sheโ€™d ever met.

โ€œWhatโ€™s going on here?โ€ Mark said, striding over.

Carmen hesitated and then looked up as if trying to think of a way to tell her no. More than likely, sheโ€™d just walk away.

โ€œCarmen and I were just making plans for dinner tonight,โ€ Billy Jo said. โ€œIโ€™ll put a casserole in the oven. Why donโ€™t you come over after your shift, say, six?โ€

Mark dragged his gaze from her to Carmen and back. His expression was priceless.

โ€œFine,โ€ was all Carmen said before walking away.

Mark actually turned and watched her head inside the sheriffโ€™s office before looking back to her. โ€œDidnโ€™t know you two were friends,โ€ he said. He was kidding, right?

โ€œWeโ€™re not, but I figured since Iโ€™m staying on the island for now, Iโ€™d like to know more about some people here.โ€

Mark squinted one eye. The sun had peeked from behind a cloud. He was evidently thinking too much, and there was that distance between them again. One step forward, five back. โ€œListen, I know Iโ€™ve been kind of scarce latelyโ€ฆโ€

She waited for him to say something about the fact that she hadnโ€™t called him and he hadnโ€™t called her, because the way he smiled at her, the way he looked at her, was not the way a friend did.

โ€œWeโ€™re not dating, Mark,โ€ she said. โ€œYou donโ€™t need to explain something that isnโ€™t my business.โ€ There she went, closing the door completelyโ€”and there was that smile, the humor at her expense.

โ€œSo why Carmen?โ€ Maybe it was the way he said it that had her wondering whether he thought this was something else.

โ€œIs there something you want to ask me, Mark?โ€

He stilled and pulled his gaze, gave his head a shake, and went to step back. โ€œNope, not asking anything, not my business. You have a great day, Billy Jo.โ€

She didnโ€™t know why, but this felt so much like the door being slammed shut, as if sheโ€™d been the one to close it. He took another step back to walk away.

โ€œBefore you go, you hear anything about Brice Martin?โ€ she said. โ€œIs he planning on coming back to the island? I know child services in Astoria have Gabriele. Has he said anything about taking her, getting custody of her?โ€

Mark turned back to her.

โ€œI was just asking Carmen, but Carmen being Carmen, she isnโ€™t too interested,โ€ she continued. โ€œWhen I reached out to child services in Astoria, they said sheโ€™s been placed with a family, and no one has any information on the father.โ€

They had also told her that it wasnโ€™t in her jurisdiction to ask.

Mark leveled his gaze on her, and it softened even though she could still feel the wall being resurrected between them. He shook his head. โ€œNo idea. Not sure heโ€™d want to come back here, considering, and as far as the little girl, sheโ€™s not even his.โ€

โ€œOn paper she is, on the birth certificate. Mark, really? If you raise a little girl, even after being separated this long, you canโ€™t turn your feelings off, or I hope you wouldnโ€™t.โ€

There was something about Mark. When he looked at her with those blue unsmiling eyes, the way he was right now, she didnโ€™t know what was coming. He was not an easy man to read. โ€œSo is this more about you, then?โ€

She fisted her hands and pulled at her cardigan, wondering how Mark could make her feel so on edge at times. โ€œIf it is? I just want a happy ending for that little girl, because out of this fucked-up mess, everyone seems to forget about her. She was just a baby, a toddler, when her dad was taken from her. Then she was living with her grandmother, suddenly no longer called Gabriele but a new name, Shauna.

โ€œNow the only woman sheโ€™s ever known, the one sheโ€™s bonded with, is gone, taken from her, because she was part of that sick mess of faking her death so Brice Martin would be out of the picture. Gabriele is innocent, so yes, maybe I want to know that sheโ€™ll have someone and not become another statistic. Because as hard as I fight for them, this system isnโ€™t known for turning out well-adjusted kids. All too often, they become a meal ticket for some adult. So yes, Mark, this is about me and the fact that Iโ€™d like to know at least one kid has some chance at normalcy.โ€

Billy Jo could feel her insides shaking, the passion oozing. She was still thinking, too, of Jay Turner, the little boy she hadnโ€™t been able to find anyone for here on this island. No one would give a damn and just do the right thing for him.

โ€œYou ever find someone to take that little boy with the medical condition?โ€ Mark said. How was it that he seemed to know what she was thinking?

She just shrugged and shook her head. โ€œSometimes I really hate this job.โ€

He reached over and touched her shoulder. It was kind, the Mark she was familiar with. He sighed and looked over her head. โ€œWhy donโ€™t I do some digging and find out what plans Brice has? Letโ€™s say Iโ€™ll show up for that casserole youโ€™re planning for Carmen, so make extra.โ€

It was something she hadnโ€™t expected. Then he was walking away, and he glanced back to her just once before opening the door to the sheriffโ€™s office and walking in.

Damn, there it was again, that awkwardness, that look she didnโ€™t think she could handle when all she wanted was for the line of friendship to stay firmly entrenched, where it was. Because anything more than that with a man like Mark would be a sure-fire way to a broken heart.

Chapter 2

โ€œShe knows something,โ€ Carmen said.

Mark hesitated only a second as he poured coffee into his favorite green mug. Carmen stood right there, dumping sugar and milk into hers, and by the way she said it, she was rattled.

No, she was furious.

โ€œWho are we talking about?โ€ Mark slid the coffeepot back on the burner.

Carmen reached for it and poured, slopping a bit over the side onto the counter. Then she slammed it back on the burner with a clatter, not her usual reserved, calm self. โ€œThat nosy friend of yours, Billy Jo.โ€

Huh!

โ€œMaybe you should elaborate, because it seems I missed the first part of this conversation. What are we talking about? She knows something about what? Did she say something to you? I was kind of wondering what that was about out there between you two.โ€

Her eyes widened, and she stilled, looking at him. He realized heโ€™d missed more than a little. Heโ€™d thought it was odd to see Billy Jo and Carmen together as he drove up. Evidently, something was going on behind the scenes.

โ€œI shared some pretty personal stuff with you, which wasnโ€™t an invitation for you to open your mouth,โ€ Carmen said. When he pulled his mug away to reply, she lifted her hand, giving him the flat of it like a punch to the face. โ€œAnd donโ€™t even start about how you shared nothing with no one.โ€ Her voice was low, but the bite was there.

She glanced once over her shoulder to Gail, who was going through files, reading something, but then lifted her gaze to them. Evidently, she had her eye on them and was likely wondering what they were talking about.

โ€œIโ€™m very well aware that she was listening when I spilled my guts at your house. You think I like having someone dig around in my past, my business?โ€

There was the hurt. This was something he hadnโ€™t expected from Billy Jo.

โ€œIโ€™ll talk to her,โ€ he said. โ€œI didnโ€™t expect her to say anything. Thatโ€™s not like her. So why did she bring it up? Weโ€™re talking about your kid, right?โ€

She pulled in a breath, and he was positive he saw her hand shake. โ€œYeah, and for the record, I donโ€™t need her help.โ€

Apparently, Billy Jo had treaded into Carmenโ€™s no-go territory. Maybe he would have a talk with her.

โ€œSo she offered to help you withโ€ฆโ€ He let it hang, lifting his mug, keeping his back to Gail as he took a swallow.

โ€œAnything to do with my kid, but I donโ€™t want any more spotlights shining there. And now Iโ€™m supposed to show up at her place for dinner?โ€ She made a rude noise.

He could see that Carmen lived in the shadows, hiding from everyone. He wondered whether her unease was more about the fact that Billy Jo was dragging her from that place where she hid from everyone.

โ€œIf you donโ€™t want to go for dinner, donโ€™t go. But if Billy Jo offered to help in some way, you have nothing to lose, Carmen. She has the resources, and she wouldnโ€™t go in and do something to hurt you. She has a way about her, and she understands more than youโ€™d think. She has her own experiences of living through the worst kinds of things, things no one should have to. So she knows. You should talk to her. She may surprise you with what an ally she can be.โ€

Carmen had a way of not smiling when she was looking at him. He could see the hurt that was buried so deep, which kept everyone away from her. โ€œYouโ€™re trying to sell me on her, seriously? Donโ€™t. Sheโ€™s your friend, but whateverโ€™s going on between you two, I donโ€™t want her sticking her nose in my personal life.โ€

He wasnโ€™t sure what to make of her comment. Carmen was anything but chatty, and it seemed Billy Jo had managed to scrape open a very raw wound, one she wasnโ€™t ready to reveal to anyone.

โ€œIโ€™m not sure what youโ€™re referring to,โ€ Mark said. โ€œBilly Jo and I are only friends. Iโ€™m not her keeper, Carmen, so you may want to tell her all that yourself.โ€

As Carmen stirred her coffee, she gave a shake of her head, and after taking another second to dump her spoon into the sink, she looked up at him. โ€œThat is bullshit. You want to keep telling yourself that you two are just friends, fine, but we all see it even though you both try to pretend there isnโ€™t something there. Iโ€™m sure you could find another coffee girl to mess around with until you burn that bridge, as well, all the while trying to deny thereโ€™s something between you and Billy Jo.โ€

He shouldโ€™ve said something to clear the air, like that she wasnโ€™t his type, that it wasnโ€™t that way between them. Except when the rug had been yanked out from under him, and when he found himself with his back against the wall, it had always been Billy Jo who was there.

โ€œYouโ€™re mistaking a partner in crime and good friend for something more. She has her stuff sheโ€™s dealing with, and I have mine. By the way, about dinner at Billy Joโ€™s tonight, donโ€™t look so worried. I already invited myself, too. Besides, she wants to know about what happened to that little girl, to make sure her life isnโ€™t suddenly going to be worse because doing the right thing meant taking Gabriele from her grandmother, the only home sheโ€™s known, and sticking her somewhere with a bunch of strangers. I told her I would check into it, see what I can find out, check whether Brice plans to take her or leave her in the system.โ€

Mark found himself looking over his shoulder to Gail, who was writing something in a file.

โ€œYou two done gossiping over there?โ€ Gail called over. Evidently, she didnโ€™t miss anything.

โ€œNope. Just need to cover the weather, the latest dirt on the islandโ€ฆโ€

The chiefโ€™s wife didnโ€™t seem impressed as she looked up. โ€œWell, Tolly is on his way in, so Iโ€™ll be leaving soon. Mark, you still need to make sure your reports are finished and turned in. Carmen, you need to get out there and do rounds.โ€

There were the orders. Carmen took a swallow of her coffee and walked back to her desk, reached for her coat, and shrugged it on. She was quiet, only nodding to Gail as she reached for her keys. So she was just going to walk out.

โ€œSee you for dinner tonight, Carmen,โ€ he called out.

She paused at the door, and he didnโ€™t miss the way Gail looked over to him. Good. So apparently she hadnโ€™t heard, by the way she dragged her gaze back and forth between them. Carmen only shook her head as she stepped out and closed the door behind her.

โ€œDidnโ€™t know you and Carmen hung out together,โ€ Gail said. โ€œThought that was just something you and Billy Jo did.โ€

Heโ€™d just taken a swallow of his coffee, and he choked and coughed. His fisted his hand and pounded his chest, taking in the mischief that appeared in Gailโ€™s expression as she held her mug of coffee between two hands.

โ€œOh, boy, you really have it bad,โ€ she said.

โ€œWhat the hell are you talking about?โ€

She smiled, and for a moment he didnโ€™t think sheโ€™d answer. โ€œYou and Billy Joโ€ฆโ€

He just shook his head. โ€œThere is no me and Billy Jo. Why does everyone keep insisting thereโ€™s something between us when there isnโ€™t? Weโ€™re friends, thatโ€™s all. Actually, weโ€™re more like work buddies. I help her out with a problem and vice versa. We occasionally have coffee. Weโ€™re friends, thatโ€™s it, nothing more.โ€ He actually gestured, cutting his hand through the air.

โ€œUh-huh. You know, Mark, you may keep telling yourself that, but that doesnโ€™t mean itโ€™s true. I saw it the first time I met the girl, and I see it every time I see you two together. You know how some couples work and some donโ€™t.โ€

He couldnโ€™t believe she was still talking about it. He just jabbed his finger at her, at a loss for words.

She put her mug down and lifted her hands. โ€œJust saying, Mark, it wouldnโ€™t be a terrible thing.โ€

Then the station door opened, and the chief walked in, and Gail started packing up. Great, a change of guards. The conversation about Billy Jo was over. Yet Mark was still stuck on the fact that it seemed everyone was talking about him and Billy Jo when there was nothing between them.

Chapter 3

She didnโ€™t think Carmen wore anything other than a deputy uniform, but there she was in a pair of blue jeans and a baby blue sweater. Her hair was tied back as it always was, though. She was slender, not curvy.

โ€œYou sure I canโ€™t get you a drink?โ€ Billy Jo said. โ€œWine or beer? I picked some up because thatโ€™s what Mark likes.โ€

Carmen just waved her hand in response and pulled out a stool to sit at the island. โ€œI donโ€™t drink,โ€ she said. โ€œWater works for me.โ€

Billy Jo filled a glass and slid it across the island in front of her, then lifted her own glass of red and took a swallow. โ€œSo I made a shepherdโ€™s pie because itโ€™s fast and easy. Hope thatโ€™s okay, because Iโ€™m not making anything else.โ€

Carmen only shrugged.

Billy Jo could see how uncomfortable she was, well aware that Mark still wasnโ€™t there. โ€œSo I presume Mark is on his way?โ€ she said.

Carmen was staring at her with those dark eyes of hers, and she could see the minute the woman had taken her question the wrong way. โ€œI would think so. He said he was coming over. He also told me to give you the benefit of the doubt, said youโ€™d likely have some understanding of my situation, as if youโ€™ve lived through worse. He didnโ€™t elaborate, but I have to wonder what he meant. You know, you two dance around each other, pretending youโ€™re not involved, but you behave more like a couple than any Iโ€™ve ever seen. You know too much about each other. It was like he was trying to smooth over the fact that you stepped into my personal business, which no one ever does.โ€

She paused before taking a swallow of her wine and resting the glass on the counter. So Mark had defended her. The thought shouldโ€™ve made her happy. โ€œYouโ€™re still angry about what I said. I guess I could have never brought it up. That would probably have been the best option, right? We could both pretend we donโ€™t know anything and continue ignoring each other. You said Mark told you I understand your situation because Iโ€™ve lived through worse. Did he really say that? He didnโ€™t share anything?โ€

Carmen lifted her brow. She was messing with her. โ€œNo, apparently, he doesnโ€™t share our personal stories. Whatever he knows about you, he didnโ€™t tell me. Am I curious? Of course, but itโ€™s your business, not mine.โ€ She pulled her arms over her chest as she sat straighter on the stool, the awkward guest.

โ€œHeโ€™s right, though,โ€ Billy Jo said. โ€œI know well how fucked up the system is. You said your sister has your kid. So you havenโ€™t seen him, then?โ€

Carmen only shook her head. โ€œNo. Heโ€™s no longer mine.โ€

She wondered what that meant. โ€œYouโ€™ve given up your rights to him?โ€

โ€œSo you didnโ€™t go poking around in my file?โ€ Carmen said. โ€œIโ€™m sure itโ€™s there, everything. It happened on this very island.โ€

She heard a vehicle, Markโ€™s Jeep. She shouldโ€™ve been relieved, but instead she felt nervous in a way she couldnโ€™t remember ever feeling before. She wondered if that was why Carmen was watching her so intently.

โ€œAs you said, itโ€™s your business, not mine,โ€ Billy Jo said. โ€œI told you before that I know only what I heard you say to Mark. I could have looked, and I suppose anyone else would have, but I had already heard enough. I imagine it wouldโ€™ve been a hundred times worse, living it. I have my

own past that isnโ€™t anyoneโ€™s business, so Iโ€™m not about to start sticking my nose in yours. I only offered. You donโ€™t have to take me up on it. I invited you over to dinner because you remind me too much of myself. Being alone isnโ€™t always easy.โ€

She heard the Jeep door close and knew it would be only seconds before Mark was in her place, and maybe that was why she could feel her heartbeat kicking up.

โ€œMy sister and I were taken from our mother when we were kids, pulled from the reservation,โ€ Carmen said. โ€œMy mother was taken from her parents, too, and she was never able to be a parent after living in the place they sent herโ€”the place she was taken to have the Indian removed from her. What happened to herโ€ฆsome just never recover from it. She didnโ€™t. You know what I remember of her? Nothing. Drunkenness, empty bottles, and starving.

โ€œI didnโ€™t even know I had a sister until I was trying to get my Native rights, and then I found her. She was adopted to a nice white family, as she said. I wasnโ€™t as lucky. So when everything came down on me the way it did, I knew I wasnโ€™t going to get a fair shake.

โ€œI couldnโ€™t afford to pay for the kind of lawyer whoโ€™d have been able to make a difference and straighten out the perceptions of the people I was dealing with. My sister took my son, and it was conditional. I had to sign over my rights to him and stay away. She and her husband adopted him, and I promised never to call again. So no, you canโ€™t help me. No one can.โ€

She heard the stairs creak, then a knock on the door. โ€œCome in,โ€ she called out without pulling her gaze from Carmen, knowing Mark wouldnโ€™t have known any of what sheโ€™d just said.

The door opened, and he stepped inside.

โ€œI picked up wine,โ€ he said. โ€œDinner smells good.โ€ He was dressed the way he always was, in that ratty jean jacket. She could hear his cowboy boots on the floor as he strode in.

โ€œThanks for the wine,โ€ she said, then gestured toward the fridge. โ€œI picked you up some beer. Itโ€™s in there.โ€

He rested a really nice bottle of red, which happened to be one of her favorites, on the island before pulling open the fridge behind her and reaching for a beer. Carmenโ€™s brows lifted.

โ€œSo I made some calls for you about that little girl,โ€ he said, โ€œand I spoke with Brice. Heโ€™s out now.โ€

Billy Jo turned as he leaned on the island not far from her and popped the top of his beer can. โ€œOh. Andโ€ฆ?โ€

Carmen dragged her gaze between the two of them, and she didnโ€™t want to analyze that too closely.

โ€œHeโ€™s moving back hereโ€”to his house, as he put it, the one Nia stole from him. With the charges against her, Dylan, and Harry and Beth, it seems everything will eventually work through the courts. Heโ€™ll likely receive a settlement from the state for being wrongly convicted. Heโ€™s angry, has every right to be, and said heโ€™s planning on taking Gabriele. He has some hoops to jump through still with the state. I guess once they have a kid in the system, itโ€™s never a matter of just turning her back over. But thatโ€™s your department.โ€

She realized he had done everything sheโ€™d asked and then some. โ€œThanks for digging,โ€ she said.

He only lifted his beer and took a swallow.

Carmen was looking at him before dragging her gaze over to her, a pointed look that only added to her unease. โ€œYou know what?โ€ she said. โ€œIโ€™m going to leave you two to have dinner. I have things to do.โ€ Then she slid off the stool and took them in, and Billy Jo was positive an odd smile touched her lips.

โ€œYouโ€™re bailing?โ€ Mark called out as Carmen started walking to the door, simply lifting her hand.

Billy Jo started after her in her slippers. She hadnโ€™t worn these blue jeans in a long time, and even the comfortable red shirt she wore was a little on the dressier side than normal. โ€œYou know, dinner is almost ready,โ€ she said, โ€œand I invited you for dinner.โ€

Carmen pulled on her light fleece jacket. Mark was still in the kitchen, and Carmen looked past her to him and shook her head. โ€œBeing a third wheel isnโ€™t my thing,โ€ she said. โ€œThis thing between you two, the thing you both keep denying, you can tell yourself itโ€™s nothing, but we all see it. So enjoy your dinner together, and since weโ€™re not sticking our noses into each otherโ€™s business, you should know that Mark may want everyone to believe heโ€™s not such a great guy, but thatโ€™s why he is one. Then thereโ€™s the way he looks at you.โ€ Her gaze was imploring for a moment.

Billy Jo had to remind herself to breathe.

Carmen opened the door and glanced past her. โ€œGoodnight, Mark,โ€ she called out, then walked out the door.

Billy Jo closed it and turned to see Mark pulling open her oven and lifting out the casserole dish, making himself at home. She strode back over to the island, where he was resting the dish on potholders.

โ€œSo what was that really about, her leaving?โ€ he said. He was perceptive, too.

โ€œOh, I think Carmen needs smaller steps. Maybe next time sheโ€™ll make it through dinner. So are you going to dish up, too?โ€

He let his gaze linger, and she took in the wine he had brought over. He pulled open the cupboard and reached for two plates. โ€œWell, tell me about your day,โ€ he said as he reached for a large serving spoon. When she laughed softly, he glanced back to her and said, โ€œYou should do that more often.โ€ He gestured with the spoon toward her.

โ€œWell, look at us, sitting here, about to have some simple comfort food and converse like normal people.โ€

โ€œAh, but thatโ€™s the thing, Billy Jo. Weโ€™re anything but normal.โ€ He slid her plate on the island and dished up another for himself, and she took in his back.

She didnโ€™t want to like this man, but she could feel her heartbeat kicking up as he backed over, holding his plate and two forks. She reached for one and took in the way he was looking at her, feeling that fear but doing it anyway.

โ€œMark, just promise me one thing.โ€

He rested his plate across from her on the island and went to dig in as he looked over to her. โ€œSure, what is it?โ€

She jabbed her fork into the casserole and considered it for only a second. Then she nodded. โ€œThat no matter what, weโ€™ll always be friends first.โ€

He said nothing for a second, then nodded as well. โ€œYeah, I can do that.โ€


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Alison Sweetgrass-Oโ€™Connell believes sheโ€™s forever a misfit and will never fit in until she meets who she believes is the perfect guy. But when a suspicious turn of events has her fearing sheโ€™s being stalked by someone who knows one of her secrets, something no one should know, Alison soon realizes everyone’s seemingly perfect lives have a dark side.

“A riveting, complex read with a surprising turn I didn’t see coming and a silverlining for two kindred spirits make this book hard to put down. Loved it!” โ˜…โ˜…โ˜…โ˜…โ˜… Honest_bookworm, Amazon Reviewer


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It’s the Monday Blog plus THE STALKER is here!

You would think that what is private to you, your thoughts, your feelings, would be yours alone, not to be shared with anyone. So what happens when, suddenly, that privacy is invaded?

Is there any greater violation of your privacy than someone reading the very personal feelings and thoughts youโ€™ve written in a journal? Just think about it: If something you wrote while angry, upset, or disillusioned were read by someone else, a stranger or even someone you knew, could you imagine how that person would see you? Knowing others have an unflattering view of you would have you wanting to retreat even further into yourself.

Everyone goes through rough times in life. A trauma, a loss, an emotional breakup, or anything messy may leave you emotionally gutted for a time. Maybe you hit rock bottom or feel as if the world is out to get you. When the rug is yanked out from under you, you might journal just to get through it. No one has to explain how he or she feels or justify that. How many of you have a journal or keep a diary in which you write down your very personal and private thoughts and feelings? Following that age-old advice not to bottle things up, you might write your thoughts down in a journal, that very private book that no one has a right to read. No one should ever betray that by reading it.

So what would happen if someone read those very private, embarrassing, sacred thoughts? Your privacy would be invaded, and, worse, your thoughts might be shared publicly. That has to be the worst violation, yet it happens. In my new release, The Stalker, this happens to Alison Sweetgrass-Oโ€™Connell, a young woman who has carried a dark cloud of doom, believing every bad thing that can happen does happen to her.

One of Alisonโ€™s ways of coping has always been to put pen to paper and journal her personal and private dark thoughts, even making a list of names, a hate list, of people who have hurt her. When she suspects someone has been in her apartment and read her journal, itโ€™s a horrific experience for her, because she worries that the revelation of her thoughts might not only destroy the trust sheโ€™s built with her family but also have people seeing her differently. This is exactly what happens, and Alison believes this will be the final straw for her family, that they will turn their backs on her.

If we only knew the dark thoughts that linger in most peopleโ€™s heads. Everyone has dark thoughts sometimes, and Iโ€™m not sure anyone would ever want his or her deepest, darkest thoughts shared with anyone, and certainly not put out there for public scrutiny.

Ask yourself this: If you were grieving a loss and angry at a person for what you perceived he or she had done to you, and you put those angry thoughts to paper with no consideration of their consequences, how would those thoughts be viewed by a stranger or someone you know?

Thatโ€™s why journals are privateโ€”and we donโ€™t read anyoneโ€™s private journal.


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Dark secrets are resurrected in this new Oโ€™Connell novel.

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Alison Sweetgrass-Oโ€™Connell believes sheโ€™s forever a misfit and will never fit in until she meets who she believes is the perfect guy. But when a suspicious turn of events has her fearing sheโ€™s being stalked and worse knows one of her secrets, something no one should know.

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Here’s your final peek at my upcoming release!ย ย THE STALKER will be released next week, but here’s an exclusive look at Chapter 5!

Dark secrets are resurrected in this new Oโ€™Connell novel.

Alison Sweetgrass-Oโ€™Connell believes sheโ€™s forever a misfit and will never fit in.

After struggling to recover from a teenage crush that dealt her a crippling blow, Alison watches from the sidelines in the small town of Livingston, Montana, which hasnโ€™t been friendly to her. Silently, she believes everyoneโ€™s seemingly perfect lives have a dark side. And soon her beliefs prove true.

Alison meets young, attractive med student Bennett Warren, new to Livingston. Suddenly, Bennett is showing up everywhere she isโ€”and then, in her good fortune, he turns out to have rented the apartment right next door.

At first, sheโ€™s convinced itโ€™s fate, and maybe there is hope for her, but a suspicious turn of events has her fearing sheโ€™s being stalked by someone who knows one of her secrets, something no one should know.

She tries telling herself sheโ€™s imagining things, but she soon realizes someone has been inside her apartment, going through her very personal belongings. She finds herself looking over her shoulder, not knowing who she can trust. When she confides in Bennett, sheโ€™s convinced he thinks sheโ€™s crazy, too.

Then Alison comes across evidence that has her questioning not only her sanity but also the real reason Bennett showed up in Livingstonโ€”and even more disturbing is the possibility that him moving right next door to her wasnโ€™t entirely coincidental.

Chapter 5

It was cold, and it was already close to dark as she approached her building, seeing the stairwell outside and her living room window, which faced the courtyard. The lamp in the living room was on, since there was just something about walking into a darkened house that had always bothered her, though sheโ€™d been unwilling to admit to herself that she was scared.

โ€œAlison, is that you?โ€

She turned and took in the white Volvo, then realized it was Bennett stepping out. He closed the door and locked it, wearing a dark bomber jacket, and he ran his hand over his short dark hair as he walked over to her.

โ€œHi, what are you doing here?โ€ she said.

โ€œI live here,โ€ he replied, gesturing at the building.

In that moment, it seemed the stars had suddenly aligned. As he strode up beside her, she admired the way he walked, the way he carried himself, and the way he smiled down at her again.

โ€œHere at the Carlyle?โ€ she said. Boy, she sounded like an idiot, and for a second she wished she could take it back. Maybe that was why his expression suddenly seemed filled with amusement. She thought he wanted to laugh.

โ€œYes, here at the Carlyle. Are you visiting someone?โ€

She shoved her hands in her pockets and then pulled them out. โ€œNo, I just moved in yesterday. So weโ€™re neighbors, then?โ€ she said, feeling the smile pulling at her lips.

His gazeโ€ฆ She couldnโ€™t remember the last time a man had given her everything the way he wasโ€”not since Brady. Yet here she was, feeling as if everything was almost perfect.

โ€œIt appears so,โ€ he said, then added teasingly. โ€œI guess if I run out of sugar, I can knock on your door.โ€

She turned with him and took a step, walking side by side. She wondered where he lived. โ€œAnytime. Iโ€™m up on the third floor.โ€ She gestured up. โ€œThatโ€™s my apartment there, with the light on.โ€

He had his hands in his pockets, and the way he looked over to her, that smile, seemed so genuine and warm. โ€œWell, this really is a small world. Seems fate is aligning for us. Looks like I actually am your neighbor. Was wondering who had moved in there. Guess youโ€™ll be really close when I need to borrow that cup of sugar.โ€

He gestured for her to go first up the stairs, and she started up, feeling him walking behind her. Maybe this was the time to ask if there was a missus or someone he was unofficially involved with, but she didnโ€™t want to. With how suddenly quiet he was, he seemed distracted, and she couldnโ€™t think of what else to say, considering small talk had never been her thing.

โ€œGoodnight, Bennett,โ€ she finally said as she pulled her keys from her pocket and stopped at her door.

He hesitated a second as he started to the neighboring door, then stepped back to her, pulling in a breath. She could see an edge tonight that she hadnโ€™t seen in him before. He glanced to her door and then lowered his gaze to her.

โ€œYou know, I had an absolutely shitty day today, and all I wanted to do when I left the hospital was go home and forget, or try to. I was going to order a pizza and grab a beer, but now Iโ€™m thinking that staring at four walls alone after the day Iโ€™ve had is exactly what I donโ€™t want. You want to grab a bite to eat, or maybe we could order something in? Unless you have plans.โ€

He let it linger, and it took her brain a moment to realize he was kind of asking her out, Bennett Warren, this good-looking guy sheโ€™d just met, who wasnโ€™t looking at her as if she were some misfit.

โ€œNo plans for me,โ€ she said. โ€œYeah, we could order something, or I could put some pasta on. Was planning on spaghetti tonight. You could come in, and Iโ€™ll cookโ€ฆโ€ She slid her key in her lock as he nodded and gestured to his door.

โ€œBetter your place than mine,โ€ he said. โ€œI havenโ€™t picked up in a while, so mine is actually quite the disgusting mess. Spaghetti sounds perfect.โ€

She unlocked her door and stepped inside, seeing the orange sofa and coffee table, the small flatscreen TV, and the table in the dining area. Everything had come from someone in her family, a hand-me-down, and in that second, as she saw it all, she really did feel wanted.

Bennett stepped in behind her and closed the door as she shrugged out of her coat and pulled open the closet door. She reached for an empty hanger, feeling her heartbeat kick up as he took his coat off too. She handed him a hanger and took in the way he glanced around at her apartment.

โ€œWow, this is nice. You just moved in? Looks like you have nothing left to unpack.โ€

She walked into her kitchen, to the small island. She needed a second to settle her thoughts and pull it together. What was it about this guy? She realized Bennett really was interested in her. The attraction simmered, and she didnโ€™t think it was one sided.

โ€œWell, my family helpedโ€”my parents, my aunts and uncles. They made it relatively easy. It felt like everyone was here, unpacking and putting everything away, even though I wouldnโ€™t have minded doing it myself. I have to pinch myself to remember this is mine, all mine. Itโ€™s kind of nice coming home to find everything done. I canโ€™t believe you live right next door. This is, like, so cool.โ€

He went right to a photo of her family, her mom and dad on the day they were married. It had been a happy day, for a moment, until the rug had been yanked out right from under her. She wasnโ€™t sure what to make of the way he was looking at it, as he said nothing.

โ€œMy mom and dad got married last yearโ€”well, a little over a year ago. Thatโ€™s us in the photo.โ€

She pulled a pot out from beside the stove, a white older stove with coil burners, and filled it with water to boil, then opened the well-stocked cupboard, courtesy of her mom and Charlotte. All her favorites were there. She really did need to thank them, and she needed to tell her mom she was sorry for being such a bitch at times.

She reached for the jar of spaghetti sauce and pulled it out, then remembered the ground beef in the fridge.

โ€œSo your mom and dad were never married?โ€ he said.

She had her back to Bennett as she pulled out a frypan, then opened the fridge and pulled out the beef. She turned to him. โ€œNo. Itโ€™s kind of a long story, actually. I grew up thinking another man was my father, but then I found out from him, during one of his drunken asshole moments, that he wasnโ€™t. Anyway, we moved here, right next door to Ryan Oโ€™Connell, who turned out to be my biological father. Now my mom and Ryan are married and together, and I have an instant family I never had beforeโ€”uncles, aunts, a grandmotherโ€ฆโ€

And a grandfather, but she couldnโ€™t talk about that, and she wondered if sheโ€™d ever really know Raymond Oโ€™Connell.

โ€œYou want ground beef in your sauce,โ€ she said, โ€œor do you prefer meatless?โ€

He put the photo back on the table beside the sofa, exactly where her mom had set it up. โ€œYes to the ground beef. So what about your other father, the man who raised you? Do you still see him?โ€

She had her back to Bennett again as she dumped the meat in the frypan, and she hesitated a second as she thought of Wren Sweetgrass, a man who had doted on her. As she thought back now to him and the cruel, cutting remarks heโ€™d made to her mom, she wondered if that was why she struggled, always self-sabotaging her happiness.

Then Bennett was right beside her as she reached for a wooden spoon from the utensil drawer. He took it from her and started breaking up the ground beef as if making himself at home. โ€œI hope I didnโ€™t ask something I shouldnโ€™t have,โ€ he said. โ€œJust by your face, I see I hit a nerve.โ€

She pulled in a breath. โ€œSorry, it was just a rough time. He died. Actually, he was killed. That was why we moved here. I havenโ€™t really thought about that in a while. My life went from dark and twisty, even though I didnโ€™t realize it at the time, to something brighter, with an instant family. My father now is the opposite of Wrenโ€ฆโ€

He glanced over his shoulder to her, and she wasnโ€™t sure what to make of the expression.

She felt awkward as she shrugged. โ€œThat was his name, Wren Sweetgrass. He was a complicated man. Ryan, my real dad, would never do the kinds of things Wren did. I donโ€™t even know how to explain it, but it was almost normal for me, the way I grew up, so it makes real normality a struggle to handle. So how about you? Tell me about your family.โ€

He worked the ground beef, breaking it up into small pieces. For a moment, she wasnโ€™t sure heโ€™d answer, and she could feel the silence slipping into awkwardness. Then he tapped the wooden spoon on the side of the frypan, pulled in a breath, and turned to face her.

โ€œI guess family is complicated. I wonder if normal really exists. Not in my world, it sure didnโ€™t. My mother is dead, but it was just her and me when I was growing up. I became a doctor because of her. My fatherโ€ฆI had met him only a few times. After my mother died, I went looking for him.โ€

He said nothing else, but there was just something about the way he was talking. The smiling, happy, warm, and charismatic Bennett had been replaced with this guy who seemed deep in thought, and she didnโ€™t sense anything happy.

โ€œDid you find him?โ€ she said.

He turned back to the stove as if thinking, then dragged his gaze back to her. No smile, nothing. He made a face and shook his head, forcing a tight smile to his lips, one that didnโ€™t meet his eyes. โ€œNo. That opportunity was taken from me.โ€

She wasnโ€™t sure what he was saying. โ€œTaken from youโ€ฆin what way?โ€

He shrugged, reaching for the sauce. He opened it and smelled it before pouring it over the ground beef. โ€œHeโ€™d been murdered. Guess you and I have that in common, too.โ€

He put the jar down and stirred the sauce, and she just stared at his back. He had said it so matter of factly.

The pot started rattling as the water boiled, and Bennett lifted the lid. Alison pulled open the cupboard and reached for the package of spaghetti, taking in this man. There was something about him that seemed comfortable and familiarโ€”but something complicated, too.

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Sneak Peek

THE STALKER will be released next week, but you can read Chapter 4 now!

Dark secrets are resurrected in this new Oโ€™Connell novel.

Alison Sweetgrass-Oโ€™Connell believes sheโ€™s forever a misfit and will never fit in.

After struggling to recover from a teenage crush that dealt her a crippling blow, Alison watches from the sidelines in the small town of Livingston, Montana, which hasnโ€™t been friendly to her. Silently, she believes everyoneโ€™s seemingly perfect lives have a dark side. And soon her beliefs prove true.

Alison meets young, attractive med student Bennett Warren, new to Livingston. Suddenly, Bennett is showing up everywhere she isโ€”and then, in her good fortune, he turns out to have rented the apartment right next door.

At first, sheโ€™s convinced itโ€™s fate, and maybe there is hope for her, but a suspicious turn of events has her fearing sheโ€™s being stalked by someone who knows one of her secrets, something no one should know.

She tries telling herself sheโ€™s imagining things, but she soon realizes someone has been inside her apartment, going through her very personal belongings. She finds herself looking over her shoulder, not knowing who she can trust. When she confides in Bennett, sheโ€™s convinced he thinks sheโ€™s crazy, too.

Then Alison comes across evidence that has her questioning not only her sanity but also the real reason Bennett showed up in Livingstonโ€”and even more disturbing is the possibility that him moving right next door to her wasnโ€™t entirely coincidental.

Chapter 4

โ€œMan, this is so cute! You scored big here,โ€ Suzanne said. She was wearing a red hat with white stripes and a pompom as she leaned against the counter beside Alison.

Alison could hear her uncles lugging up what she thought was an old sofa that had belonged to Suzanne, and she opened a box of dishes labeled Karen, taking in the dated old carpet that had been freshly steam cleaned, the door to the open bedroom, and the bathroom across from it. The kitchen, although dated too, was open to the living room, and seeing it now, she was counting the minutes until everyone was gone and she could bask in something that was just hers.

โ€œSo tell me, is there a hot guy that goes with this place?โ€ Suzanne asked.

Alison watched her dad and Owen struggle in with a lot of grunting before flipping over the orange sofa and setting it down in the small living room.

โ€œNo hot guy, sorry, but youโ€™re right that itโ€™s nice, and I canโ€™t tell you how frickinโ€™ awesome this is, having my own place. And, in case I didnโ€™t say it, thanks for all the stuff. I didnโ€™t expect you all to furnish it and supply me with dishes, too. I donโ€™t think Iโ€™ll have to buy anything.โ€

Suzanne only shrugged. โ€œYou have any idea how great this is for us? We can finally get rid of so much weโ€™ve been hanging on to. Thatโ€™s the great thing about you and Brady: We can pass on all the old things we havenโ€™t figured out how to get rid of.โ€

Alison opened the box and saw the pretty flowered dishes.

Suzanneโ€™s hand slid over hers. โ€œKaren wanted you to have those. She knows how much you loved them. The towels are from your grandma, too. By the way, I talked to her this morning. Sheโ€™s going to call you later. I think she misses you, and Eva and Cameron, too, more than any of us.โ€

โ€œHey, you two! Thereโ€™re still more boxes downstairs to bring up,โ€ Ryan said, walking over. As he ruffled her hair, she thought she heard Marcus swearing outside somewhere on the stairs. โ€œMarcus and Harold are bringing up the bed. I donโ€™t think youโ€™ll hear the end of it, renting a third-floor apartment with no elevators.โ€

She didnโ€™t miss the smile Suzanne tried to hide. Alison knew she would fall into bed tonight from all the exercise she hadnโ€™t planned on having.

โ€œSorry, but I appreciate the help just the same,โ€ she said.

Her dadโ€™s gaze lingered for a second as he looked around at the dark brown cupboards, saying nothing. She felt a tap on her arm from Suzanne.

โ€œYou know what? Why donโ€™t we go get refreshments for everyone?โ€ her aunt said, maybe to save her from having to listen to her dad telling her again that he didnโ€™t want her to move out, that she could come home anytime, or something along those lines that could suddenly turn the moment awkward.

โ€œJenny is picking up some groceries,โ€ he added. โ€œShe and Charlotte wanted to surprise you.โ€

She felt the pull on her arm from Suzanne, who said, โ€œThen weโ€™ll pick up some beer,โ€ before pulling her along.

Just then, there was a tap on the open door, and there was Cassie, holding a plant, her dark hair a curly mess, and Brady behind her, all smiles, carrying a box.

โ€œHey there! Wow, this is so nice,โ€ Cassie said as she stepped in.

Brady walked past his wife and said, โ€œWhere do you want the boxes?โ€

Alison gestured to the wall. โ€œAnywhere is fine,โ€ she said.

Cassie kept walking toward her, holding out the plant. โ€œThis is from me and Brady, a little housewarming gift. Itโ€™s just a plant, but we wanted to get you something.โ€

For a second, she stood there, knowing she needed to say thank you. She felt a nudge from Suzanne, who reached for the plant for her.

โ€œYeah, thanks, thatโ€™s really nice,โ€ was all she could get out. โ€œWeโ€™re just going to make a beer run for everyone. Sodas?โ€

Cassie shrugged. โ€œSure, whatever you pick up would be great. Can I give you a hand unpacking anything while youโ€™re gone?โ€

She was so nice, and Alison felt like absolute shit for letting the awkwardness linger. She felt a nudge again from her aunt.

โ€œSure. The boxes on the counter are dishes and stuff. If you want to unpack some, that would be great.โ€

Then Marcus and Harold made their way in, both in winter bomber jackets, carrying her mattress. She didnโ€™t miss the pointed look.

โ€œYouโ€™re going to owe us big time for this, kid,โ€ Marcus said. โ€œThird floor, all stairs, and we still have your dresser, the table and chairs from Karen, and how many more boxes?โ€

She knew he was all bark, but she said, โ€œYou know Iโ€™ll pay up. Free babysitting, my time, my bloodโ€ฆ Thanks for hauling everything up. Weโ€™ll pick up the beer for you.โ€

Suzanne said something to Harold, and he put his end of the bed down and pulled his wallet from his pocket.

โ€œGreat, but donโ€™t be long,โ€ Marcus said. โ€œBrady, we could use you downstairs to bring up the chairs. You can help Ryan and Owen with the table.โ€

Suzanne had her moving out the open door, and she could hear the voices behind her as they hurried down the stairs, Suzanne shoving money from Harold into her jacket pocket. Behind were her dad and Brady, and ahead were Owen and Tessa at the truck, reaching for a box.

โ€œHey, where are you two slipping off to?โ€ Tessa called, wearing a white hat with a pompom and a dark blue winter coat. Her blond hair was long and tied back.

โ€œBeer and food,โ€ Suzanne called out. โ€œWe expect everything unloaded by the time we get back!โ€

She maneuvered Alison toward Haroldโ€™s new Kia, where Alison slid in the passenger side, and Suzanne started the car and backed out. She couldnโ€™t shake the feeling that Suzanne had something on her mind.

โ€œYou really think theyโ€™ll have everything unloaded by then?โ€

Suzanne pulled out of the parking lot. โ€œOh, I guarantee itโ€”but I wanted to have a talk with you without everyone listening in. You know Ryan is worried about you, and Jenny is still reeling a bit over the other day. She told me about what you said, how you blame her about Wren. I have to tell you, kiddo, that wasnโ€™t cool. Your mom was really hurt.โ€

She knew sheโ€™d hurt her mom. That was something sheโ€™d seen Wren do time and again, too: the words, the cutting remarks, the slaps. Her mom had just taken it. There were times Alison thought she was too much like a man she wasnโ€™t even related to.

โ€œI didnโ€™t mean to hurt her, but sheโ€™s constantly coming at me. I just said it.โ€

Alison had learned to swallow a lot before snapping, lashing out with words she wished she could take back. She was strong, with a thick skin that was pretty beaten up, but she was tired of being seen as a freak.

โ€œNo oneโ€™s coming at you, Alison. Ryan and Jenny, just like all of us, want to see you happy. Weโ€™re in your corner, so how about not tossing out any more remarks about Wren? Your mom,

everything sheโ€™s done is for you. I heard only some of the things that happened, but Iโ€™m sure thereโ€™s more. I can tell you from experience that parents arenโ€™t perfect, but family is family. Weโ€™ve all screwed up, you included, and me too, but we donโ€™t go around using the ones we love as a punching bag.โ€

Alison took in the supermarket, Donnellyโ€™s, as they pulled in, seeing the beer and wine store next door. โ€œI get it,โ€ she said. โ€œConsider me reprimanded. Iโ€™ll apologize to my mom. Is there anything else?โ€

Suzanne turned off the vehicle and reached over. โ€œYeah. Try harder with Cassie. I think if you let yourself get past all that hurt and angerโ€”and no one is saying youโ€™re not justified in feeling that wayโ€”youโ€™ll see that Cassie isnโ€™t the bad guy. Weโ€™ve all had shit tossed at us. Going around being angry is allowed for a bit, but not forever.โ€ She leaned on her door and gave Alison a look, followed by a smile only Suzanne could toss out.

โ€œSo is this when I need to start inviting her over for tea?โ€ Alison said.

Suzanne made a face. โ€œNo, but it wouldnโ€™t hurt for you to try to get to know her. Sheโ€™s family now.โ€ She stepped out of the vehicle, and Alison did too. โ€œIโ€™ll get the beer. You go and pick out some sodas.โ€ She reached into her pocket and pulled out some bills, then handed her twenty dollars. โ€œFrom Haroldโ€™s stash,โ€ she said, holding it out.

Alison took the money. โ€œYou ever feel like a kept woman, Suzanne?โ€

Her auntโ€™s eyes sparkled with mischief, and her lips twitched in amusement. โ€œAll the time, but it works.โ€ She shrugged. โ€œDidnโ€™t say I was perfect.โ€

As Suzanne walked off and pulled open the door of the beer and wine shop, Alison wondered about her quirky aunt, who seemed to be settling into living with Harold, not working. Maybe someone needed to give her some advice, some action items she could address to fix her life, find a job, and get past the fact that she was no longer a firefighter and never would be again.

Alison started over to Donnellyโ€™s Market.

โ€œHey, Alison, is that you?โ€

She turned and saw Bennett, flashing that same charming smile, in the same wool coat but with dark jeans now, walking her way.

โ€œBennett, what are you doing here?โ€

He stopped right in front of her. โ€œJust got off a two-day shift and thought of picking up some groceries. So howโ€™s your boss treating you? Need me to stop on by and add some muscle?โ€

The way he said it with a smile, she couldnโ€™t stop the laugh that seemed to come from nowhere. โ€œNo need to step in yet, but Iโ€™ll let you know. Heโ€™s pretty much demoted me, but hey, it could be worse. He couldโ€™ve fired me. So, a two-day shift. What do you do?โ€

She wondered how tall he was. Her dadโ€™s height, she thought, with a nice build. There was something about the way he held himself. Looking at him, she realized she hadnโ€™t felt this good in a long time.

โ€œIโ€™m a med student. Just got away from the hospital. Youโ€™re in good company with the scut work. Iโ€™m the helper and do all the shit jobs, so I commiserate and understand completely. But yes, being employed is a very good thing. Youโ€™re absolutely right.โ€

โ€œWow, Iโ€™m impressed. A med studentโ€ฆso youโ€™re studying to be a doctor?โ€

He just shrugged. There was something about the way he was looking at her, as if he really wanted to talk to her. โ€œYeah, well, med student is a long way from doctor, a lot of years as a bottom-feeder, working my way up.โ€

Then he said nothing and just smiled at her. Neither moved for a second. There was tension and chemistry. He pulled in a breath and glanced past her. โ€œWell, I guess I should get some

groceries before I fall over from exhaustion. It was great to see you again, Alison. Maybe Iโ€™ll drop in to your restaurant again soon.โ€

He started walking, but then he turned back to her, still stepping backwards. โ€œAnd the offer stands: If you need some muscle or just a friendly face to show up and let your boss know that he canโ€™t treat you like shit, then Iโ€™m ready, willing, and happy to oblige.โ€

She just lifted her hand. โ€œThanks, Bennett. When you stop by the restaurant, your coffeeโ€™s on me.โ€

He gestured to her, and something about his smile warmed her in ways no oneโ€™s ever had before. โ€œItโ€™s a date, Alison Oโ€™Connell,โ€ he called out, then lifted his hand and turned to walk to the grocery store.

โ€œWho was that?โ€ Suzanne whispered beside her.

Alison jumped as she took in her aunt, who was right there, looking dorky in that red and white hat, holding a case of beer, staring at Bennett as he walked away.

โ€œJust someone I met at work, a customer, a nice guy. Heโ€™s a med student.โ€

Suzanne raised a brow and dragged her gaze over to where Bennett was now walking into the grocery store. โ€œHe said the word โ€˜date,โ€™ and I can see by the way youโ€™re watching him that you like him.โ€

Alison pressed her lips together but couldnโ€™t keep from smiling as she shook her head. Then she started laughing.

Suzanne gasped. โ€œOh, you really do like him! I was so kidding about the hot guy, but now I see youโ€™ve been holding out. Is he single? Come on, heโ€™s cute. Tell me everything. Youโ€™ve been holding out on me, my sweet little niece.โ€

Alison just shook her head. โ€œNo, I just met him a few days ago, but you know what? Youโ€™re right. I like him. I have no idea if heโ€™s single, but he sees me, he talks to me. Anyway, Iโ€™m going to go in and get the soda. Iโ€™m not talking about this anymore with you.โ€

โ€œGet his number if you see him in the store,โ€ Suzanne called out as Alison started walking.

She just shook her head. There was something about seeing Bennett Warren again. Things really were looking up. She had her very first place, her own apartment that was all hers, and then there was this guy she kept running into, as if fate was conspiring in a good way.

Bennett distracted her. He didnโ€™t see her the same way other people did, as if she were wearing a โ€œKick meโ€ sign, as if she would never really fit in.

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Get your next glimpse of THE STALKER!  Book 13 in The O’Connells series is on the way, but you can preview Chapter 3 now.

Dark secrets are resurrected in this new Oโ€™Connell novel.

Alison Sweetgrass-Oโ€™Connell believes sheโ€™s forever a misfit and will never fit in.

After struggling to recover from a teenage crush that dealt her a crippling blow, Alison watches from the sidelines in the small town of Livingston, Montana, which hasnโ€™t been friendly to her. Silently, she believes everyoneโ€™s seemingly perfect lives have a dark side. And soon her beliefs prove true.

Alison meets young, attractive med student Bennett Warren, new to Livingston. Suddenly, Bennett is showing up everywhere she isโ€”and then, in her good fortune, he turns out to have rented the apartment right next door.

At first, sheโ€™s convinced itโ€™s fate, and maybe there is hope for her, but a suspicious turn of events has her fearing sheโ€™s being stalked by someone who knows one of her secrets, something no one should know.

She tries telling herself sheโ€™s imagining things, but she soon realizes someone has been inside her apartment, going through her very personal belongings. She finds herself looking over her shoulder, not knowing who she can trust. When she confides in Bennett, sheโ€™s convinced he thinks sheโ€™s crazy, too.

Then Alison comes across evidence that has her questioning not only her sanity but also the real reason Bennett showed up in Livingstonโ€”and even more disturbing is the possibility that him moving right next door to her wasnโ€™t entirely coincidental.

Chapter 3

โ€œWell, hello again.โ€

Alison was zipping her purse, having just pulled cash from the ATM, and she turned to take in the hot guy from the restaurant. He was wearing a gray wool coat, dressy, classy, and was walking right toward her.

โ€œHey there,โ€ was all she managed to get out as she took in his smileโ€”for her? She fought the urge to look over her shoulder, expecting him to be talking to someone else, but he stopped right in front of her.

โ€œAlison, right?โ€

โ€œYeah, thatโ€™s right. How did youโ€ฆ?โ€ she started, taking in his dimples as his smile flashed. The man sure had a way of giving everything when he looked at her. She tried to figure out how old he was. Mid-twenties, she thought.

โ€œOne of my talents is remembering faces and names. Iโ€™m Bennet Warren.โ€ He held out his large hand, and she took it, reminding herself of civility. He had remembered her name. That was something that rarely happened.

โ€œAlison Oโ€™Connell, your friendly scut worker and restaurant bus girl,โ€ she replied. This time, she dropped Sweetgrass, because she remembered her dadโ€™s face.

She thought he chuckled, and she wasnโ€™t sure what to make of his expression as she shook his hand, not something she did often.

He shrugged. โ€œSo youโ€™re not only a pretty girl with a pretty name, but youโ€™ve got a great sense of humor, too. Just getting off work, bus girl?โ€

She was aware of the fact that her mom was waiting in her Jeep in a parking spot two cars down. โ€œYeah, done for today.โ€ She couldnโ€™t remember ever having smiled so easily.

โ€œAnd your boss is behaving himself? Did he apologize after that dickhead move?โ€

Holy crap! The guy had remembered that, too. Remembering little things about her was something no one ever didโ€”except Brady, before things became awkward and went sideways. Right, she had to get him out of her head, to move on from that feeling that had her slipping away to the corners on family nights.

โ€œNo apologies, but he kept his distance,โ€ she said. โ€œStill, Iโ€™m sure something will be coming down the pike, retribution of some kind.โ€ She could see her mom looking her way now, and she had to pull her gaze back to Bennett, who was still standing there.

โ€œHey, I get it, but things donโ€™t change if you donโ€™t speak up, and itโ€™s impossible to get anywhere if thereโ€™s no respect from your manager. At the same time, toxic environments are just that. Hold your head up. Donโ€™t take any crap. Your boss is a dick, but you have a great smile. See you around, Alison,โ€ he said, then walked around her, into the bank. She found herself turning to watch him, her heart thudding, and she forced herself to pull it together as she walked over to her momโ€™s Jeep, pulled open the passenger door, and slid in.

โ€œWho was that?โ€

She pulled at her seatbelt and latched it, pulling in a breath before looking over to her mom, who was smiling in a way that had her rolling her eyes. โ€œJust a customer at the restaurant today. He remembered me, is all, and wanted to say hi.โ€

And he was like a knight in shining armorโ€”but sheโ€™d keep that part to herself.

โ€œHeโ€™s cute, and the way he was looking at youโ€ฆ Did he ask you out?โ€ her mom said, darting a gaze back out. Bennett had walked back out and was walking past them, and

her and smiled, dimples flashing. He lifted his hand in a wave, and it was awkward, especially with her mom. She waved back.

โ€œNo, of course not,โ€ she said. โ€œHeโ€™s just a nice guy.โ€

โ€œMm-hmm,โ€ was all her mom said as she started her Jeep.

Alison found herself looking to see where heโ€™d gone, but she didnโ€™t see him anymore as they backed out.

โ€œSo your dad signed everything for you,โ€ her mom said. โ€œI still canโ€™t believe you want to move out! Itโ€™s not too late, you know. You havenโ€™t signed the lease yet or paid any money down.โ€

She knew what her mom was doing. At the same time, she couldnโ€™t remember the last time sheโ€™d been so excited over anything. The appeal of having her own place, independence, and freedom, so to speak, being in charge of just herself, was something she couldnโ€™t have explained to anyone.

โ€œMom, Iโ€™m moving out, so if we could just drive to the Carlyle, Iโ€™ll pay the money and get my keys. I mean, itโ€™s time, and this is something I really want.โ€

Her mom lifted a hand from the steering wheel as if to stop her from going on. She signaled her turn around the block, and Alison could see her new home just ahead. It was perfect, only about three blocks from work. She could walk easily and would think about getting a car down the road. Most of all, she wouldnโ€™t have her mom and dad there to walk in on her anytime they wanted.

โ€œFine,โ€ Jenny said. โ€œIโ€™m just saying, I donโ€™t want to see you move out, but if this is what you wantโ€ฆโ€

โ€œIt is, Mom.โ€ She knew she was trying to change her mind. โ€œAnd, as Dad pointed out this morning when he forced me to go to breakfast with him, Iโ€™m still expected at every family night. The only difference is that Iโ€™ll be sleeping somewhere else. Besides, I want to stand on my own two feet. I have a job. Itโ€™s not as if Iโ€™m leaving the country. Now you and Dad can have time alone. You may even realize how great it is, not having me there,โ€ she added as her mom pulled into a spot and put the Jeep in park.

She slid her gaze over to her, and Alison didnโ€™t miss the frown. โ€œThere you go again, Alison, saying weโ€™re better off without you. You know we love you, and I hate to see you running out the door and hurrying to move away just when you and your dad are building something. He loves you, you know. And youโ€™re not underfoot.โ€

What the hell was she supposed to say to that? Talking about her feelings was something she didnโ€™t do.

โ€œGeez, Mom, seriously, this isnโ€™t about you two. Itโ€™s about me. Iโ€™m doing this for me.โ€ She fisted her hands, feeling how different things were with her mom after what theyโ€™d gone through. Sheโ€™d never seen her so happy, though, and maybe she wanted the same for herself.

โ€œAlison, donโ€™t you think your dad and I have been worried about you? Weโ€™ve given you space, a lot of space. We know that what happened with Brady crushed youโ€ฆโ€

โ€œMom, stop, already. Itโ€™s over. Iโ€™m over it.โ€ She wanted to snarl before her mom poked anymore at a wound that had barely healed.

โ€œNo, Alison. Iโ€™m not trying to pick a fight here, but you say youโ€™re over it even though I know youโ€™re not. We all know what it did to you. I saw the light in your eyes, the light youโ€™d managed to get back only for a short time, dim. I know what Wren did, too, and Iโ€™m responsible for that. No one deserves that. Since Brady and Cassie eloped a few weeks ago, your dad and I

have seen the trouble youโ€™re having with her. Can I blame you? No, but sheโ€™s a nice girl, and you have to find a wayโ€”โ€

โ€œI know, Mom!โ€ she yelled, her hand on the door. She gave it a yank, and it popped open. โ€œMaybe this is one of the reasons I want my own place, so I donโ€™t have to have this thing with Brady shoved in my face every time I turn around. I know youโ€™re watching me, worrying Iโ€™m going to screw up or say or do something wrong, and you all stand back and say, โ€˜Oh, there she goes again, self-sabotaging.โ€™ Or maybe you think Iโ€™ll just fall apart. But Iโ€™m not going to fall apart! Iโ€™m fine, and if itโ€™s all the same to you, Iโ€™d rather just forget about it and not talk about it, because what hurts is the fact that you keep bringing it up. Do me a favor and stop. Stop talking about it. Stop worrying Iโ€™m going to break, because Iโ€™m not. Iโ€™m stronger than that, Mom. You and Wren made sure of that. Stop expecting the worst of me.โ€

Then she stepped out of her momโ€™s Jeep and closed the door, feeling like shit for tossing Wren in her momโ€™s face. She heard her mom step out, as well, and when she looked over to her, she saw her hands lifted in surrenderโ€”but she also saw the shadow of hurt.

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It’s the Monday Blog for November 23! Plus read Chapter 2 of THE STALKER!

What can I say about this past week? I broke the cardinal rule in my house and watched the news. Everyone whoโ€™s been following my blog will know I turned the news off in May because itโ€™s been nothing but a gong show, pushing panic so viewers stay glued to the box, fearing the worst and anxious that the world is coming to an end. I could go on, but thatโ€™s why I keep it off. (I also need to consider my autistic son. Although he doesnโ€™t freak out and have behavior issues, the news is scaring the shit out of him.)

So why would I do something so stupid? It was likely because, in my world of writing, I donโ€™t much hear whatโ€™s going on. Sometimes friends call to tell me the world is going back into lockdown, rising cases are out of control, the second wave has arrived in some areas, and new rules are coming down. I, of course, am always asking, โ€œWhat new rules?โ€ โ€œWill there be police enforcement?โ€ Because it seems no one is doing the same thing, and the rules are never equal for everyone. Politicians are fighting, being accused of playing politics with peopleโ€™s lives. In BC, hearing the huge spike in numbers is alarming. I hear that social gatherings with friends and family are a huge factor in the increase. People arenโ€™t staying put. Theyโ€™re travelling, still taking vacations.

Now, my kids and I havenโ€™t seen family since the lockdown eased and things started opening in June. The only exception was a funeral, where I saw my family but my kids stayed home. Weโ€™ve done our part, and weโ€™re all healthy and doing well, but we havenโ€™t socialized, seen friends or family, or invited anyone over in what seems like forever. My daughter is in her senior year at school and works when sheโ€™s not studying. My other two also work, but no one visits with friends or socializes. We go to the store for essentials we canโ€™t buy online, such as fresh vegetables and fruit, but I have to tell you that most of my buying is done online and shipped to my door.

Iโ€™ve narrowed down my retailers because shipping to my door is my first priority right now. Unfortunately, where I live, if a retailer chooses to ship with Canada Post, the government postal service, the order is never delivered to my door, because we use tiny community boxes. No home delivery is available here with Canada Post, even if the retailer pays that shipping cost and is told they provide it. Instead, I get a notice in my community box that thereโ€™s a parcel for me to pick up, and I end up having to drive to the next city, which is quite a ways away, where the post office is in the back of an overcrowded and cluttered dollar store. Itโ€™s not close to me at all. Then I have to stand in a ridiculously long line where social distancing doesnโ€™t always happen or canโ€™t happen because of the small space. Some people wear masks, and some donโ€™t.

Last time, which was a month ago, an elderly couple blocked the entire line, socializing and then visiting with the staff in the store. One was in a wheelchair, unmasked. There werenโ€™t many options in terms of places to stand while waiting, so did I say something? Yeah, I finally did, not having a clue where the long line was supposed to start or which way it was supposed to go. After standing and waiting in the unmoving line for quite a while, I called out, โ€œExcuse me, whereโ€™s the line? Where are we supposed to stand? How do I get my parcel?โ€ There were something like four staff there. One ignored me and kept visiting with the older couple, and I understand she was likely trying to be polite to them. Another came out from in back to reorganize the chaos and move people around in another direction because no one could get around the wheelchair. Not one of them asked the elderly people to move over, not block peopleโ€™s way, or, most importantly, put on a mask.

I have strong views about social distancing, especially with elders. In a pandemic, you cannot socialize in crowded public spaces right next to people anymore, even in stores where youโ€™ve known Betty and Harvey for decades. Not taking precautions means putting your health and the health of others in danger. We wonโ€™t be in this forever, as I tell my kids, but donโ€™t be an idiot. Some of the people I love are older and with questionable health, so doing my part is important. I would feel horrible if I were responsible for them catching this virus, ending up in a COVID ward, and dying. So, unfortunately, each time a retailer insists on shipping with Canada Post, they go on the list of stores to whom Iโ€™d say, โ€œSorry, I love your products, but I canโ€™t buy from you anymore because Iโ€™m just not going to navigate the chaos in that ridiculous post office setup anymore.โ€

The biggest shopping days for retailers are coming up. Iโ€™m sure everyone has already heard that during the pandemic, retail sales have exploded across the board. They are making money, a lot of money! Believe it or not, during Black Friday and Cyber Monday deals, very few retailers are actually offering the kinds of discounts they did a year ago, because people are buying just about everything anyway. What happens for the little retailers out there, who are still counting on doing business the old way, with customers coming into stores and paying at the cash register? Those retailers donโ€™t have online stores or shipping optionsโ€”and, unfortunately, theyโ€™re going to slowly go out of business.

Just to give you an idea of ways some retailers are adapting, take the small restaurant where my daughter works. Theyโ€™re still doing extremely well, and the one thing the owners did that very few have done in the area is created an online menu and an online automated ordering system. They offer not only takeout but also delivery right to your door. They have the โ€œeasy button.โ€ Theyโ€™re not a big chain, just a little guy with fantastic chefs and fantastic food. There is a way to survive this. In the digital age, online portals allow businesses to go virtual just about everywhere. Itโ€™s really important for the little guy to set up these online options and get onboard. I know I would prefer to buy local, but you have to deliver to my door.


Sneak Peek

Who wants another sneak peek of THE STALKER?  The next installment in The O’Connells series will be released next week, but you can read Chapter 2 now!

Dark secrets are resurrected in this new Oโ€™Connell novel.

Alison Sweetgrass-Oโ€™Connell believes sheโ€™s forever a misfit and will never fit in.

After struggling to recover from a teenage crush that dealt her a crippling blow, Alison watches from the sidelines in the small town of Livingston, Montana, which hasnโ€™t been friendly to her. Silently, she believes everyoneโ€™s seemingly perfect lives have a dark side. And soon her beliefs prove true.

Alison meets young, attractive med student Bennett Warren, new to Livingston. Suddenly, Bennett is showing up everywhere she isโ€”and then, in her good fortune, he turns out to have rented the apartment right next door.

At first, sheโ€™s convinced itโ€™s fate, and maybe there is hope for her, but a suspicious turn of events has her fearing sheโ€™s being stalked by someone who knows one of her secrets, something no one should know.

She tries telling herself sheโ€™s imagining things, but she soon realizes someone has been inside her apartment, going through her very personal belongings. She finds herself looking over her shoulder, not knowing who she can trust. When she confides in Bennett, sheโ€™s convinced he thinks sheโ€™s crazy, too.

Then Alison comes across evidence that has her questioning not only her sanity but also the real reason Bennett showed up in Livingstonโ€”and even more disturbing is the possibility that him moving right next door to her wasnโ€™t entirely coincidental.

Chapter 2

โ€œI just need your parents to sign an agreement that if you canโ€™t pay your rent, they will be responsible, including any damages you may cause.โ€

Alison ground her teeth and bit back the urge to swear under her breath as she squeezed her cell phone. Just down the road was the Bluebird, with customers coming out. Alison wore a black down coat with a faux lined hood, her black jeans, and the old lady black flats that didnโ€™t hurt her feet.

โ€œBut itโ€™s my apartment. Why would you need my parents to sign? Thatโ€™s ridiculous. I have a jobโ€ฆโ€

โ€œAnd youโ€™re only eighteen, Alison,โ€ Trish said. โ€œYou have no credit history, so we need someone to vouch for you. Itโ€™s just how things are done to protect us. Once you have some history behind you, as you pay your rent and look after the place, you wonโ€™t need a co-signer. At the same time, if this is a problem, there are others we can rent to. Thereโ€™s always a long listโ€ฆโ€

โ€œFine, I get it,โ€ she said, cutting in, sensing the woman would go on and on about how irresponsible she expected her to be. โ€œMy parents will gladly sign. So how soon until I can get the keys?โ€

โ€œAfter you pay the deposit and your first monthโ€™s rent, and after your parents sign the agreement. Thereโ€™s an addendum youโ€™ll have to sign about no smoking and no parties. Weโ€™ll need cash upfront for the deposit and first month, and then you can have the keys.โ€

For a moment, she wondered what else sheโ€™d have to agree to just to have her own place. โ€œI can pay everything today, and Iโ€™ll ask my dad to call you and stop in today. Iโ€™ll come back after work.โ€ She let it hang, wanting everything yesterday.

โ€œGreat! I look forward to hearing from Ryan,โ€ Trish said, then hung up.

Alison sent a quick text off to her dad: Apartment lady needs you to sign your life away in case I screw up. Can you call her please?

It took only a second before she saw three dots. Her dad was texting something. Then the winking emoji appeared. Her dad was such a dork sometimesโ€”but at the same time, sheโ€™d never seen her mom as happy as sheโ€™d been since getting back together with him.

She pocketed her phone, unable to keep the smile from her face as she went to pull open the door to the restaurant. At the same time, someone else reached for it. He was tall, with cropped dark hair and dimples.

โ€œHey there, pretty lady. After you,โ€ he said, pulling the door open.

She felt her smile widen, taking in the charm that seemed to flash from the tall, dark, and handsome man. He wore a light gray wool dress coat.

โ€œWell, thank you,โ€ she replied. As she stepped inside the restaurant, the sound of cars passing over the slushy streets faded. This early December day was unusually warm. Sheโ€™d just been there a few hours earlier with her dad for breakfast, and she spotted Nan and Chad running dishes to the back. Half the tables were filled with diners for the lunch rush.

โ€œAlison, Iโ€™ll get you to start rolling utensils and polishing the glasses in back,โ€ Chad tossed out over his shoulder as he strode past the bar. โ€œThe dishwasher called in sick, so I need you to pitch in there, as well.โ€

The hot guy was taking off his coat and sliding it over the back of a chair at the bar, which was empty. She hesitated a moment before heading into the back and clocking in, then putting

her stuff away in the cubicle where all the employees hung their coats and tossed their bags. She took in Vern, the chef, and Dax, who did everything else.

โ€œHey there, Alison,โ€ Dax said. He had a heavy reddish beard and was an easy forty pounds overweight, with a dirty apron over his large belly. โ€œDidnโ€™t know you were working the lunch shift.โ€

โ€œChad put me back on lunch this week. Said you were short staffed.โ€ She made a face.

Vern, who was frying something, glanced her way. She never could figure out what he was thinking. He towered over Dax. โ€œYeah, heard him redoing the schedule this morning. Seems the new guy lasted only three shifts before giving his notice.โ€

โ€œAlison, for the love of God, get out here and stop dawdling,โ€ Chad snapped as he stepped into the back. The door was still open, and the two other men fell quiet. She could see the way Chad looked at her and was sure he didnโ€™t talk to anyone else the way he did to her. She felt the reprimand like a slap.

โ€œI just got here,โ€ she said. โ€œYou said you wanted the glasses polished and utensils rolled.โ€ She gestured to the dish pit.

He only shook his head. โ€œWell, it will have to wait. I need you out here now to get drinks and be the bus girl.โ€

Bus girl! Sheโ€™d really been demoted. That was the job sheโ€™d started out with in her first days with the Bluebird, being everyoneโ€™s slave and getting no tips. She held her tongue.

Chad walked over to the line and tacked an order up for Vern. โ€œI need you to take a ginger ale and one tea to table four with two glasses of water.โ€

โ€œOkay,โ€ was all she said, and she didnโ€™t miss the look Vern passed her before she walked out of the back.

She took in the handsome man sitting at the bar, alone, as she reached for two glasses and filled them with water. He was wearing a light blue knit sweater. Handsome was an understatement.

โ€œHave you been looked after yet?โ€ she asked.

โ€œNot yet,โ€ he replied. โ€œSeems Iโ€™m waiting for you.โ€

She hesitated a second, because it seemed like he was flirtingโ€ฆbut that was impossible. No one flirted with her. She lifted another glass for the soda. The way he was looking at her, the edge to his smile, he was teasing herโ€”or maybe he wasnโ€™t. He leaned back and crossed his arms. Even his chest was impressive.

โ€œWhat can I get you to drink?โ€ she said as she filled a glass with ginger ale and set it on the tray with the waters, then reached for a mug and small metal pot for the tea.

โ€œJust a coffee, actually, and water and a menu.โ€

She reached for one of the laminate menus stacked behind the bar and rested it on the counter beside him, then set a mug and saucer before him and lifted the coffee carafe to pour.

โ€œCream and sugar?โ€ she asked. She filled another glass with water and rested it beside the coffee.

He just shook his head as he reached for the mug. โ€œNo, no, black is fine.โ€

As she turned back to the tray, Chad appeared behind her. โ€œHey, I told you to get those drinks over to table four! Whatโ€™s taking you so long?โ€ He settled his hand on her back, that spot between her shoulder blades. She could feel the reprimand from him along with the reminder from her dad.

โ€œI have them ready now,โ€ she said, โ€œand please donโ€™t touch my back again.โ€

He pulled his hand away, and at the expression on his face, she feared what heโ€™d say. But he just angled his head, took a step back, and held his hands up. โ€œWasnโ€™t sure you were hearing me. I was just trying to get your attention. There was nothing inappropriate there, Alison. You do have a tendency not to hear. If you have the drinks, then get going,โ€ he said rather sharply and pointed to the table.

She lifted the tray. As he walked away in back, her tension spiked.

โ€œThat was bullshit, you know.โ€

She turned to mister good looking, who was gazing right at her. His hazy blue eyes against mocha skin seemed to add an edge to just how attractive he was.

She just stared at him for a second. โ€œExcuse me?โ€ was all she could think to say.

He leaned on the counter and gestured with his mug of coffee behind her. โ€œYour boss, I take it? Yeah, that wasnโ€™t cool, touching you that way, and his explanation was bullshit, the way he flipped the blame when you called him out. Good for you for speaking up. At the same time, I didnโ€™t hear an apology from him. Donโ€™t let him get away with that,โ€ he said. With the strength that seemed to radiate off him, she felt as if she wasnโ€™t totally alone.

She glanced over to the door and then back to the super hot guy. There seemed to be chemistry between them. โ€œAh, thanks, but when I get fired, being right isnโ€™t going to pay my rent.โ€

He laughed as she strode away with the tray over to table four and delivered the drinks. When she glanced back, he was talking to Nan, who was taking his order.

Chad was still in the back. Maybe her dad was right. Everyone seemed to think she had no boundaries, but for the first time, speaking up, she felt as if sheโ€™d put Chad Hargrave on notice, and it felt pretty damn good.

As the rest of the lunch shift passed, she rolled the pile of cutlery. By the time she was finished, she glanced up and took in the now virtually empty restaurant. It was close to four thirty. She felt the vibration of her phone in her back pocket and pulled it out, seeing her dadโ€™s text: Signed the required X. Youโ€™re good to go. See you tonight at Marcusโ€™s. Donโ€™t be late.

โ€œAre you suddenly on a break?โ€ Chad snapped as he strode past her. His gaze and reprimand hit their mark.

โ€œSorry,โ€ she said, shoving her phone in her back pocket. โ€œIโ€™m done here with the cutlery. Anything else you want me to do?โ€

Chad lingered, the distance and tension between them apparent. โ€œWipe the tables down, and the two booths need cleared. Then I guess youโ€™re done for the day.โ€

As he walked away into the back, Nan strode out, carrying a tray filled with dirty glasses. She raised a brow and took in the swinging door behind her before dragging her gaze back to Alison.

โ€œWell, havenโ€™t seen Chad that off in a while.โ€ She stopped right beside her. โ€œYou did good today and held your tongue, considering you were suddenly demoted to bus girl instead of waitress.โ€ She rested the tray on the counter of the bar and reached into the pocket of her short black apron to pull out several bills. โ€œHereโ€™s some tip money, which you were denied. Thanks for helping. Iโ€™ve told Chad many times to keep his hands to himself. You were right to say something, but next time, do it in private and not in front of the customers. Thatโ€™s why heโ€™s so pissed. You embarrassed him.โ€

So sheโ€™d heard.

The front door to the restaurant opened, and she spotted Belinda Lee dressed in a long black skirt and red winter jacket, which she unzipped. Her blond hair was pulled back in a tight bun,

and her face was the kind of perfection that had Alison wanting to punch her. She smiled brightly, and Alison wondered if she snarled, as she felt Nanโ€™s hand on her arm.

โ€œHi, Belinda, you ready for your first day?โ€ Nan said with that friendly tone of hers.

Belinda stopped at the bar and dragged her gaze over to Alison, then shrugged happily. โ€œCanโ€™t wait. Although Iโ€™ve never been a waitress before, Chad assured me Iโ€™ll have no trouble catching on. Hey, Alison, how are you? Are you working tonight, too?โ€

Why did she have to be so damn friendly? But then, sheโ€™d always been like thatโ€”to her face, right before planting a knife in her back.

โ€œNo,โ€ she replied. She could have said more, but the last thing she wanted was to have any conversation with the girl whoโ€™d lied about her in a way that couldโ€™ve ended with her facing charges that wouldโ€™ve ruined her life. The gossip had never gone away. Tension lingered.

โ€œWell, Belinda, Chad is in back,โ€ Nan said. โ€œYou should check in, and heโ€™ll walk you through what you need to do.โ€

Belinda dragged her gaze back to her, firmed her lips, and then walked through the back door.

Nan was standing right beside her now, so close, resting her arm on the counter of the dark wood bar. โ€œYou want me to say it?โ€ she said, and Alison wondered whether she was in for another scolding.

โ€œWhat, that Iโ€™ve worked here for a year to land that evening waitress job only to have it ripped away and be reduced to a bus girl, while Belinda walks in with no experience at all, bats her lashes at Chad, and gets the premium shift? Like, what gives?โ€ she said. The anger sheโ€™d kept at bay was suddenly simmering to a slow boil.

Nan let out a sigh, one she knew well. โ€œWord of advice: Let it go. I told him not to do it, but he says he sees something in her. Iโ€™ve been working a lot of years, and I havenโ€™t always been this happy. There are a lot of Chads out there, but there are also a lot of bosses who are way worse, and Iโ€™ve worked for all of them. Iโ€™ve been passed over for a lot of opportunities I shouldโ€™ve had, and I was angry for a long time because of that. Your anger over today is justified, but at the same time, the only person youโ€™re hurting is yourself. Do your best, Alison. What you give out is what you get back. I told you before that if you want to be happy and have people treat you fairly, decently, then you need to do the same.โ€

She wondered if it was the expression on her face and the way she pulled back that made Nan angle her head and raise a brow.

โ€œDonโ€™t be angry at me,โ€ Nan said. โ€œThis was my gift to you today. And another thing: There are a lot of Belindas out there, waiting to shove a knife in your back. They seem to be born with the gift of wrapping a man around their finger, but one dayโ€ฆโ€ That was all she said before she lifted the tray.

The door opened to the back, and she heard Chad and Belindaโ€™s laughter.

Nan shook her head. โ€œFocus on you, Alison. Take a deep breath. See you tomorrow.โ€

As she strode into the back, past the swinging door, Alison just stared, considering what the older waitress, her mentor, had said. How did she make it seem so easy, as if nothing ever got to her?

Her phone dinged again, and she took in the time on the clock behind the bar. She thought of the keys sheโ€™d be holding shortly. Soon, she would have something that was just hers. Maybe Nan was right. Focusing on herself really did make her feel better.

The O'Connells

The Oโ€™Connells of Livingston, Montana, are not your typical family. Follow them on their journey to the dark and dangerous side of love in a series of romantic thrillers you wonโ€™t want to miss.


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